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timekept — I CAN NEVER BE WHO THEY NEED ME TO BE

Published: 2016-05-17 22:24:58 +0000 UTC; Views: 412; Favourites: 30; Downloads: 4
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Description Take one last look through the window at the life you're leaving behind.
You've got your bags packed and you're skipping town tonight.
I've built my walls up high in hopes that I won't be missed,
'cause I'm just a bastard son who was born to run just like his father was.

But I can't deny the roots are set and the knots are tied,
will I cast aside everyone I love tonight?
'Cause I can't seem to shake this feeling you're better off without me.

My walls are built up high,
I don't need no one around me.
I am the bastard son and I was born to run,
I am a bastard son.

For so long I've tried so hard to justify leaving everything behind.
And I'll blame the way that I was raised,
or the flaws that I was born with,
or this awful mix of chemicals in my brain,
but they're all just half formed excuses.

Because I hurt the ones I love when I say that you deserve better,
or that I'm not good enough and I should just cut and run.
And I'm sorry for all that I've done,
but it's just I've grown so comfortable in loneliness.

Seclusion is the choice that I've made,
it's always seemed best for everyone.
And I don't know that I can follow through,
but I know that I've got to.

'Cause I'd rather be alone,
than be surrounded by the people who feel like home,
knowing I can never be what they need me to be.

And maybe the day will come
when I learn to let in the love,
and if that's truly what you want
then I swear I'll keep on trying.

Bastard Son

small vent with the Archer redesign by StormFemaleWolf since obv the most important question when it comes to characters is 'can I vent w them'

spoiler: the answer is yes. I can vent with anything. I'm a giant emo.

EDIT: lengthened muzzle so he looked more like a hyena, as he is not, for once, a mountain lion
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Comments: 13

PestdoktorMiasma [2016-12-10 23:18:45 +0000 UTC]

This looks so amazing! I really like that you kept this one in such a sketchy condition. I like colored pictures, but for some reason I find sketches often especially appealing. 
I have to compliment you on your style again. He looks so realistic here, I immediately recognized him as a hyena. Honestly, is there any animal you can't draw?  
No, really, I love this, his expression (I can almost hear him scream), the style, especially that muzzle and the ears! I also like how even in your more sketchy works you pay attention to the details like the teeth or his piercing.
And oh my, thanks for showing me that song, I didn't know it before and I love it. *_* Oh God, while I like rock and metal I usually prefer songs with more singing and less screaming, but damn, that song...<3

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timekept In reply to PestdoktorMiasma [2016-12-11 01:55:47 +0000 UTC]

aaaah thank you!!! and yeah I usually can't stand songs that are like, just screaming but some melodic hardcore stuff is rly rly good???? aaaaaa

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BeulahWolf [2016-05-20 00:25:26 +0000 UTC]

Thylacine and hyena??? holy shart A+++ what a combo hhhhh

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timekept In reply to BeulahWolf [2016-05-20 01:15:01 +0000 UTC]

ikr??

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stormie-hills [2016-05-19 23:59:00 +0000 UTC]

hOLY SHIT, THIS IS AMAZING

.o. I love your style of hyenas?!??! It's so realistic. The jaw and teeth!!

the fluff oml

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timekept In reply to stormie-hills [2016-05-20 01:15:10 +0000 UTC]

aaa thank you!!

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stormie-hills In reply to timekept [2016-05-20 16:59:00 +0000 UTC]

No problem!!!~

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Lady-Sunny16 [2016-05-18 03:49:35 +0000 UTC]

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF GREAT SONG YES YES YEEEEEEEEEES!!!
dude this is stunning! i love that wide mouth! ahhhhhhh so cool! i really need to practice my mouths lol
i love this dude its really impressive! ffff you are so perf <33

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timekept In reply to Lady-Sunny16 [2016-05-18 11:24:25 +0000 UTC]

aa thank you Sunny!! I actually really like this sketch rip

and YES I LOVE THIS SONG AHH

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Lady-Sunny16 In reply to timekept [2016-05-18 16:04:25 +0000 UTC]

Your more then welcome Viv! You should dude its really awesome!

FFFFF YOUR TASTE IN MUSIC IS PERF

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Intoi [2016-05-18 01:39:37 +0000 UTC]

waddles over to you

ALSO THIS IS AMAZEBALLS

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timekept In reply to Intoi [2016-05-18 01:50:25 +0000 UTC]

aaa thank u!!! <3 ;u;

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Intoi In reply to timekept [2016-05-18 18:31:06 +0000 UTC]

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