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Published: 2017-12-31 17:19:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 2088; Favourites: 65; Downloads: 6
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Some bad news with a tiny improvementThis was hard to draw
Unwillingly and forced into flying away from my husband by January 9th to the other half of the planet. There are many small details I can't really say that are just making it even worse.
I can't describe how much this hurts. It's getting really difficult to ignore the "I'm not good enough to bother" and the "It's my fault I can't learn fast enough and am costing my family 2k" thoughts.
I'm really trying to fight those thoughts but it's heavily starting to take over.
I'm scared, I've never flown on my own either. Doesn't exactly make me want to cheer on the new year, it's just honestly making me feel sick.I guess this is technically part of IRL Austria Tales (Visual Diary) So I've added it to that folder.
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Comments: 8
PregnancyLove [2017-12-31 21:35:03 +0000 UTC]
I'm really sorry. I'm not going to say i understand ,because I don't but,I do know the feeling of not earning enough to help suport my family and I Know how scary it is to be on your own for the first time because my step dad kicked me out after I was unable to find work.but, I really hope you know that there are others who care and know that you are not alone.I wish you the best and I hope you find more freinds where you are.
I wish I could help more.
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Techno-Universal [2017-12-31 19:44:29 +0000 UTC]
Yeah this really reminds me of how I felt while I was being bullied here on DA back in November. Like I literally sort of deeply felt that I had to get away from it all and just end myself to trap myself in the void of non existence. Like it's one of the worst things I ever went through and it's literally just beyond what can be explained with how bad my depression was during that period of bullying. Like I'm usually extremely happy and never depressed but this was like a huge hit that sent me into a mental downfall. So seriously the feeling of everyone on the planet wanting you to die and suffer is one of the worst things no matter what plus it's possibly worse than what you went through here.
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RainyPone [2017-12-31 18:02:56 +0000 UTC]
Really sorry to hear what happened. I'm sure you can get everything sorted, though! Good luck, and I'm cheering for you.
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CastoroChiaro [2017-12-31 17:52:31 +0000 UTC]
I'm sorry to hear about your situation, and hope that the time away from your husband isn't too long.
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