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Hey everyone,

I know this is very different from what I usually do. But, this is kind of a therapy thing for me. Its romantic to think that we are completely fixed or that we're ok all the time and that we can stay that way. But the truth of the matter is that the past is always present. Things that happened are always there to come back and haunt you. Make you question who you are, why you do what you do, and if its worth it. If the journey is worth it. It is so hard to pick yourself up and move forward. Its a gnashing teeth kind of emotion BUT there is no control. What ever has happened only has control of you if you let it hold you. Its only present if you think about it and let it stay in your mind to taunt and harass you during your day. You allow that. To be positive and to be happy is a choice...not something that just falls on your lap. You have to climb with yourself on that mountain and you have to work together to get to the top. That half of you, that you hate and wish you could kick off a cliff is still you. Unless both sides work together you'll never find what you seek the most in life. So today, I'm vowing to take a step towards letting this part of my past go. To take the hand of my other half and carry them up the mountain with me. To forgive myself for my shortcomings and to love myself as unconditionally as my creator does, and as those around me do. I won't give up on myself because they never gave up on me.

Thank you guys, normal updates will return soon, I promise. Have a blessed day

Description
Hey everyone,

I know this is very different from what I usually do. But, this is kind of a therapy thing for me. Its romantic to think that we are completely fixed or that we're ok all the time and that we can stay that way. But the truth of the matter is that the past is always present. Things that happened are always there to come back and haunt you. Make you question who you are, why you do what you do, and if its worth it. If the journey is worth it. It is so hard to pick yourself up and move forward. Its a gnashing teeth kind of emotion BUT there is no control. What ever has happened only has control of you if you let it hold you. Its only present if you think about it and let it stay in your mind to taunt and harass you during your day. You allow that. To be positive and to be happy is a choice...not something that just falls on your lap. You have to climb with yourself on that mountain and you have to work together to get to the top. That half of you, that you hate and wish you could kick off a cliff is still you. Unless both sides work together you'll never find what you seek the most in life. So today, I'm vowing to take a step towards letting this part of my past go. To take the hand of my other half and carry them up the mountain with me. To forgive myself for my shortcomings and to love myself as unconditionally as my creator does, and as those around me do. I won't give up on myself because they never gave up on me.

Thank you guys, normal updates will return soon, I promise. Have a blessed day