HOME | DD

#theprojectionist #bendyandtheinkmachine #bendy_and_the_ink_machine #batimchapter3 #normanpolk #norman_polk #the_projectionist
Published: 2017-11-10 09:40:16 +0000 UTC; Views: 2007; Favourites: 152; Downloads: 1
Redirect to original
Description
Here is a drawing of the Projectionist from Bendy and the Ink Machine Chapter 3 that I have been working on for a while. Well at least around after Chapter 3 came out. I didn’t really get too involved in the fandom like my friends, but I am slightly more involved because of this specific character. In all honesty, I still don’t actually pay attention to it much. BUT I have been paying attention to the Projectionist. Majority of my attention is pointed towards Norman. I really love this character, I really love his design. The Game reminds me of Bioshock on so many levels now, and the Projectionist reminds me of a Big Daddy. A Bioshock 2 Rumbler to be specific. Just without the rockets, mini turrets, and little sister while sounding like Songbird with a lower pitch screech. Also not only that but I really love Object headed characters. So when my friend made me play chapter 3 on release day for them and I first saw this character when listening to Wally’s audio log, it piqued my interest. Also one of my responses is to it was “Do I have to fight that?!” like how I reacted to seeing a Big Daddy in Bioshock 1 for the first time when the game first came out. Then when it came down to it having to go to level 14 later on, I was able to take him down with a pipe the exact same way I would do in Bioshock 1 with only a wrench. Although when I did finally kill him and I got the achievement, I was not prepared to find out who he was. When I listened to his audio log on level 14, I didn’t think anything of it. So when I got the achievement, I was caught off guard. I was really sad afterwards and regretting my decision. So the 2nd time playing after my friend told me It was possible to get the tommy gun, when I did get the tommy gun, I could not bring myself to shoot Norman. I just couldn’t hurt him. I didn’t want to so I let him be. Anyways…
I spent lots of time on this drawing now that info up top is out of the way, time to explain what I did and stuff when drawing this picture:
I wanted to draw the Projectionist. I did go back to level 14 in game to see how he moved and to get a good picture on what he looks like. It was somewhat difficult because it was pretty dark and he wanders all over the place. At the time, there were no good references to look for. The pictures were too dark and I couldn’t use them and there weren’t any screenshots of him. I had to take matters in my own hands and replay the game a few times just to get a decent depiction. This also goes for the background and area as well.
The background was just as hard. The differences though was that there was absolutely no screenshots of level 14. Luckily when checking out the Projectionist, I also paid attention to the area and atmosphere. And some of the minor details.
I used 7 different kinds of black inks, 2 different kinds of sepia inks, 3 different kinds of white ink, 5 different packets of colored pencils, and 12 year aged paper from an old sketch book I found after losing it as a kid. I used fountain pens, dip pens, and brush pens instead of my normal pens. Despite not being too experienced with inks and differents pens and brushes. I also used my blacklight pen as well.
When I started sketching, I had a pose that I wanted in my head. I thought of the lighting and stuff and how I was to do it. Although when it came down to sketching his projector/head, the direction he was suppose to be looking at did not click with me and I ended up drawing him looking in the direction he is now in the picture. He was originally suppose to look off to the side and down but like I said, that did not click. I ended up sketching him looking at the viewer with his head turned slightly like he just decided to turn and look up just before he is about to Screech and pummel Henry at first sight. When I made this mistake, I was already outlining and coloring him with ink and colored pencil. At that point, I knew I couldn’t fix it especially with the fragile paper I was using. The paper was a bit of a sepia aged color so fixing it with white ink wasn’t gonna help. So I stuck with the position of his head/projector.
The lighting was actually a pain. I spent a little over a week using a piece of aged paper experimenting with the different inks and colored pencils just to get good lighting. Also because the paper is aged, it is very fragile and the dip pens I use are very fine, I had to be careful not to ruin the paper in any way. The day I did figure it out was when I was at my local anime store waiting to gamers night to start, and I was hanging out with some of the other people. I was busy experimenting with the inks and colored pencils, trying different techniques and whatnot. It took me 5 hours to finally figure it out. I was so happy, until I realized the background color. I paid attention to the background, but I had to experiment with the colored pencils next. That took some time figuring out the colors and what to use for the wall lighting to make it stand out and the shading. Also blending it altogether and making it look nice. Not to mention the shadow behind the projectionist.
Drawing the background was slightly challenging but I managed. Although the poster in the background, behind the Projectionist, I had issues with. I am going to put this out, I can draw pretty complicated things depending what it is BUT something as simple as that poster, It is actually really hard for me. I can’t really draw cartoon style. I have my own style to go by but when it comes to a drawing like this, I try making it as accurate or exact as possible. It was an actual challenge for me to be honest. But I guess it turned out pretty good. When it comes to drawing the background, I involve lots of math. I involve more math when putting a character in a spot as well. This includes small details in the background. Lots of measuring and calculating. Planning how I wanted it.
Coloring in the Projectionist wasn’t too hard. I just had to go over with ink and colored pencil. The only part I didn’t work on too much or right away was the head and arm. The lighting for that took time. Trying to figure out how I was going to color his projector head took time.
I was also careful not to mess it up or ruin it in any possible way. This also included limiting my breathing and wearing goggles. There were times where I couldn’t stop yawning and my eyes would tear and burn after staring for a while. To prevent tears from falling onto the paper, I wore my steampunk goggles, I took the blue lens out and put my clear lens in so I could see what colors I was looking at. I was being very careful with this drawing. I didn’t want to ruin it and every precaution I took was worth it.
Also if you notice that one hand he has all 5 fingers, and the other hand he has 4 fingers, Don’t worry, that is not a mistake, one of the fingers you just can’t see. It’s there but you can’t see it. Just a heads up if anyone wanted to question me about that.
Also like my other pictures I favor the most, this picture does light up to black light. It was required to light up from the start. I got a better blacklight so I might post a picture of it under blacklight later.
I just so glad I finished this drawing and it turned out a lot better than I expected.
The Projectionist(Norman Polk) from Batim which belongs to TheMeatly
Related content
Comments: 104
zabuza2000momochi In reply to ??? [2018-01-22 08:36:36 +0000 UTC]
Yeah me too not really into Skylanders
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to zabuza2000momochi [2018-01-22 08:37:39 +0000 UTC]
I loved the original spyro and I loved the Legend of Spyro (also because in DotD, You could fly around) but Skylanders... eh...
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
zabuza2000momochi In reply to ToxicF4ux [2018-01-22 08:40:45 +0000 UTC]
My brother had The Legend of Spyro: The Eternal Night for Nintendo DS
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to zabuza2000momochi [2018-01-22 08:42:50 +0000 UTC]
I have that game for Gameboy Advance. I was unable to get it for Wii...
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to zabuza2000momochi [2018-01-22 08:47:30 +0000 UTC]
Because either all of the gamestops were sold out at the time or they had the case but they didn't have the game...
I have the New Beginning for Ps2. And DotD for Wii though...
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to O5-7 [2017-11-28 00:51:56 +0000 UTC]
Thanks! It took a good amount of time.
👍: 0 ⏩: 0
mermer2211 [2017-11-23 02:11:34 +0000 UTC]
HOLY CRAP. THIS IS AMAZING!!! YOU DID A GREAT JOB
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to mermer2211 [2017-11-23 08:35:15 +0000 UTC]
Thanks! I worked carefully with this drawing especially not really being very experience with using Ink. This drawing took a while but I am glad it's finished.
I have been drawing him a lot after I finished this, I am thinking about posting an Art dump or something later on. It will be pretty much and Art dump of the Projectionist. Just a bunch of drawings and sketches of the Projectionist in casual poses and what not.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to mermer2211 [2017-11-24 07:11:05 +0000 UTC]
I don't know when I am going to post it. But I will try posting it as soon as I can. Although I am going to draw him a bit more before I do so.
👍: 0 ⏩: 0
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ??? [2017-11-14 10:20:18 +0000 UTC]
I know it's been a few days since I last favored this, and this comment is very late but how much time did you spent each day on this?
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-14 10:28:46 +0000 UTC]
I cannot say for sure but I spent several hours a day working on this draw and/or trying to figure out how to do certain things for this drawing. More than 75% of the time, I didn't realize the time and how late I was up... well due to the time and stuff, you can either say late or early. Although to work on drawings like this usually, I need to listen to music. It is required for me to have music while drawing. It helps me concentrate and keep me focused. But I listened to different music while drawing this which also kept my mind off of time. But I cannot say how many hours a day. All I know is so much time was put into this and I love how it turned out.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-14 10:33:23 +0000 UTC]
Wow. That seems like a lot. I can't spend hours drawing something. When I do spend some hours on one picture it is every once in a while.
I don't have enough patience for that. But this is very awesome!
I can see that you put lots of work into this! Not only by reading the description but looking at it! Better than I can do.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-14 10:50:58 +0000 UTC]
Thanks! I don't really have too much patience for a lot of things but I do love drawing so I had some. But to have lots of patience, I listen to music.
Also I think it is how much dedication you are willing to put in a drawing as well. It all depends.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-14 10:58:26 +0000 UTC]
oh ok!
What songs did you listen to when drawing this? Just wondering...
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-14 11:13:48 +0000 UTC]
I listened to a variety of songs. Although I will name a few that I listened to over and over.
I listened to PostmodernJukeBox and Robyn Adele Anderson on youtube. One of the songs was a Jazz cover for "System of a Down Chop Suey".
I listened to some of the fan made Batim songs on youtube. Two of the main songs I listened to was "Shade Me" part 1 and 2 by Rockit gaming.
I also listened to Diggital Daggers. Lots of Diggital Daggers. One song I listened to the most was "Where the lonely ones roam" but pitch to having a male voice.
I also listened to Hollywood undead. "I don't wanna die." mainly.
And lots of Myuuji's songs on youtube. If you know who Myuuji is.
Those are the ones I remember off the top of my head at the moment...
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-14 11:20:15 +0000 UTC]
Cool!
I will check out some of these songs later. I know some of these music artists but some of the versions you mentioned. I will check them out because I am curious on what some of them sound like.
Especially with the System of a Down jazz covered one. I really want to listen to that jazz cover now.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-14 11:24:29 +0000 UTC]
No problem! The Jazz cover to Chop suey is amazing. If you love System of a Down and Jazz, Trust me on this, you are going to love the cover version. You really are.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-15 00:26:18 +0000 UTC]
OMG I LISTENED TO THE JAZZ COVER! IT WAS AMAZING!!! ITS THE ONLY THING I LISTEN TO KNOW!
I also listened to Post modern juke box and OMG. They covered some of the best songs.
I Love the cover of Toxic by Britney Spears they did. I love the version Yaël Naïm did because of Gravity falls AU known as Depravity falls if anyone remembers.
But this Jazz cover they did of the song. I can finally die happy.
Same goes for the Gorillaz Feels Good INC cover. WHERE HAS THIS BEEN ALL MY LIFE!?!?!?!
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-15 18:54:38 +0000 UTC]
I knew you would love it!
They know how to make some songs sound a hella lot better than the original.
I love the Toxic cover they did of the song. Also I remember Depravity falls. I love that AU. Don't worry, your not alone. I remember the version of the song from those Depravity falls videos.
This song has made me experience "Happiness" as well. My brother was the one who showed me. And I am glad he did. ((At first, I thought he was going to show me MEMEs but instead, he showed me these.))
My favorite song is "Gangsta's Paradise by Coolio" in that 1920 Al Capone cover that PMJ made. You should also check that one out if you haven't listened to it yet.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-16 02:23:34 +0000 UTC]
I am so happy you told me about these songs and stuff! It feels like my life is more complete than it was before!
Also it is so good to hear someone else knows about Depravity falls! It has been too long since I met someone who knows what it is! It's like after season 1 was done and getting into season 2, it just disappeared.
Also I checked out the Gangsta's paradise song they covered. it's amazing!!!
(I kinda damaged my caps lock key so I need to fix it. I don't want to keep holding down shift. )
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-17 15:29:44 +0000 UTC]
I am glad I could complete your life more with these songs. I introduced these songs to different people and this is all they would listen to afterwards.
Speaking about Depravity falls, I just introduced one of my friends into Depravity falls. They were talking about Reversed Falls and I showed them Depravity falls. They had mixed emotions. Don't worry, it was both Happy and sadness. Pretty much getting on the feels train. They fell in love with the AU right away. So at least the AU isn't going to be completely dead.
There are songs that I don't like but PMJ managed to make a cover that I really like. What they are doing, they are very good at it. I will put it like that.
(Oh damn. hope you get that fixed. You are going to need that key. )
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-19 08:29:03 +0000 UTC]
You introduced one of your friends to Depravity Falls? That's awesome!!! Reversed Falls is great to. Those 2 AUs go together pretty well.
PMJ is really good at making songs. I listened to the Never going to give you up cover they did! I don't like the original song but the cover they did, I am actually listening to it without going crazy!
Also did you see the new update for Bendy and the Ink Machine? About chapter 4? I am hyped!!!
(Also about my cap locks key. I went to my local shop and they took a look at it. They just told me to come in again with my laptop when they call in the next few days. So it won't be repaired just yet sadly. It feels weird having to press shift a lot.)
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-19 18:27:15 +0000 UTC]
They showed me some of their reverse falls stuff. It was cool. I showed them more Depravity falls stuff. Including some of the stuff a few of my other friends wrote for it.
Well for that song, their cover is for the classier trolls out that. I even listen to that version even though I am rick rolling myself.
Also I did see the new update themeatly had uploaded. My friend spammed me with a video and he told me to watch it. Also he told me to watch it with fullscreen. My tablet is really old so it takes forever to load anything. I pressed full screen, not knowing the title of the video. The video started playing and I really thought it was going to be another Little Nightmares DLC. I love little nightmares so I got really excited until it showed Alice. Then my response was literally, *Inhale* "BOI" after finding out it was only confirming the Next Chapter being in progress. While I exited full screen, I looked at the description. The video was posted 5 minutes ago. 5 minutes after being uploaded. I just messaged my friend and said, "BOI, why you do this to me?". Apparently he knew that I was going to assume it was Little Nightmares and he admitted he wanted to screw with me. So yeah. I get every little update from my friend. Also it was too early to put up with his shit so I decided to let it slide.
(It can't be that hard repairing a caps lock key. I wonder why they take so long? I hope you get it fixed soon.)
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-21 00:37:17 +0000 UTC]
Does your friend write a lot? I am curious... o3o
Rick rolling and not even caring XD
Aw darn. He got your hopes up. I love little nightmares as well. It's fun but really hard. But I can see why you got bummed out. But I am excited for Chapter 4 even if it's not another Little Nightmares DLC. Although waiting for a long time for the chapter to come out isn't on my to do list. So much waiting. But wow. the video was barely out for 5 minutes. Your friend keeps up with more of the updates than I do. But hey, at least you will be hyped for something. right?
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-21 10:55:27 +0000 UTC]
Well he kind of does and kind of doesn't. He is from Japan but he has been learning English for over a decade and his English is very good. Although he really wants to improve. I usually proofread a lot of his stuff and what not. One of the few things he loved writing was Depravity falls related things. Although he only wrote those in English, he did not bother writing nor gain an interest in writing them in Japanese. He also draws as well but he also doesn't. He is one of the few who is constantly paying for commissions and unlike my other friend, my Japanese friend knows exactly what he wants drawn. He is good at drawing Chibis and cute stuff. I am complete opposite of him on that. My stuff is usually complicated and not so cute. We are opposite on a lot of things. But don't worry, despite us being very different from each other, we get along pretty well.
Also he is the one who got my hopes up. Lucky for him, I was too tired to put up with his shit so I let it slide. Also I noticed something as well. I think it was like what, 3 month for chapter 2 to come out and 6 month for chapter 3 to come out. I have a feeling it will be 9 month before Chapter 4 is ready to be released. I see a bit of a pattern. But there is a chance that I might be incorrect and it is just coincidence. I can wait, I don't care how long it takes, I can wait. 30 years could pass and I will be like "Oh hey look. It came out.... And Half-Life 3 still hasn't come out yet!" so I can wait. And yes, the video was barely 5 minutes old. How fast I get updates from my friend. And in all honesty, not to trigger you or anything... I honestly. HONESTLY. don't feel hyped at all. I over played chapters 1 and 2. Especially 2 and I am not hyped. Also because some of my friends are the reasons. NOW if there is an update about another character in the chapter that is exactly like Norman or comes close or anything about Wally Frank, then I will get a little hyped but lets be real. They are not going to show Norman again. They will probably have more audio logs but not the ExtremelyFeralObjectHeadedInkMonsterThatMurdersEverythingThatGetsInHisPathToWhereBendyDoesn'tEvenFuckWithHim that you and me love so much. And there is a chance Wally is the other person that left but managed to leave just before the studio went from normal hell to literal Hell. The only 2 character that matter to me. 1 of them I already know there is a 98% chance they won't show him again and, the other has the chance of not even showing up in the game at all other than the audio logs. We know they are going to show Alice again but I don't care about Alice. I just told my friends who hoped that she was going to be good was "Don't trust anything supernatural. It will bite you in the ass later..." literally. because one of my legit mottos was "Don't trust anything supernatural." and so I guessed she was going to be what she is in chapter 3. So that was me being honest. I am not hyped. I don't get hyped as much as I used to. Not much to it. Sorry. But I am glad you are hyped though. Gives you something to look forward to.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-22 19:50:39 +0000 UTC]
Oh cool!!! Will he ever get a deviantart? Because I want to see some of the things he has done.
But wait. If it is going to take 9 month for chapter 4. It's going to take a whole year for chapter 5 to come out! I can't wait that long! Heck! Half-life 3 might come out before then at that rate! I just hope my hype meter can handle the wait...
So you are one of those people who aren't really in the fandom, you like 1 character? Some characters have that charm to them. Also you do have a point. They are not going to show Norman again. They have no reason to. Also I love how you point it when talking about him. It took me a moment to read that but you are not wrong. And you can't blame Norman for being feral. He has his own floor to himself. He kills everything that goes there. Even Bendy doesn't go there to mess with him. Also if they do mention what happens to Wally Frank. I am going to get very hyped. I love Wally as well. Also I will mention that I did kind of have my hopes up for Alice being nice but that didn't happen. Don't worry, It's fine if you are not hyped. I am not one to attack people on that. I understand what you mean when you said Honestly. But don't worry, we are friends here.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-23 08:29:01 +0000 UTC]
Actually he told me he isn't going to get a deviantArt but he might change his mind later.
I would be surprised if Half-life 3 comes out in any point of my nonexistent life. I would be really surprised. Well at least with Batim, you know it will come out sooner or later... mostly later though.
And yes, I am one of those people. A little after 2012 and beginning of 2013, I lost interest in getting into any kind of indies games. There are some I really like, like Hello Neighbor. But everything else does not catch my interest whatsoever. Although there are still chances that certain characters will catch my interest. Norman being one of them. Also I will look more into the story and/or what info they give and piece that together. So yeah. Also that is another reason why I like Norman actually, He has his own floor, his territory that Bendy knows not to enter. He is the only threat on Level 14. Also I am glad you are understanding. I have seen some people get attack in some of the worst ways possible just because they are not "Hyped" or they are too Honest about something.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-24 19:35:37 +0000 UTC]
I hope he changes his mind...
Imagine if they made Half-life 2.5 instead of 3. Would you be hyped for it?
So things don't catch your interest except certain characters?
Also I can see why you like Norman. You do have a point. He does have his own floor.
I have seen some people get attacked for being too honest and all. I have a friend who attacks people but then again, they are a major troll and they are actually proud of it. So I should not be surprised at all.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-24 20:16:51 +0000 UTC]
Knowing him, he will change his mind.
Also that would be a twist if they made Half-life 2.5 around now. I would be more hyped for half-life 3 though.
Yeah... things don't catch my interest... except SCPs. They will always have my interest. Mostly Keters and very dangerous Euclid types.
Yep. that is one of the many reasons why I like Norman. Also the fact Bendy knows to not fuck with him.
Some of my friends, they will attack me for being too honest. I let them be honest. I can tell what my friends are thinking and stuff so I sometimes tend to back off if they don't say anything. They don't realize it shows in their expression and eyes. They way the move. Hell. my friends interrupt me all the time and if I do that to them, they give me the look like "Dude. WTF is wrong with you." Yeah... Although when people attack my friends, I stand up for my friends. I lost friends in the past in a way nobody will ever see them again. I wish not to have that happen again so yeah. Although some of my friends, they get into things that they wonder why they are stuck in. I usually end up finding out what happened and I am just like "You know what, you got yourself into this, you get yourself out of it. I give up." but that is only if it is really bad and they started it and it escalated...
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-24 23:54:54 +0000 UTC]
cool!
What if they skipped Half-life 3 and made half-life 4?
SCPs? I know what those are although the groups Im with, both the foundation and them don't take too kindly to each other. I am scared to say who I am with.
Well it's 2017, things are changing, opinions are changing and stuff. Just a lots going on. Also what do you mean you lost friends where nobody can see them again? Did they move? I am sure there are way to contact them... via Facebook or twitter? Something like that. Also when my friends fight each other, I try staying out of it. One of my friends fought over for the last slice of pizza and this fight went on for 5 days. It was funny and the first 3 hours but pointless and sad then next few days... Looks like you can handle different people. I tend to run away when something happens that I know wont fix right away. I don't know what to do. I am just moral support... but I am not good at that. I get all nervous and stuff when things happen. How do I handle it?
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-25 03:22:11 +0000 UTC]
One of my friends and I were talking about that earlier. Or they made Half-life part 2 part 1. Or forgot numbers and made Half-life J. It was a funny conversation earlier.
Oh. So you are aware of what the SCP Foundation is? I am curious, but what groups are you in? I am guessing it is from one of the many groups of interest. Or possibly more groups of those. I am not one to attack you on what group you are in. I was to be accepted in certain Groups but I refused their offer seeing as I could not betray the Foundation.
And that is true, It is 2017, Although the friends I have lost, They committed suicide a few years ago. Loosing them in that kind of way was painful. Also I refuse to use social media, especially Facebook. I have more than enough issues where I live, I do not need such troubles online there as well. My friends use it to get at each other, usually their problem is getting kills stolen in online multiplayer. They try dragging me into the mess and it has gotten to the point that I know it will fix itself. Although when I play something online, I never use a mic. I have different friends group on DST and if they were to meet on a server which has happened before, they get into arguments. Some think the others are assholes while the others think the others are too needy. And I am in the middle. Sometimes to step away from it all, I go to my own server and play alone. It's sometimes on how you handle things and what you allow. Each person is different in their own way and neither are the same. I give the "Assholes" a chance and in all honesty, they can be douches but I am fine with that. It is due to my past experiences and some of the things that people did to me. So dealing with those people is not an issue. And it's good that you are someone who gives moral support. Talking to you and whatnot, Not many people are good at giving moral support but you do it very well. Somethings can cause you to get nervous, and I get nervous about it sometimes. But it is how you handle things.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-25 05:48:24 +0000 UTC]
Really!? Wow XD
Well... I am actually with both the Chaos Insurgency and Serpent's Hand. I know. Both are not fond of the Foundation and not to mention, Serpent Hand and the Chaos Insurgency have their share of problems with each other and I happen to be in both... But please. Don't mix me up with the new CI. I am with the original CI. There are 2 different Chaos Insurgencies and I am in the first one. The 2nd is the one with the website. Believe it or not, there is a major difference between the 2. If these 2 weren't the ones who tried offering, who was it that offered?
Oh. I thought your friends moved. Suicide is the worst. You seem experienced... I have a friend with the Chaos Insurgency and our have members that are impossible to negotiate with. Really puts the chaos in the Chaos Insurgency. He is a major asshole but I still care about him.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-25 20:39:36 +0000 UTC]
Oh the Chaos Insurgency! One of the Foundation's biggest enemies. Don't worry. I was actually asked by both leaders if I wanted to join the Chaos Insurgency. I refused but they were pretty understanding actually. They respected my decision and understood why I couldn't leave the Foundation. Both the original and new one. Although if I were to respect one of those groups, I would respect the original. The one you are in. I can actually take them seriously and stuff. And I am aware of the differences. Especially when it comes to members. And you are with Serpent's hand as well? I haven't heard anything from them in a very long time.
I usually pay attention to friends with depression issues, I can see it but my friend hid his so well, I didn't know until I got a dream showing me something and then the next morning, we found out he hung himself over his bed the night before. Until this day, I feel guilty because seeing it coming and not being able to stop it. It still bothers me. I did give the people who bullied him one thing, I gave them hell.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-27 08:05:10 +0000 UTC]
It's awesome you got to meet the leaders! I only know the leader of the Chaos Insurgency I am in. The other is completely unknown to me. I don't really know the leader of Serpent's hand either... But my CI leader is pretty understanding. He understands if you don't want to betray the Foundation. He would refuse if he was asked to be a member of another group of interest... IF he wasn't already lord of the CI... The only leader knows how to deal with people. He had past experiences and stuff... Also Has someone from Serpent's hand ask you to join? There has been times where they look for new members...
When I see someone who seems pretty down, I try cheering them up. Some people can be really obvious. Others hide their feelings so well. Although seeing something that will happens before it happens seems kinda scary. Although you were not able to stop it. Things happen even though it is really really bad. It's good that you gave the bullies hell. They have no right making someone feel that bad to where they make the person think suicide is the answer.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-28 01:12:40 +0000 UTC]
Yeah. If you can, IF you can. You don't have to. But tell him "DJ Toxic says Sup". Ok. I understand if you are probably unable to contact him. He is the leader of the original Chaos Insurgency after all. Knowing how the CI is, I know he is busy. Also I had a few people asked me if I wanted to join Serpent's hand and surprisingly, Church of the broken god. Serpent's hand is somewhat polite. Church of the broken god... they just asked. I just said "I am a member of the SCP Foundation, It would have been an honor but I rather stick with the Foundation. I still obey the Foundation's ways and wish never to betray." Then they just respond saying "Very Well, worth a try." And that was it. I guess they were understanding. Whenever different groups ask me to join their group despite I am with the Foundation, It's like they are testing the waters. I am respectful and I simply refuse, and give my reasons. None of them are exactly aggressive in any way but then again, It's not the time to attack and they know that. Which is great and all. We all have to represent our groups. When I represent the Foundation, I do everything to be formal and respectful despite who the other works for. I am sure you do the same? It's clear you are not one of the many Chaotic members of your specific group. Because I seen how chaotic they can be.
It's also good that you try cheering people up. Sometimes it takes someone outside the circle to make someone else happy. Although trying to find the people who needs it the most can get challenging. But sometimes, when you get to know someone long enough, you start to see their true colors and see how they really feel. It takes a lot to cover up their true emotions and they do it so well, but that doesn't always last. Also when I see something coming, sometimes I am able to stop it. But usually if it is not something major. Sometimes I get a feeling and stuff or see something coming and I can get my friends away from whatever will happen, but there are times where I am not even there and things happen. Something I still haven't gotten used to honestly. I probably won't ever get used to it actually. But I know I can try.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-28 06:16:33 +0000 UTC]
Ok! That shouldn't be too hard. Also it's cool you got to meet some people from Serpent's Hand. Us in Serpent's hand is pretty quiet. But I never thought Church of the Broken god would be one. One of my other friends has also communicated to them before but it didn't last either. It did last longer than your conversation with them though. It sounds like they keep to themselves. Your reasons are pretty much everyones reasons. Not to betray the current group they are in. And I do try to represent both the CI and Serpents hand. Although there are more than one category in the CI and I am the lesser aggressive members side. I am not high in command or anything but I am not aggressive in anyway like some of my friends who is also in the CI with me. They respect that I am in the Serpent Hand. The Serpent hand actually respects me for being in the CI. I just hope there will not be another problem between the two because they might make me choose sides. I am not good with that.
I actually have been more active online and some people I watch are not really feeling too good. But I am happy to cheer them up and be there for them. But my friends away from the internet and the people I know I try to cheer on even if they think they don't need it. I try to make sure. But with you and seeing when stuff happens, it's good you try your best to get your friends out of a mess that might happen. You are not always going to be able to stop it but you can do what you can right now and hope things get better. Even if you are not used to it.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-29 00:17:03 +0000 UTC]
Thanks! Church of the Broken god, was one I never thought I would encounter honestly. I don't hear too much from them. Unlike the Chaos Insurgencies and some of the other groups of interest. Sometimes I wonder who I may run into next. Also that is one of the reasons why I refuse other groups. I don't want to be caught in the middle of things. But even if I was caught in the middle, I listen to the foundation instead of the other. But it's good that both groups respect you even though they are not fond of each other. But still. Be careful when the time comes. That time could come any moment. Although now with the new Chaos Insurgency, more attention is paid towards them so I guess you don't need to worry. As long as they know what CI you are in.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-11-29 08:40:27 +0000 UTC]
Well they say Church of the Broken god is not really openly. That could be the reason why. Also don't worry, Serpent's hand they are aware of the new Chaos Insurgency. That could also be another reason why there isn't too much conflict between the groups I am in.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-11-29 18:48:17 +0000 UTC]
Well it does show... They don't seem too open. And it's good Serpent's hand is aware of the different Insurgencies as well... That is an upside.
((I made a status post where anyone can talk to me. If you would like, would you like to talk there?))
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Darkclaw32Z In reply to ToxicF4ux [2017-12-01 07:32:03 +0000 UTC]
yeah.
((Sure! Although I won't get into talking about the groups of interest yet for new comments. I will wait til the comments are hidden with other comments before doing so. Hope you understand.))
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
ToxicF4ux In reply to Darkclaw32Z [2017-12-01 21:29:13 +0000 UTC]
((It's fine. I understand. A lot of people who watch me, they are into the SCP Foundation. Few are also members, it's better if you stay low key about it. I don't want you getting attacked...))
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
OgaraOrCynder In reply to ??? [2017-11-11 12:08:35 +0000 UTC]
Man this is really impressive!!
Reading the description makes me think it was such a challenge for you to draw this picture but at the end you have to be proud of yourself because this turned out to be such an amazing artwork.
I like the atmosphere of this picture, especially lighting effect you made.
And as for poster with Bendy, I think you got the artstyle of him just right and it looks cartoon-ish enough.
👍: 0 ⏩: 1
| Next =>