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EDIT:: The number agter the"." is my age

I made my first DA in 2010-2011 it was awful and i think it is gone for good
Splattered-Hearts please go and have a laugh
I was a pretty happy kid and literally had no worries in the world... what happened

Then I discovered tumblr and MLP and Bands and turned into this
My parents were sooo disappointed but supported me :'))
I felt I was depressed and sad cause my "friend" convinced me I was
So i began taking antidepressants and went to therapy ugh
I also had a tail i wore in public literally shoot me

My first years in highschool (freshman and sophomore) were awful
I was still taking pills and was only getting worse, i felt useless and lost
I tried to be sexually appealing to people and tried to make myself more attractive...
even to random people on the internet
These were very low points in my life and I am so happy i found my way out, i began dating Tyler beginning of Sophomore year
and it just helped me out a lot
The reason I say these are the worst years of my life is because of how suicidal I was
even though I have sooo much shit going on now, that is way worse than back then
I can cope with it and I am so much stronger mentally

Junior year began to perk up and I began to love my body more, and then me and Tyler broke up
It ruined me and my summer consisted of working and being alone most of the time
I still had my friends but i felt empty
Senior year is here, I have dated 2 people since him, a girl and a guy I am talking to now
and I can't bear to be with anyone right now, I don't want to hurt people
My dad is still the biggest dick ever, very abusive... to everyone in my family
mom, sister, me, stepmom, step siblings... hell he went to jail
I smoke now,I drink now, I was sexually assaulted not too long ago
I have lost a few close friends, I actually used to draw her a lot if you have followed me for a while

Things seem bad lately, but I do have a lot to be grateful for. I have friends who care...
a family who loves me... I live in a great neighborhood and am doing well in school

I don't know who I am talking to, there aren't much people who look at my art and actually read the descriptions
Well, anyway, I am getting back on track with art. Getting my group quests together

Description
EDIT:: The number agter the"." is my age

I made my first DA in 2010-2011 it was awful and i think it is gone for good
Splattered-Hearts please go and have a laugh
I was a pretty happy kid and literally had no worries in the world... what happened

Then I discovered tumblr and MLP and Bands and turned into this
My parents were sooo disappointed but supported me :'))
I felt I was depressed and sad cause my "friend" convinced me I was
So i began taking antidepressants and went to therapy ugh
I also had a tail i wore in public literally shoot me

My first years in highschool (freshman and sophomore) were awful
I was still taking pills and was only getting worse, i felt useless and lost
I tried to be sexually appealing to people and tried to make myself more attractive...
even to random people on the internet
These were very low points in my life and I am so happy i found my way out, i began dating Tyler beginning of Sophomore year
and it just helped me out a lot
The reason I say these are the worst years of my life is because of how suicidal I was
even though I have sooo much shit going on now, that is way worse than back then
I can cope with it and I am so much stronger mentally

Junior year began to perk up and I began to love my body more, and then me and Tyler broke up
It ruined me and my summer consisted of working and being alone most of the time
I still had my friends but i felt empty
Senior year is here, I have dated 2 people since him, a girl and a guy I am talking to now
and I can't bear to be with anyone right now, I don't want to hurt people
My dad is still the biggest dick ever, very abusive... to everyone in my family
mom, sister, me, stepmom, step siblings... hell he went to jail
I smoke now,I drink now, I was sexually assaulted not too long ago
I have lost a few close friends, I actually used to draw her a lot if you have followed me for a while

Things seem bad lately, but I do have a lot to be grateful for. I have friends who care...
a family who loves me... I live in a great neighborhood and am doing well in school

I don't know who I am talking to, there aren't much people who look at my art and actually read the descriptions
Well, anyway, I am getting back on track with art. Getting my group quests together