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truely-me-niece — an emotional disarray
Published: 2005-11-03 02:31:42 +0000 UTC; Views: 296; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 4
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I hate you... Dadi hate you with all my heart
i swear i do
you didnt love me as you claimed
or you wouldnt have left
you know i needed you
i was so young
What? YOu thought i'de be OK?
you thought i wouldnt mind,
just because i didnt understand?
well, i was smart enough to realize
that you weren't there
I miss you...
come back to me
your love is essential
without you, i am missing a piece
my heart is half empty
i didnt mean to push you away
with my hate...
i was just frustrated
i mean it this time,
i need you
i need you in my life, do you understand?
i hope you do
I love you...
i have no other option
your blood runs constantly through my veins
so i'm reminded of you
everyday of my life
not a day goes by
that i dont think of you
all the time we used to spend together...
i will always cherrish those moments
i just wish you loved me back
i wish you'de pick up the phone and call
just one time... please...
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Comments: 20
Mine left and I've NEVER seen him. Once. Ever. Nor do I plan to. Maybe he's dead....
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wow, but i know where ur coming from
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wow, i , wow thats like exactly like me like 3 years ago, i occasionally feel that way now, coz i never tlked to my so-called father but i didnt want to and thats the difference, if you want to tlk to him again then go for it.
i wish you well with this, coz i know how you feel...
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i dont want to talk to him
i hate him... but its like
i'm missing a piece
i dont know, i'm confused
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oh ok, yea, i get it, i dont really know what you can do then, but if u feel so bad when he is not around then you kinda will have to tlk to him....eventually!
ok enuf with random advice, lol, ummmmmm
*is insane*
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Wow cool, it just goes to show there is alot of hardship that goes on in everyone's life and for them lucky one's who don't get things so bad should really be appreciative that they don't have to suffer and they should be compasionate towards those that do!
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well put
thanx
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Wow...that was poweful...but wonderful!!! Keep it up!!
~~Portia~~
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thanx, much appreciated
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This is touching! I think that it is very well done, you got your feelings across!
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thanx
i was amazed at how fast i finished it
i wrote it in about 5-10 mins
i guess when you really feel strong about something
everything just pours out
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Yeah I know what you mean that is how my poetry goes! Love is the strongest emotion and easiest to write about especially when you can't say it out loud!
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Niece,
You should feel and have the thoughts you are experiencing. There is no rule book to follow. Your heart, emotions, and thoughts of actions and reaction will be what they should be....Yours.... I believe this is how we learn about ourselves. Who we are and what we will become. The experiences of Love, Hate, Fear, Confusion, Despair, and all the rest teach us and help us make future chioces to have a better life. To be unique in our relationships with everything that we share our world, our lives and our love with.
Before you know it you'll look back on your experiences and have a new perspective and understanding of all surpassed.
One note of advice..... Sometimes we expect others to do, say or act in a certain maner. This is not how we clear up misunderstandingsor resolve issues in our lives. We must make the first move to resolve any circumstances in our lives. If you are expecting a call -- then you must pick up the phone and make the call to the person you expect to call you. When you have that person on the phone don't expect them to say or do what you think they should.....Say what you think and tell them honestly how you feel. Let them have the opportunity to do the same. You won't get what you expect. But you will get the chance to understand their thoughts and feelings. This knowledge will allow you to make your choices about circumstances with the facts. I wish you well.
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thanx 4 your comment
i sat and thought about it for a while
and yeah, i guess me not attempting to call him
is just as bad as him not trying to get in touch with me.
i'll call him, one day...
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People, friends and family will give you their advice and opinion on many things.
You should do what feels right for you. In your mind and your heart. When you're ready. I wish you the best my DA friend...
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i was reading through all my poetry, and you're always their helping me through my situations.
i just wanted to say that i really do appreciate your words, they mean so much to me, thnx
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You're welcome kiddo.
Life always has it's ups and downs. We must enjoy the best and learn from the rest!
I hope you are enjoying your summer.
Rob
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Wow... exactly like I feel. Love this
Sometimes our emotions seem to work against us...
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true, and we find a way to surpass them
thnx
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