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Published: 2011-04-05 22:31:52 +0000 UTC; Views: 893; Favourites: 19; Downloads: 22
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I'm going through some rough times with ~Austionous right now, not that we are breaking up or anything. In fact it's much to do with love, because he's planning on leaving this summer to go on his mission for two years, and leaving me behind to deal with the scariest part in life (college) by myself.I should respect him more, because religion is his most important part of his life, just like how someday having an art career is mine. But there's a lot behind it that's harsh for both of us.
In short, I feel left behind and, not rejected or mad at him for it, but scared for him. Is that weird?
I'm not ready for a long distance relationship, but once he gets back after two long years, maybe things will be better than it's ever been before.
....I'm going to laugh if he's stationed in Texas or somewhere not extravigant. XDDD
I don't know much about it yet, but he's been holding back on telling me for almost a year now for many reasons. I don't know, if any of you have comforting words for me or whatnot, I would love to have some cheering up.
So, here's a vent-y doodle. I'm alright, just..... lost all feeling in my limbs and I'm shaky. But, otherwise give it a week and I should be fine.
......*sob*
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I don't really have to many words, but all I can offer you is a hug. -hugs- Just remember set up times when you can talk to each other (via cell phone or video chat programs) where it is just you two time and nothing interrupts, and in the end remember don't stop talking to one another.
I can't offer any personal experience as I don't have much of it, but talking is most important in any relationships, and I don't know what kind of person he is, but talk to him and share your fears, an open relationship is the best kind there is.
-hug-
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hope it will be alright.. I think you're not weird, I supposed my reaction will be same. Any lovers have difficult time in a part of their relationship, I knew that 
Try to take it more easy for better thinking.
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Seiyaku pretty much said most of the things I wanted to.
Being scared for him isn't that weird. I'd be like that more than left behind, since it's not like he's gone forever. All you're probably wishing is for his safe (triumphant) return in two years, correct?
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I'm pretty much just a creepy lurker stalking you for all the pretty art, but there is something about your relationship with him that seems almost tangible. It's not that you're singing him praises nonstop, you're not constantly bombarding the internet with stories of Mister Amazing Boyfriend, but it when he does pop up in your stuff it always feels like you two are so strong together and so in love and nothing could ever really tear you guys apart. And in this amazing day and age, long-distance communications have never been easier! Video-chats, emails, cell phones and everything; it won't be like he never left, but you guys would still be able to talk in some form every week, if not every day. I'm positive that whatever happens, you both will be able to work though it.
Gah, too awkward, I'm sorry
Bottom line, good luck to you both and I hope everything will work out for the best.
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aww i'm sorry hun :c
I know a lot of my friends are going through rough times, some of their loved ones are going on their missions too.
I can't say I know the feeling for sure but, I kind of feel the same way now that some of my buds are going into the army too.
All I can say is, hang in there.
It's probably not the best answer but, be happy. Just, be happy.
I bet in those two years, your bond will get stronger.
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