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Published: 2005-04-15 17:22:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 4683; Favourites: 60; Downloads: 270
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Description Stop my flight to fight
And die
And take a stand to change my life
So savage with red desperation
I clench my hands
You draw your claws
A hidden rage consumes my heart
As fuelled by years of wasted time
I close my eyes
And tense myself
And screaming
Throw myself in fury over the edge
And into your blood

Tear at flesh
And rip at skin
And smash at doubt
I have to break you
Fury drives my vicious blows
I see you fall but still I strike you
Again and again
Your body falls
The movement is sharp and clear and pure
And gone
I stop and kneel beside you
Drained of everything but pain

Screaming throw myself in fury
Over the edge and into your blood

Kiss you once and see you writhe
Hold you close and hear you cry
Kiss your eyes and finish your life
Finish your life

Again and again
Your body falls
The movement is sharp and clear and pure
And gone
I stop and kneel beside you
Knowing I'll murder you again tonight...

The Cure - 'Doubt'

well...nothing special...i just did this today at work...with pencils..and then i changed somtin, but dunno what
...saturation may be...
...and about song...i always have some kind of self-destructive thoughts listening to this song...
...actually here we have more "room destructive" than "self destructive" ...anyway
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Comments: 120

Darkborne [2007-06-13 10:31:26 +0000 UTC]

i love the perspective and the shades. and i also like how you let the lamp turned on nice realistic detail there..

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redthedead [2007-05-15 00:31:27 +0000 UTC]

I LOVE THIS!!!!!!!!

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DoingTheUnstuck [2005-10-02 21:09:37 +0000 UTC]

This is one of my favorites from your gallery. I think it's the moon light in the room that makes me like it so much. It has a great range of value. Awesome job.

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tuxedomoon In reply to DoingTheUnstuck [2005-10-02 21:31:01 +0000 UTC]

....hey Monica i'm really glad U liked it!..1Ox!!

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blackholed [2005-09-22 19:46:15 +0000 UTC]

wow! super izrazqva6 4uvstva s risunkite si!! (btw, ne moga da namerq pesenta ta da q 4uja...? :desperate: )
tazi staja izglejda po4ti kato men v momenta... ama maj e po-dobre.....

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TacoLizer [2005-06-27 22:48:07 +0000 UTC]

Wow... stunning!
Amazing work.

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monchee [2005-06-08 21:31:11 +0000 UTC]

I love the expression, and how you combined these two elements together: the song and the pic. The atmosphere is beautiful for me, in the way of a feeling's beauty.
the drawing is like my messed up room, I am sitting in the floor, the music is off, and just the computer's light is in the room. except the things which are broken (tv, mirror and window), these are still ok in my room. I don't want to break, I don't have energy for it.
but the pose as your figure sits there, it makes me think of fairy tale about an abandoned doll, that comes to my mind now. not so long ago a friend told me "you look like a doll", when she looked at my face. I am this doll on your pic, (if she'd be a girl one) if you see my metaphore.
love this piece from you, grat! (: Monika

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tuxedomoon In reply to monchee [2005-06-08 22:08:25 +0000 UTC]

...oh, i love yr loong comments! ...it's like reading a good story U know...and i really liked yr interpretation
...may be depending on the song there need to be much rage in this pic..but there is no rage...the pic looks just peacefull for me...U know how when U throw all yr inner stress/anger in the space around, then U feel yourself so calm, a lil empty and even nice may be...

...thank U for the nice comment again!

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monchee In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-06-09 15:45:54 +0000 UTC]

no prob about comments, if something gets my attention, you can't avoid my writing.
I also thought about peaceful, it is the calm status of yourself, after a big storm or after a war, when everything is in pieces, but you are in tranquility. hmm I also need this, to get rid of my inner stress in me. Do you have a good room for me somewhere?

where does your quote come from? first it got my attention coz of Alice name and Peter Pan, I am an absolutely infantile person. but then the meaning goes in my ear round and round...

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tuxedomoon In reply to monchee [2005-06-09 23:02:34 +0000 UTC]

...well...i dont have room at the moment, but i can prepare one for U really fast!! ...if U like my roomdesign of cource
..oh, and the quote..the quote is from one song...the british band The Mission UK and 'Swim With The Dolphins' (album 'Neverland', 1995):

'I wanna fly with Peter Pan
I wanna go with Alice to Wonderland
I wanna pitch ball to Shoeless Joe
I wanna roam the plains with the buffalo
Ohoh, ohoh, and before I die
Ohoh, ohoh, and before I die all I wanna do
Is swim with the dolphins

I wanna fly with Peter Pan
I wanna go with Alice to Wonderland
I wanna walk the Yellow Brick Road
I wanna buy back the dreams I sold
Ohoh, ohoh, and before I die
Ohoh, ohoh, and before I die all I wanna do
Is swim with the dolphins...

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monchee In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-06-10 14:34:51 +0000 UTC]

Start NOW to build that room, I wanna destroy it, break everything, and of course everyone in it. And plz join to me, breaking is better with someone
I was today on my english oral test. The woman who I had to talk to, was terrible. She was kind, but her spelling was *my God* extremely bad. I always had to ask back, that 'Excuse me! Can you repeat that you said, please!' and the other woman thought I didn't understand the words. And topics were also funny. Had to talk about this statement: "School does not prepare us for life" Ok. How could I talk about this for 5 minutes??
The song gets my attention, I think, I will download it as soon as I can, I wanna listen to it, coz the lyrics is absolutely for me. It's just my way of life. I found the best sentences and quote to express it well. In one sentence just this: We have one life that we got, so let's enjoy it as much as we can until it lasts.
Love

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weird-kid [2005-06-05 10:04:11 +0000 UTC]

like in the picture

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tuxedomoon In reply to weird-kid [2005-06-05 10:41:31 +0000 UTC]

lol

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weird-kid [2005-06-05 09:56:30 +0000 UTC]

wow... thats is almost the feeling that I have during the last time... !?!

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tuxedomoon In reply to weird-kid [2005-06-05 09:58:56 +0000 UTC]

...wow!!...and how yr room looks now?

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weird-kid [2005-06-05 09:56:30 +0000 UTC]

wow... thats is almost the feeling that I have during the last time... !?!

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the-acent-man [2005-05-13 12:25:19 +0000 UTC]

that is fucking fantastic

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tirby [2005-04-28 15:14:35 +0000 UTC]

I`m yet again so amazed how talented you are...great work.

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Cursedgirl [2005-04-27 16:24:37 +0000 UTC]

komentar nomer 100! wow!

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tuxedomoon In reply to Cursedgirl [2005-04-30 00:29:22 +0000 UTC]


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cisya [2005-04-18 23:39:44 +0000 UTC]

nice one! and i like ur description about it

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tuxedomoon In reply to cisya [2005-04-18 23:44:06 +0000 UTC]

...thank U!...vvvery much!!

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Orm-Embar [2005-04-18 13:02:12 +0000 UTC]

Truly amazing !!
i love the all the darkness that you put on the room. The guy looks so funy
i also like the effects that you made with the light ...rally nice job !!

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faded--soul [2005-04-18 08:19:31 +0000 UTC]

this is amazing! really captures the mood of destruction.. i love it! i really love all the small detail in your room, how nothing has not been touched by destruction... wow! and your person is simply wonderful, perfect.. i love is position and expression.. fits the scene perfect! great work on this one.. i really enjoyed it!

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clelba [2005-04-17 21:29:04 +0000 UTC]

wow...the lighting is perfect...
and i like all the different smashed glass...
^. .^
= ' =

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tuxedomoon In reply to clelba [2005-04-17 21:38:38 +0000 UTC]

...smashed glass means 'luck'..may be
...thank U!!

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clelba In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-17 22:03:38 +0000 UTC]

hmm...a smashed mirror is supposed to give you 7 years of bad luck though
^. .^
= ' =

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tuxedomoon In reply to clelba [2005-04-18 23:27:56 +0000 UTC]

...oh...darn this guy is doomed

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clelba In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-19 01:58:02 +0000 UTC]

hehehehe!
^. .^
= ' =

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Social-Disaster [2005-04-17 06:56:02 +0000 UTC]

Az se vjiviax!

iskam da kaja 4e e 4ydesna i me kara da yse6tam emocia!

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tuxedomoon In reply to Social-Disaster [2005-04-17 11:41:39 +0000 UTC]

wow
...10x mnogo Vicky!

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Social-Disaster In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-18 12:05:52 +0000 UTC]

radva6 me!

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tuxedomoon In reply to Social-Disaster [2005-04-18 23:25:51 +0000 UTC]



...men pyk ot dva dni ne mi shavat emotikonkite

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Social-Disaster In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-19 12:54:34 +0000 UTC]

men puk ot dva dena ysmivkata mi e naobratno!

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tuxedomoon In reply to Social-Disaster [2005-04-19 20:25:29 +0000 UTC]


uf...sorry ama mi stana sme6no...vypreki 4e e tyjno...ama zaradi samiqt izraz
..a ti ne se tormozi - dva dni sa bili predostaty4no...a ot utre nov jivot!


...ama vse pak e mn skapano s teq emoticoni...nikva emociq nqma v tqh kato ne myrdat

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Social-Disaster In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-20 12:03:14 +0000 UTC]

su4yvstavm ti iskreno...............

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tuxedomoon In reply to Social-Disaster [2005-04-20 22:24:26 +0000 UTC]

.....Vicky!...otremontirah gi!!!
..vsi4ko ve4e 6ava i jivotyt otnovo ima smisyl...

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Social-Disaster In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-21 11:47:56 +0000 UTC]

xexxexexex!
v takuv sly4ai makar i ve4e banalno poly4ava6 ot mene edna dvije6ta se i peniave6ta se


moje6 v nai lo6ia sly4ai da si predstvai6 4e vutre plyva myxa!myxata v igrata igrata v myxa!

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tuxedomoon In reply to Social-Disaster [2005-04-21 19:43:56 +0000 UTC]



..tc tc tc

..poznai kakvo 6te synuvam dove4era....edna dvije6ta se, pene6ta se i 6epne6ta(!! ) bira me prsledva da me izqde...da me udavi po-to4no...da me zalee...posle 6te mi lepne navsqkyde

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Social-Disaster In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-22 11:26:33 +0000 UTC]

xxexex!
ne6tiax da sanyva triluri

pak ako men me goni bira niama da biagam ........ami

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tuxedomoon In reply to Social-Disaster [2005-04-22 15:10:26 +0000 UTC]

...vij....ima logika da ne bqga6...daje e alogi4no ako go pravi6
...oba4e, ako birata i 6epne....zavisi kakvo 6epne....moje da e dosta zlove6to...po-zlove6to ot tova grupa 'TE' da ti svirqt pod prozoreca daje....

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Social-Disaster In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-23 07:03:21 +0000 UTC]

xexexxexx.......razbi me4tite mi i sega mai e moi red da sanuvam ko6mari boje ........ve4e 6te mislia predi da pia........xaxaxax

Kaji mi 4e tova s TE ne ti se e sly4valo.......

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tuxedomoon In reply to Social-Disaster [2005-04-23 07:08:54 +0000 UTC]

heheh...znaeh si 4e 6te te razvylnuva tova
...a TE...ne, ne sa svirili naokolo...slava na toq koito me e predpazil ...ama to mi e dostaty4no, 4e iznikvat kyde li ne po radio and TV...nqma otyrvane....jivotyt e tejyk

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Social-Disaster In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-23 07:15:24 +0000 UTC]

.........osobenno ako te goni ne6to 6epne6to..........


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tuxedomoon In reply to Social-Disaster [2005-04-23 07:24:40 +0000 UTC]

...6epne6tite ne6ta sa osobeni, da...ponqkoga daje ti mislqt zloto

...po toq povod malko lyrics:

'Winter words blow the trees
Creatures trapped have to fall
Hear their howls claw the sky
Whispers follow Shantell

Shantell sleeps, tables creak
Mirrors start to speak
Branches scratch, tap the panes
Whispers follow Shantell....'

And Also The Trees - 'Shantel'



...vse pak <----proveril sym q bira - myl4i si

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Social-Disaster In reply to tuxedomoon [2005-04-23 07:45:14 +0000 UTC]

vinagi yspiava6 da kaje6 ne6to koeto da me nakara da se po4yvstvam ideia po dobre MErsaj!

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Cursedgirl [2005-04-16 22:37:40 +0000 UTC]

aw, kvo iako ne6to!
legloto mi e su6toto kato se sabudia! - Destruction!!!
sigurno 6e povtoria okolo 1 duzina hora, no mi haresva ugula deto si go izbral i tia meki svetlinki... i tova pasivno-agresivno 4ove4e, mnogo sladko

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tuxedomoon In reply to Cursedgirl [2005-04-16 22:40:41 +0000 UTC]

...mucho gracias!
...heheh...pasivno-agresivnoto povedenie e pravilniqt izbor!

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Mistwraith [2005-04-16 22:00:48 +0000 UTC]

impressive, and I recognise the emotions......thanks

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tuxedomoon In reply to Mistwraith [2005-04-16 22:06:43 +0000 UTC]

..oh, I thank U!!..veery much!

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