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I can see it clearly now and black is what I see
Staring straight into my eyes, I see inside of me
A teardrop falls out of my eye and splashes on the desk
Could this be the day that I am finally put to rest?

Hurry quick and help me now and save me from myself
You're the only one I care for now, there isn't someone else
It hurts to know that no one cares if I am gone or here
Your knock on my front door and voice I cannot hear

I put the knife up to my neck and press into the flesh
I think about my future, is this for the best?
Might life just get better? Or shall it stay the same?
The torment deep inside my soul is driving me insane

Now I have to hurry, for it is almost dawn
They probably won't care at all, or miss me when I'm gone
There won't be any reprecussions, or consequences to face
I slash the blade across my throat and blood I begin to taste

I see the doorknob turn, as I lie there on the floor
I see the horror on your face as you burst in through the door
I wonder who it is at first, then I see that it is you
I can tell that you're about to faint, as you think of what to do

I feel life slipping from me now, but at least I am at home
I see you're crying face as you run over to the phone
"I cut the line" I say to you "you might as well not try"
"No need to call an ambulance, I really want to die"

I looked into your face and then I said goodbye
You said you loved me, then you asked, why I had to die
I said "I'm sorry, I didn't know, oh God what have I done?"
We could have been together, I didn't have to run

Description
I can see it clearly now and black is what I see
Staring straight into my eyes, I see inside of me
A teardrop falls out of my eye and splashes on the desk
Could this be the day that I am finally put to rest?

Hurry quick and help me now and save me from myself
You're the only one I care for now, there isn't someone else
It hurts to know that no one cares if I am gone or here
Your knock on my front door and voice I cannot hear

I put the knife up to my neck and press into the flesh
I think about my future, is this for the best?
Might life just get better? Or shall it stay the same?
The torment deep inside my soul is driving me insane

Now I have to hurry, for it is almost dawn
They probably won't care at all, or miss me when I'm gone
There won't be any reprecussions, or consequences to face
I slash the blade across my throat and blood I begin to taste

I see the doorknob turn, as I lie there on the floor
I see the horror on your face as you burst in through the door
I wonder who it is at first, then I see that it is you
I can tell that you're about to faint, as you think of what to do

I feel life slipping from me now, but at least I am at home
I see you're crying face as you run over to the phone
"I cut the line" I say to you "you might as well not try"
"No need to call an ambulance, I really want to die"

I looked into your face and then I said goodbye
You said you loved me, then you asked, why I had to die
I said "I'm sorry, I didn't know, oh God what have I done?"
We could have been together, I didn't have to run