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Published: 2020-01-10 16:18:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 141; Favourites: 10; Downloads: 0
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I try to see
anything beyond the grey
    There must be a light
    somewhere in the mist

I take a step
towards the wavering mass
    It feels cold like ice
    still I have to try

I stretch my hand
to touch and sense what is there
    The fog gulps my arm
    like it will devour me

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Kaleidechse [2020-01-13 16:19:56 +0000 UTC]

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ugnip In reply to Kaleidechse [2020-01-13 17:19:01 +0000 UTC]

Thank you
I am glad you liked it

Sad thing to hear you have been there too
I hope you are doing okay now?
Even if inside of a depressive episode one can not see anything positive, it can get better step by step.
Never give up

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Kaleidechse In reply to ugnip [2020-01-13 18:32:21 +0000 UTC]

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ugnip In reply to Kaleidechse [2020-01-14 10:11:43 +0000 UTC]

There are lots of us out there,
you are not alone
But it's a good thing you have professional help.

If you ever need someone to talk,
my inbox is open

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JericaWinters [2020-01-10 18:03:03 +0000 UTC]

Nicely written!

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ugnip In reply to JericaWinters [2020-01-11 08:30:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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MatsHolmberg [2020-01-10 17:07:58 +0000 UTC]

I know this feeling, I've been there, years on end. But it will pass if you don't try to force it.

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ugnip In reply to MatsHolmberg [2020-01-11 08:30:31 +0000 UTC]

Sad to hear that you have been there too
I hope you are okay right now?

Yes it can pass, even if it's hard to endure sometimes

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MatsHolmberg In reply to ugnip [2020-01-11 09:31:03 +0000 UTC]

Well, I try to tell myself that it is lifting, but to be honest I don't think I'm entirely out of the woods yet. Have been in it for almost five years, but something is shifting now at least. As you say, it's very hard to endure. What about you?

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ugnip In reply to MatsHolmberg [2020-01-11 11:52:08 +0000 UTC]

It's a long process and most often not linear...
Keep moving on and at some point you will be better
I have had struggles with mental health issues for about ten years now

If you need someone to talk, my inbox is open

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MatsHolmberg In reply to ugnip [2020-01-11 18:39:51 +0000 UTC]

Sometimes it feels like it will never end, so I definitely hope you're right! I might very well take you up on that offer to send you a note and talk a bit. I have a few, but not that many people to talk to that can understand.

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ugnip In reply to MatsHolmberg [2020-01-12 09:24:17 +0000 UTC]

I know that feeling.
Just never give up, there is hope even if in the darkest days it does not seem so...
Don't hesitate to write me a note if you need talking,
it can be so important sometimes that there is just somebody to listen who understands
We're here to help each other, you know you are not alone

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MatsHolmberg In reply to ugnip [2020-01-12 19:11:48 +0000 UTC]

I appreciate that so much, thank you!

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ugnip In reply to MatsHolmberg [2020-01-13 11:50:39 +0000 UTC]

I am happy to help you
Never forget, you matter!

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MatsHolmberg In reply to ugnip [2020-01-21 09:52:36 +0000 UTC]

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