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This image represents a hurdle I can't seem to get past right now.

The bottom bar has the initial and final colors included, black and white, respectively. The top bar has them left out. The colors are just made up for the display. The text is a bunch of hints, never mind what they mean exactly.

If a crisp and clean wind were blowing in from the ocean, it would take me, say, 10-15 minutes to turn this into code, plus some time to debug some (inevitable) stupid errors I made. Right now, with an offshore wind blowing across the land instead, and my head thick from the crap it carries, like rubber particles from car tires, exhaust fumes and literally tons of pollen at this time of the year, it can easily drag on for days. These circumstances also destroy my creativity, never allowing me to lift myself out of boredom and enter into a 'zone'. To get carried away that is. These are indeed the days when I tend to post uninspired garbage, mostly because I can't let go of the illusion that I still have some creativity left. Which simply is no longer there.

The only upside is that the current weather perhaps makes me more socially accessible, since when I'm properly up and running I [feel I] don't have time for chitchat. So from a fellow human perspective, I'm probably a better person at the moment. To me it still sucks though. I hate these artless, purposeless non-days.

Description
This image represents a hurdle I can't seem to get past right now.

The bottom bar has the initial and final colors included, black and white, respectively. The top bar has them left out. The colors are just made up for the display. The text is a bunch of hints, never mind what they mean exactly.

If a crisp and clean wind were blowing in from the ocean, it would take me, say, 10-15 minutes to turn this into code, plus some time to debug some (inevitable) stupid errors I made. Right now, with an offshore wind blowing across the land instead, and my head thick from the crap it carries, like rubber particles from car tires, exhaust fumes and literally tons of pollen at this time of the year, it can easily drag on for days. These circumstances also destroy my creativity, never allowing me to lift myself out of boredom and enter into a 'zone'. To get carried away that is. These are indeed the days when I tend to post uninspired garbage, mostly because I can't let go of the illusion that I still have some creativity left. Which simply is no longer there.

The only upside is that the current weather perhaps makes me more socially accessible, since when I'm properly up and running I [feel I] don't have time for chitchat. So from a fellow human perspective, I'm probably a better person at the moment. To me it still sucks though. I hate these artless, purposeless non-days.