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unknownskank β A Suicide Note..
Published: 2004-04-16 11:00:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 62963; Favourites: 1232; Downloads: 536
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Dear Mum and Dad,First of all you need to know that this is not your fault,
It's mine, for I locked my problem inside me like a vault,
Problems that I was never able to tell you,
Problems that I'm sick of dealing with. I'm through.
I'm sick of pretending that everything's alright,
I'm sick of having all these emotional demons to fight.
I can't take my depressing life anymore,
I realize I felt this way too often before.
I now know I'm not needed in this place,
Just another stupid teen, just another ugly face.
I can tell I'm secretly hated by everyone I know,
Though, when I'm around, they don't let their hatred show.
My life has no purpose as I can clearly see,
No one needs me and everyone hates me
I hate this world I live in, I hate how I feel now.
I try so hard to be accepted, but I don't know how.
I hate my reputation.. a fat loser.. a slut
So I'm ending my life, my wrists I will cut.
I want you two to know, that I really do love you,
But I hate my life too much, this is the only thing to do.
Suicide's the perfect escape for my problems to go away,
I don't think anyone will miss me, anyway.
Maybe, somewhere there's someone who loves me
But I couldn't find them soon enough so now I must flee.
Maybe, my life's not that bad, maybe this is all in my head.
But it's too late to tell me that, by the time you find thid I'll be dead.
I'm sorry it has to end this way, I'm sorry if you cry,
But I think this world will be better off, If I die..Goodbye.
PS:I'm sorry I had all this depression to hide,
If you want to see me, you'll find my body outside.
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I looked at her profile, it has a note from 2009 saying she is okay.
(This poem randomly popped up in "more from Deviantart", I was also a little shocked by how real it looked.)
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Are you still.....here? I know I'm a stranger....but I do care about every human beings life.....im looking up "suicide" to look up pictures,....but reading this.....made me very sad and I am crying. I never want to do this to someone. killing myself is never the option. I know it may feel like it....but its not an option. It hurts many others in the long run and for people who care are given a heartbreak forever. I know what it is to have heartbreak for a long ass time. It hurts. NO one, should EVER commit suicide......it's just sad. It's a sick world out there and a sick society that ppl think its okay to bully and treat people like shit to bring them to the brinks of suicide. Again, it's never the answer. Anyone reading this, please take it to heart. It means a lot. Because no one deserves this pain.....just get help....tell someone, get a friend and talk. get your parents, a therapist, anyone can save you if you really want the help.....im sorryΒ
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Real statistic here,
90% of suicides are a spur of the moment thing.
if you feel suicidal hold on, even just one day, but preferably more.
99.4% of people who want to commit suicide actually do.
that means 0.6% of people commit suicide.
in this scenario it's better to follow the crowd.
i beg of you please don't go through with it...
search this up in google "lost all hope"
and go to the website
it will help you commit suicide if you are planning on it...
but, this is your choice...
do what you think is best...
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OH MY GOD PEOPLE ACTUALLY FALL FOR THIS SHIT ?
If you are contemplating suicide ask for help instead of doing all this shit.
Unknownskank is a attention whore
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And you're an asshole bitch. It goes both ways, so quit being an ass and be considerate.
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Normally things like this IS a call for help, many people who have suicidal thoughts are stuck in a place they think they cant get help in. Calling suicidal people attention whores isn't helping the problem, people like you and the comments you make are the reason people commit suicide. Instead of making unhelpful comments why don't you say something actually constructive.
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No one posts authentic suicide notes on deviantartΒ
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Actually a lot do. I did, and no one noticed, so I tried to commit. If this girl tried/succeeded because of your asshole comment then I hope you fucking know that I'm not helping you out at court
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My comment is a few years old at least. Chances of me being in court for this is around 00000000000000000000000000000000.1%Β
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I am aware of that. Doesn't make it any less shitty. Someone contemplating suicide doesn't need to be told that they just want attention, we question ourselves enough without that.
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Too many already have
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Whoever has been in a tragic situation and is reading this...I don't pity you. I understand. I'm not the person who will hug
you every second to make you feel better. Because who wants that? You'll have to choose. Life is like a game. You choose, if you choose wrong you have to fix it. Don't speed through life. Enjoy, take in every moment while it lasts.
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I understand everything about this, I've been there and the way you described certain things really speaks to me. Thank you
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Oh hun... people say suicide is never an option, right? Well... when everyone looks at it this way, they never gave us one that we thought was worth fighting for. That's how I see it. 
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This desciribes my feelings fully...
I got bullied too on top of that, here, on dA.
I've already had to abandon 3 accounts as they always find me....
my main one of which a gifted 12 year PM and 2000 watcher because im so poor...
god, this planet is terrible...
time to write my own...
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I'm glad to see you're still here, love.
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Reading some of these comments make me sick. For real. People asking you to join their groups...suicide groups. People asking if you did it and how would you etc. Do you guys not clearly see that this person is HURTING. They don't need you to sit there and tell them not to do it..or ask them to join groups etc. Or even say this should be my suicide note XD. THIS IS NO LAUGHING MATTER AT ALL!! WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS! This person obviously just needs someone there for them and not just for a second or a minute, but for a long time. Ugh people like some of you guys make me disgusted with this world.
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Please don't? Stay and work "it" out !YAY! 
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This is what I'm going through don't kill yourself find a different escape like me I still suffer but I do it for ... Well I don't even know any more maybe you can help me, what if your supposed to be my savor and me yours how will I go on so stop and think maybe u were made to save people fellow grey bird our wings clipped just answer my call before I die to
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You did not kill yourself right I mean come on there has to be at least one friendat your school I feel the same way as you except I don't have my parents anymore I only have one friend but please be alive.
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Attention Whores
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Its not dont fall for this persons activities
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Wow...I can relate greatly to all of this. Great writing..
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This expresses everything I'm feeling right now. I can't believe how much I feel this, how much I can understand you. If you're still alive I would like to make sure you're alright, so please please answer this message.
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if i wasnt such a coward i would have done it long ago.
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O: This is just amazing! Great job. I know how you feel, but the slut part. Great job.
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That is everything in my life except the fat and the slut part.
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when it says "i;m sorry how i has to end this way," it reminds me of 'The Light Behind Your Eyes' by MCR.
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Suicide is not a laughing matter and it never will be. You should have more respect than to say, "this should be my suicide note XD"
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Yes, of course it's not. I was not making fun of suicide, I was trying to say something in a light hearted way.
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