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Published: 2003-11-12 22:02:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 111; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 16
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Description sucking down razor
blades
INTO my veins.
cutting up SHREDS
of my arms
for you too.
it's been weeks
UPON weeks
since
I've looked into
your FACE.
WEEKS upon WEAKS.
you were the first LOVE
in my tumor.
the first CANCER to
suck out my lids.
and all i can say
as you TURN away...
is that i
HOPE you still THINK
of me.
CUZ i lost you.
and you've LOST
me too.
i wonder if you ever
WONDER WHERE THE FUCK I AM.
i doubt it.
apparently i lost a FRIEND.
....
and one more day,
of giving props
to my razor blade.
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Comments: 12

xshroomeryx [2003-11-16 05:47:23 +0000 UTC]

What happened with you two? When I met you guys u were the bestest friends. Just because Stina doesn't goto that hell for a school doesnt mean you two should be slipping further and further apart. Your best friends damnit, now make plans to hang out or im gonna kick both of your asses with my new sexy boots!

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ladyblack [2003-11-15 20:07:07 +0000 UTC]

and just so you know, i do think of you. and you have no right to be mad @ me for beeing in and out of the hospital-you cant be mad @ me leaving you. i left everyone. i lost my life. and it hurts so bad when i think of you. and how you dont need me anymore- and how much iu needed you, but i knew i would never have you back. yes kayla im burning-im burning alive @ the thought of the friend ive lost in these weeks. and how much it pains me to know i wont ever get you back. no matter how hard ill try

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vampiretr In reply to ladyblack [2003-11-15 22:48:53 +0000 UTC]

i'm not mad...far from mad. sad that i cant see, sad that i need you, sad that i cant forget you. sad that i dont know where you are, what you're doing. just sad.

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halfway2nowhere [2003-11-13 09:50:50 +0000 UTC]

Very powerful and your words are filled with such pain. Very nicely written.

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xshroomeryx [2003-11-13 05:10:10 +0000 UTC]

Ya know ya never know what I mean. I just wanted to know whats been goin on with kayla, its hard to think one thing is going on then its totally different. Im sorry if I miss my two best friends. But hey if thats too much for u guys, ill just stop. Im done with it.

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ladyblack [2003-11-13 04:59:50 +0000 UTC]

i cant tell who this is about, but i have a feeling it is about me, and tim all of kaylas time need not to be devoted to you. she needs space, leaver her alone for once!

you will always be a true friend to me dear

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xshroomeryx [2003-11-13 04:06:28 +0000 UTC]

Its saddening.. I miss u. Why havent we talked, and why did u lie to me?

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themaxx2001 [2003-11-12 23:44:37 +0000 UTC]

long time no post babe. Miss you and your work. Nice to see that you're writing again. Love the poem. Dark and distressing. BUt true to the feelings. I like it.

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vampiretr In reply to themaxx2001 [2003-11-13 03:19:19 +0000 UTC]

appreciation is GREATLY appreciated.

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themaxx2001 In reply to vampiretr [2003-11-13 05:19:56 +0000 UTC]

good to hear it babe

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xcrestfallenx [2003-11-12 22:09:55 +0000 UTC]

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vampiretr In reply to xcrestfallenx [2003-11-13 03:20:57 +0000 UTC]

eee!

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