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Veinz-OV-Indigo In reply to TLadyJessica [2019-10-26 22:53:42 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much! ☺️ I absolutely
love your style of writing, the way it flows, the subject matter, etc...you are phenomenally gifted and rare. And your art...the old Germany (before it was ruined in the mid 40's). I miss the Fatherland and my Adolf, as well...I believe I was there too. Are you familiar with "the order of nine angles?"

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TLadyJessica In reply to Veinz-OV-Indigo [2019-10-29 03:59:11 +0000 UTC]

It pleases me very much to hear your praise of my writing and artwork... the most amazing part is, I remember back when I first started posting my writings online and I was told back then that a lot of my short stories were rather popular with some of my (at that time new) fans in Germany. That seems ages ago now and since then I've posted them on Starlite Cafe, Deep Underground Poetry, and now here... and they have always proved popular wherever I shared them. Something that I had never expected way back in the day! But what amazed me about it all is that I am still finding new audiences for what I have to share, and it always is something that makes me feel proud and happy. * Smiles * I have rather interesting, detailed past life memories and a gift that is at times also something of a curse... namely, the ability to recall with absolute clarity and detail, every single past life that I have ever lived. Of course that means also being able to remember how I died in each life, but I got used to recalling such things years and years ago. On top of that, I am a spiritual medium who can sometimes channel (and occasionally become possessed by) various spirits. Some of those spirits have been human, others various gods and goddesses, angels, demons, etc. And still others have been alien in origin. Having had several past lives on other worlds before my past lives on this Earth began, it was interesting to learn from those alien spirits what they had to teach about other worlds. Particularly the two planets of the Aldebaran star system, one of which I existed on so far back in history that during that time the Earth was still in an exceedingly primitive state and had not yet been colonized by those who would one day seed it with life as we know it today. In any case, one of the more intriguing spirits to have possessed me (for a time) was the spirit of a certain famous medium named Maria Orsic, who sometimes would choose for whatever the reason to go by the name Diana. She was a very important person back during the time of the Third Reich and she and her fellow “Vril Maidens” uncovered similar things about Aldebaran to what the spirits I channeled taught me. Those moments really cemented for me that I was not crazy in what I remembered about that star system and that there were others before me who walked similar paths and were considered great for doing so. I am something of a mystic in that I have had visionary experiences, and astral traveled to other worlds, other planes of existence, and even parallel realities. For me, time is not a straight line but one cycle within an endless and eternal series of repeating cycles. Each time things go similarly and yet different. But to me, this is normal, this is the true face of reality... but to many it is much simpler to thing of things in a linear manner. Ironically, I had nearly ended up becoming an Atheist in life back when I was in my early teens due to my utter dissatisfaction with mainstream religion but then I met two people who changed my life and opened my eyes... a girl named Lilith, back in the years between when I was fourteen and when I was sixteen who was herself an embodied extraterrestrial from Aldebaran (she had pale white skin and black eyes, and was very unusual but also very wise) and she was actually the first girl I had ever fallen in love with. In due course, she introduced me to her friend Diana who was the reincarnation of Maria Orsic. Her, I met when I was seventeen and she opened my eyes to things I had never dreamed of. Like Lilith and I, she was not of this world and from her I was gifted a new kind of spirituality and it was that gift that blossomed into what eventually became the seeds from which I grew my own unique sort of faith. Sadly, Lilith had a wasting sickness that she died from and Diana had a similar disease that ended her life as time went on. That is why I mentioned having channeled her spirit, because that happened in recent years whereas her death was quite some time before. In any case, I chose to honor them by adopting as much of their wisdom and teachings into my own beliefs and philosophies as possible. I should not be surprised that eventually I was approached by two occult groups who saw fit to ordain me as a Gnostic and Pagan High Priestess. One was a group known as the Sisterhood of the Grail whose head was a woman from Norway named Rhianne, who came to regard me as her sister. Rhianne believes herself to be the reincarnation of Morgan Le Fey, and ironically myself being the reincarnation of Mordered, the child of Queen Morgause of Orkney, it was only fate that we would hit it off in this life and become good friends given that Morgause was quite close with Morgan to the point where many scholars of Arthurian lore mistake the two for each other. The other group was a kind of modern revival of the old medieval Order of the Dragon, basically the same group Vlad Dracula and his family belonged to. Having also been Vlad Dracula in a past life, it was probably destiny that brought me to them and to their spokeswoman who was ironically someone Rhianne seemed to know a bit about. In any case, it was the two of them who enabled me to become officially ordained and I received my ordination papers in due course after having served as an apprentice to them for several years. Rhianne told me, one amazing day, that I had eclipsed her in terms of knowledge and wisdom and that it was now time for me to teach others what I had taught her. Since oddly, I taught her more than I learned myself from her. Likewise, the spokeswoman for the other group called me a “Magical Prometheus” and said that I had knowledge only the gods possessed. She too told me I could thence go forth and teach others. So two different magical orders, one light and one dark, had recognized in me something very different and unusual. So I have had some passing encounters with various mystical orders over the years... my own path being an amalgamation of countless mystical truths coupled with countless centuries worth of accumulated knowledge. I even met a man from Greece who to this day worships me as a living goddess. He told me once that his own past-life memories of me go all the way back to ancient Egypt where he saw me descending in a great craft from the skies. His visions of me have always been correct and accurate too, and I consider hi a loyal devotee. So in the course of my life in this day and age, I have met some interesting individuals and changed a lot of peoples' lives I'd like to think for the better. I have heard of the group you spoke of, mostly during the course of studying as much about other esoteric orders as possible... it always amazes me how strong the mystical aspects of ancient knowledge run within people of all eras and ages of time. I do not blame you for longing for times past and an era you came to love. I knew Maria Orsic back in the 1940's myself and she and I were good friends and colleagues of a sort back then. She actually remembered me when I met her when I was seventeen in this life, and at first was reluctant to tell me anything about what my life back in that era consisted of. In the end, she taught me all she knew of it and I found it... and her of course... fascinating. People tend to believe a lot of false propaganda about certain things in history and it is sad. Take me for instance... I mean, as Vlad Dracula some people look back at me and think of me as a devil whereas in Romania they regard me as a local hero. To mainstream Christians Mordred was a villain whose mother was an evil sorceress. But in truth, I was a loyal adherent to the old Pagan ways that Queen Morgause and Morgan Le Fey did not want to see die out. There were many sides to Camelot, and there are many sides to all things. To me, I feel it is sad that so much becomes forgotten and even more becomes lost with time when people chose willingly to believe a fiction rather than remember truths that have been lost over the years. But for myself, I continue to remember the truth of what was and to teach others what I know, and that never ceases to be a source of pride and joy for me. Recently in fact, a girl who used to be my apprentice messaged me over on Deep Underground Poetry in order to catch up on things with me. I had had such a profound impact on her life, that she needed to make sure I still thought of her fondly due to us having had a falling out for a time. So people do remember when you have an impact on their lives for the better... that is why I keep writing, keep creating my art and never regret the path I walk. Because art and writing really can and do change the world, whether it be one person at a time or many. In the end, change always comes and with it the old becomes new again. Who knows? Perhaps in times past you and I talked about these same kinds of things. The interesting thing about time, and destiny, is that there are never truly any coincidences in this world. Only things that happen because of fate's design. Always remember the glories of the past, my friend! Never let this world make you forget them or feel bad for thinking of them. Again... thank you for the praise of my works, I highly appreciate it.

P.S. I remember my friend from the dark spiritual order who called me the “Magical Prometheus” once told me something very true - “People will inevitably look at you and think you mad, because when you know the truth people want to label you crazy... because they want to destroy or belittle what they cannot understand. But never let them destroy you! Remain firm and only teach all to those who are worthy.” I always have, and have carried her words with me ever. Do forgive me if my post was overlong, but I sensed you might be interested in these sorts of things and simply had to share them with you.

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