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a little hatesome resentment
handful of affection
touch of lust
my jealousy
your heart
our devotion
and faith
wrapped in a promise
tease it just a bit. and we have reinvented love.
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Really amazing, I feel in love with it...
-Anak-
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-smile- thank you, i'm glad you like it.
your name is Anak?
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Well my name is Anakaren but everyone calls me Anak jajaja people is lazy you know...
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that's a beautiful nickname. laziness has it's perks you see.
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Jajaja thanks!! And it sure has perks, artists knows a lot of it... or maybe it's just me jajaja
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In that case feel free to call me Anak, I've seen your whole gallery for a few days now jaja and it's amazing your paintings really talk to me, it's like you read my feelings or what I'm thinking it's so weird it inspires me soooo much, your art it's really something congratulations for that, too bad that you live that far away I will love to take a coffee with you, you are a really interesting person and kind of crazy jajaja but crazy it's always good!!
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Anak then. -tips hat- my pleasure.
inspire you how? into action or thought? -forgive me for the questions, i'm an addict to character.
and thank you very much. i never really put much thought to them. i always disassociated myself with the canvus so i wouldn't continue presenting the same mood. i'd like to know, if you don't mind telling me, what sort of emotions they draw out?
mmmmmm coffee. what would we talk about?
haha, i guess you've read the writings then? i can't deny crazyness, not with those on the stand
what the hell does jaja mean?
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In to action and thought, I don't know about you but I'm always looking for something that plays a lil bit with my feelings, make me feel something you know, to get inspired, and your paintings do that, some of them reminds me how I felt or describes how I feel, and others just make me feel like this one I'm really in love with it, it's me jajaja all the conflict that I have when I'm in love. I don't know it makes me want to do all of things hahahahaha and it makes me want to fall in love again jajaja(sorry it's a lil bit hard to explain it in english so if you don't understand just tell me and I try again)
And coffee, well about this exactly!! And about how you felt when you were painting it, or what it is your inspiration. I'm addicted to questions too you know...
And don't worry I'm crazy too, you would know it if you could read spanish, and being crazy it's fun, original, or at least it's what I say to my dad every time she asks me why the fuck I have to be so complicated lol!
Ohh sorry, I'm mexican so for me it's "jaja" instead of "haha" and I forget sometimes to change it... or I don't pay attention to it.
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i think i get it. if you could elaborate more, that'd be great, if not, i think i understand. so is love the overal feeling?
ha, well...i really try not to put *my* emotions into it. there's very little insparation, just working with what looks good at the moment. my emotions run too passionately for paint to contain, it'd be splattered all over my walls if i tried.
lol, it's the greatest thing next to boring
haha, oh ok. i thought i would figure it out, but i don't speak any spanish at all
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No, you see for me being in love or really care about someone it's a conflict cause I tend to overthink that kind of situations or every kind of situation to be honest haha, so the feeling it's conflict the sweet part and my temper mixed together, it's like when I was little I lived in front of the beach and everytime it was a huracaine I liked to go and watch the sea, I don't know why but I've always thought that the big waves and all that stuff were like me, the strong feelings and the temper and in the same way your painting makes me feel it's some kind of connection like I could see my own conflict in it...
And don't worry it was my mistake hahaha my spanglish always appears hahahaha I can't help it
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i very much like how you explained that. so the conflict in you is a big part of your mind? i like that. keep that, don't let anyone tell you it's a flaw in your skin. it's beautiful.
talk however you want to, i like it. makes things simple, actually.
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Hahahaha yeah it is, it's a HUGE part of me in fact jajajajajaja, I don't know when something it's simple for me it's complicated and it makes me bored jaja when something it's complicated for me it's natural and simple and a challenge and I think I like it, not so sure jajajajaja and don't worry the other HUGE part of me it's not caring about anybody thinks about me, I am what I am and I like it, if people likes it or not well that's their problem, not mine...
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hahaha, at least you embrace it.
but you do care some don't you? that's good that you're pleased with what you are (not many people are) but you do care if someone likes you?
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Well with a few people like my family, I care but at the same time I try to explain why I am like this or why I do things in the way I do, you see when I was younger and I thought I was kind of crazy (now I don't think it I'm sure of it jaja) I tryed to be "normal" or be the way that my dad want me to be or like my friends or my classmates, but I wasn't happy, I felt bad and I was sad all the time and in the end I thought "I can make them happy or make me happy" and I preffer to be happy, the people that actually cares about me or love me understand that this is me and I can't or want to change it, and in the same way with new people if they really want to get close to me they need to accept me and don't try to change me, and if they try it's cause they don't really care about me... In my little 20 years I've learned that jajajajaja it was hard but now I'm more comfortable withmyself and people arond me...
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very well said, i'm glad you've come to that conclusion. and i'm also glad that you've decided to make yourself happy, not everyone else. becuase you can't please everyone. they all want the world to go their own way, but in the end you just need to go the way that would make you happiest.
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Exactly and I'm pretty in love with myself jajaja so... almost always it's easy to don't pay attention about what everybody else think about me!
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that's good. i try to love myself but i've got like 8 different personalities going and i can only love some of them some of the time
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Well I think that everybody has different personalities and multiple, but you have to find what connects them to the parts that you like to love them and to feel that you are you always and you are in some way or another in control of at least part of yourself.
What personalities or parts you don't like?
I mean in my case I see it more like I'm really changeble with my mooth, and when my mooth changes it can change a lot of who I am and how do I react to things or to people, like when I get really mad, I feel like I lose control of myself and I hate that, cause I can't think clearly I become impulsive and agressive, even with just words I end hurting a lot to the people that makes me mad, and in one way I hate it but at the same time I know that it's part of me, not the nicest part or the prettiest jajaja but telling that to myself and accept it makes me feel a little better and makes me embrace that part of me and in that way I can control a lil bit more, because then I know that I need to focus more when I'm getting mad.
Do you understand what I mean? Am I making any sense? Jajaja If no just tell me and I try again jaja
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it depends on different situations. sometimes i'm an ass, but that fits at times other times it doesn't.
you make perfect sense. you really see yourself in a benifitial way. i admire that
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But still that's a part of you, nobody is sweet or fun ALL the time, it's like a painting you need to put light in it but at the same time you need to put shadows, it's the way that everything is balanced, and it's part of the beauty of it,so ok you have shadows in your personality and guess what? that makes you special and unique, and makes you more beatiful. At least I know that I love shadows and contrasts, that makes you interesting instead of boring, knowing that it's not that easy to figure you out, being kind of a challenge!!
You should love your shadows cause big part of being able to paint in the way you paint it's because of them...
And have you meet a person that is happy all the time?? Cause I have and they are pretty boring and stupid, and I always suspect that they're just faking jajajaja
Jajaja well I really spend a lot of time analyzing myself and everything or everyone around me, it's kind of my hobby jajajaja
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-grin- you are amazing to talk to, you know that?
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Jajaja you think so? Well thanks hun, I do my best jajajaja
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it works, you're very fun
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Mission acomplished!! 
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