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Stop fucking laughing!
All these years, I’ve waited patiently
Biting my impotent tongue
Watching your life flourish into success and happiness
In what good world, do you deserve this?
The days upon days pass by
Weeks on end
Staring into a life I will never attain
While you fixate your cold fucking gaze
Into the eyes of your husband
Someone close to you
With no other ulterior motives
Than to make you happy
You
Christine
I can barely spit out the name
God it makes me want to cry
Burn away all of the pictures
Rip apart all of the letters
Stare in unmitigated bliss
As you, and your pathetic shred of happiness
Your family
Burn and rot in your early, shallow graves

The only word that comes to mind, is abhor
I abhor the love you have
The love I couldn’t be
I abhor your daughter
As she lives an existence without worry
For however long that will last
Before I get to your driveway

God may have made you
You celestial bitch
But I will drag you into the Hell you belong
The place you will wallow in
As your lungs fill with fire and blood

I am not only enthusiastic about this
I long for it
It is a necessity
To free and release the pain within me

You have ruined me!
Look back at the trail of sorrow behind
Unbeknownst to the family you endanger
Ever so carelessly
It’s beautiful, really
The things you love most,
You will never be able to save
From your wrongdoing

Your husband will belt out for you
He will not be willing to accept
That you, the wholesome Christine
Will fall from the pillar you gloat on
Made of the defeat of others you have stepped on
Manipulated
Tormented with emotional connection
It is human nature to love,
It is demonic and deceitful
To tear it away
Like the skin covering your body
Your poor, fragile form
Torn open due to two simple words
“Goodbye, Thomas”