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Lies, deception, lack of direction.
Creating havok in my minds perception
The ties that bind need breaking away.
Thinking positively is impossible these days.
Head down, feet drag.
A sigh is the extent of my current vocab.
Need to go, have to stay.
Wondering when it will be my day
Happiness around me drags me lower.
As my plee for selfish indulgence wins over.
I shouldn't care,
but then life isnt fair.
What is bestowed within fills me with despair.
I look for answers and find only more questions.
Frustration builds from within and leeds to depression.
I see no easy way out.
A rocky path ahead is no doubt.
My mind screams as i struggle with endless thoughts.
Can see no clarity, hear no clarity nor speak with clarity.
I know no bounds to my disparity.
Must force focus.
Stay true to myself.
Overcome challenges.
Find a future goal.
Set my mind to that and ignore other peoples crap.
Take heed to close friends advice.
And begin to live life.
Find a distraction, dont dwell on the past.
Think of the future and live the present.
Keep friends close, family closer.
Help those that lent a hand when trouble was at bay.
Focus on getting through each new day.
Time will fly, memories will fade.
Before too long my mind will be made.
Signalling the end of my current decay.
Then the day will come and i will move away.
Ready for a clean slate.
Ready to take on the new challenges that await.
The thought fills me with unknown hope.
I try and retain it to help me cope.
What the future brings i may not know.
But I'll face each new day with the strengths that i know.
And force a hope that destiny shines on me.
For only time shall show

Description
Lies, deception, lack of direction.
Creating havok in my minds perception
The ties that bind need breaking away.
Thinking positively is impossible these days.
Head down, feet drag.
A sigh is the extent of my current vocab.
Need to go, have to stay.
Wondering when it will be my day
Happiness around me drags me lower.
As my plee for selfish indulgence wins over.
I shouldn't care,
but then life isnt fair.
What is bestowed within fills me with despair.
I look for answers and find only more questions.
Frustration builds from within and leeds to depression.
I see no easy way out.
A rocky path ahead is no doubt.
My mind screams as i struggle with endless thoughts.
Can see no clarity, hear no clarity nor speak with clarity.
I know no bounds to my disparity.
Must force focus.
Stay true to myself.
Overcome challenges.
Find a future goal.
Set my mind to that and ignore other peoples crap.
Take heed to close friends advice.
And begin to live life.
Find a distraction, dont dwell on the past.
Think of the future and live the present.
Keep friends close, family closer.
Help those that lent a hand when trouble was at bay.
Focus on getting through each new day.
Time will fly, memories will fade.
Before too long my mind will be made.
Signalling the end of my current decay.
Then the day will come and i will move away.
Ready for a clean slate.
Ready to take on the new challenges that await.
The thought fills me with unknown hope.
I try and retain it to help me cope.
What the future brings i may not know.
But I'll face each new day with the strengths that i know.
And force a hope that destiny shines on me.
For only time shall show