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Published: 2007-03-05 20:14:48 +0000 UTC; Views: 43; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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Description "We are going somewhere tomorrow." He says to his drugged up teen.
"Will I be coming home with you?" She already know the answer to this question.
No, she will not be coming home tomorrow or the next.
She needs help, but wont admit it.
Everyone else needs the help. The help to understand who she is and why she does the things she does.
Stubborn, mean, careless and selfish. She doesnt care about anyone but herself.
Driving to the destination she curses her father and doesnt say a word the whole way there.
She blames him for her unhappiness.
Blames his abuse. Blames his actions upon her.
Still fucked up from the night before, she wants to lash out and protest his actions once again.
But, deep down, she knows whats best.
"When good kids make bad choices" said the logo on the floor.
Where did he bring me? This thought ran over and over again in her mind.
Her intake was horrible. She threw her purse at her dad. And when it was time, she had the choice to hug her dad when he left. And for once in her life, she was able to feel the hurt.
The hurt that said she was really in need of some help.
Never in her life did she think that she would be in rehab.
Then, she gave her dad the hug goodbye, but cursed him under her breath.
For the next 9 months, she would learn much about herself.
Whats the most important and what to watch out for.
Although those 9 months were hell, she appreciates every moment.
Opens wounds were mended. Relationships grew strong.
No more did she need the chemicals. No longer did she need pills.
Happy and confident, she knows her limit.
Now she lives a more happer life.
And will never again be fooled into who she once was.
So in the end, she thinks to herself, no more is your help unwanted.
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six-feet-under [2007-03-07 07:20:06 +0000 UTC]

It scared me so much when you disappeared, but it's hard to believe that we could have lived if we hadn't quit. There are so many people I wish could learn to quit to save their lives.

We are the lucky ones.

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Volcom-Chick In reply to six-feet-under [2007-03-08 04:24:08 +0000 UTC]

I know. Im sorry my dad is such a fucking prick. You know how he is though.......

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