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Published: 2011-01-20 14:47:30 +0000 UTC; Views: 9568; Favourites: 422; Downloads: 124
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Description Loneliness

I wish it was raining
Because I hate every beautiful day
Everyone's playing outside
Having fun
Enjoying the weather

I hate it
I hate beautiful days
I hate being in a good mood
Just to pretend that everything's okay

I hate
All those fake smiles
All those people pretending to be alright
People being happy

Because I know
That I can't

It's not that I think they're not worth it
But knowing deep inside
That I'll never be like this
That I can't be like this at all
Makes my heart feel like a stone
Lying in my chest
Protesting to beat

It makes me wonder
Are there others?
Just feeling like me?
Just like me?
Alone?
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Comments: 109

Vuli9 In reply to ??? [2013-11-27 19:38:02 +0000 UTC]

It kinda makes me happy to see that people understand
Thank you

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DharienNightroad [2013-02-19 03:36:56 +0000 UTC]

Just the same feeling.

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Vuli9 In reply to DharienNightroad [2013-02-21 16:38:25 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, better times are coming... but they are not meant to stay it seems...

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Over9000Desu [2012-07-11 21:10:18 +0000 UTC]

Exactly.

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Vuli9 In reply to Over9000Desu [2012-07-12 09:32:26 +0000 UTC]

=]

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UndeadSliver [2012-05-17 16:53:22 +0000 UTC]

Being there sometime too ... your not alone

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Vuli9 In reply to UndeadSliver [2012-05-18 09:07:25 +0000 UTC]

thank you

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UndeadSliver In reply to UndeadSliver [2012-05-17 16:53:46 +0000 UTC]

It's awesome btw ^_^

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willyamPax [2012-04-17 07:42:02 +0000 UTC]

its good....
and yes your not alone

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Vuli9 In reply to willyamPax [2012-04-17 18:00:46 +0000 UTC]

thank you ^^

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brittyatba [2012-03-19 13:08:55 +0000 UTC]

love this so sweet

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Vuli9 In reply to brittyatba [2012-03-19 15:40:05 +0000 UTC]

thank you x3

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brittyatba In reply to Vuli9 [2012-03-20 13:08:33 +0000 UTC]

no problem i loved it <3

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ILOVESP4EVAR [2012-02-27 16:39:39 +0000 UTC]

Very touching :'-)

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Vuli9 In reply to ILOVESP4EVAR [2012-02-28 12:51:49 +0000 UTC]

thank you x3

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undyingworm [2012-02-12 12:50:29 +0000 UTC]

you are not the only one that feel like this

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Vuli9 In reply to undyingworm [2012-02-12 16:50:29 +0000 UTC]

good to know x3
thank you ^^

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Ivy-Bellona-16 [2011-11-24 02:24:05 +0000 UTC]

I friggin love this. The peom/song is just amazing.

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Vuli9 In reply to Ivy-Bellona-16 [2011-11-25 16:02:56 +0000 UTC]

thank you x3
It was to be a poem, but I actually try to find a proper rhythm at the moment ^^

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Ivy-Bellona-16 In reply to Vuli9 [2011-11-27 23:21:13 +0000 UTC]

^-^

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snorcack [2011-09-11 19:57:34 +0000 UTC]

feel so much the same...
so damn tired of it... will it ever end? ><

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Vuli9 In reply to snorcack [2011-09-13 17:54:43 +0000 UTC]

hmn.. I hope... we all go through rough times.. but better times come, right?
They have to, it's the world we live in, there's black and white... living in between, in grey just sucks...
Ying and Yang...

It will end. There will be someone who makes you feel better, but be sure that the one is the right person... someone you feel really comfortable with and... don't rely on him/her too much... that could be bad... jealousy is no good XD

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snorcack In reply to Vuli9 [2011-09-13 18:39:37 +0000 UTC]

yeah, i believe so, that one day everything gonna be alright, that all bad must be compensated & stuff, the worse things are now the better they will be later...i really do, it's one of the few things that keep me sane
just sometimes it seems so unreal, & i hate such moments, it sucks ><
thanks for understanding

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Vuli9 In reply to snorcack [2011-09-14 16:08:38 +0000 UTC]

yeah I understand you though... I feel the same way =S
ahhhh no prob.. that's what I'm here for, right? ^^

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techstepman [2011-09-10 00:38:11 +0000 UTC]

yeah i know the feeling...been there all my life...except from the times that i remember that loneliness is the feeling that leads you toward happyness...if you dont hit rock bottom you cant open your eyes and actually see all those people around you that are waiting for you...lovers,friends,co-workers...and sometimes even family(yeah even "those" people...)!...

its a good feeling.without it you wouldnt be able to understand a special person when it comes in your life...

anyway...if you can make yourself feel all that then that means you can achive the opposite...its just a matter of how bad you want someones company...

when i think about it,when i really needed company in my life...it was always there...

...lol...anyway i felt like i should say something with a deep meaning or whatever...nice poem...it made me feel better!

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Vuli9 In reply to techstepman [2011-09-13 17:52:47 +0000 UTC]

XD
wow, thanks for the long reply ^^
Yeah, I think pretty much the same... when you need someone.. he/she is there... but I went through times in which no one even cared.. and... well today I see it from a little different point, but it's just like you said, most of the time you have friends to rely on ^^

Loneliness sometimes is quite important to understand what it feels like to have someone company you ^^

thanks though x3

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Ckleland [2011-07-31 03:24:45 +0000 UTC]

Hey!!! i Love you, i really really do!

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Vuli9 In reply to Ckleland [2011-07-31 08:24:14 +0000 UTC]

Why?? XD
But uhm... thanks x3

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Ckleland In reply to Vuli9 [2011-08-01 01:27:41 +0000 UTC]

Dont Ask. lol. Just accept the fact that i love You

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Vuli9 In reply to Ckleland [2011-08-01 14:13:08 +0000 UTC]

Alright x3

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BloodyLucy21 [2011-07-15 12:28:44 +0000 UTC]

Too read this makes me cry
I fell exactly the same

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Vuli9 In reply to BloodyLucy21 [2011-07-15 17:09:09 +0000 UTC]

I'm always praised when someone tells me that this poem touches them, so thank you very much
Gladly I feel a little better lately

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Clayzee95 [2011-04-06 19:18:43 +0000 UTC]

absolutely beautiful :')

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Vuli9 In reply to Clayzee95 [2011-04-07 05:26:41 +0000 UTC]

thank you x3

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Clayzee95 In reply to Vuli9 [2011-04-07 15:20:39 +0000 UTC]

np

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AppleOfLove [2011-03-20 10:22:02 +0000 UTC]


Sometimes i have feelings like this

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Vuli9 In reply to AppleOfLove [2011-03-20 14:14:35 +0000 UTC]

me too =S

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charminou [2011-02-17 17:24:52 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww yeah it's how I feel sometimes... beautiful lyrics... well written...

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Vuli9 In reply to charminou [2011-02-17 17:33:47 +0000 UTC]

thanks x3

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BreeZeLeGenD [2011-02-11 15:34:34 +0000 UTC]

Your poem is really great! It's one of the deepest and meaningful lyrics I've ever read...

- Me too... I don't like pretending that everything is OK, when it's not true...
I just feel like you...

You're not lonely... Just look at the moon at night, and believe that somewhere someone looks at it, like you... then think that someone maybe thinks of the same things... and if it will bring some pleasure and happiness to you, you'll find out that sometimes people are really happy and maybe seldom, but still they really fee free and breezy...

Still... I love rainy days and dislike sunny, bright days... >

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Vuli9 In reply to BreeZeLeGenD [2011-02-11 18:10:05 +0000 UTC]

thanks so much >.<
I can't believe I can touch people so deeply ^^
Oh I did that ^^ these moments are so emotional... knowing that someone is feeling just like you ♥

I also love rainy days ^^
sunny days are... okay... but I don't really need them ^^"

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BreeZeLeGenD In reply to Vuli9 [2011-02-12 13:57:11 +0000 UTC]

My pleasure! You deserve many, many compliments. (>^_^)><(^_^<)

Why? You really can touch them Your lyrics are so deep, expressive... They make me believe in themselves and trust you, that you don't lie us, your readers.

It's so lovely, warm and great to me too... knowing the same...

Me too, my friend. I don't need them...

You know? Sometimes the sun irritates me... its brightness... overwhelming warmth... ^^^

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Vuli9 In reply to BreeZeLeGenD [2011-02-12 14:06:46 +0000 UTC]

thank you ='S
that's so touching =S
x3

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BreeZeLeGenD In reply to Vuli9 [2011-02-12 14:43:09 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! (>^_^)><(^_^<)

I really love your lyrics!

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Vuli9 In reply to BreeZeLeGenD [2011-02-12 16:06:24 +0000 UTC]

x3

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BreeZeLeGenD In reply to Vuli9 [2011-02-12 17:04:27 +0000 UTC]

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Mantyke [2011-02-03 06:28:11 +0000 UTC]

This is one of the first poems I've ever connected with.... Wow.. I love this. Such a strange feeling for me.

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Vuli9 In reply to Mantyke [2011-02-03 17:15:01 +0000 UTC]

thanks so much x3
I'm glad that I could reach you ^^

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forhanddeath11 [2011-01-26 00:03:15 +0000 UTC]

That sounds exactly like me...

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Vuli9 In reply to forhanddeath11 [2011-01-26 14:08:50 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry
but I think it is good to know that you're not the only one ^^

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