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Vuurstern β I've been waiting outside for hours by now
Published: 2014-08-27 21:02:39 +0000 UTC; Views: 971; Favourites: 65; Downloads: 0
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Was a vent related on one thing (the original text would've been different), then as I felt better about one thing it slowly became about something else.It's just hard to know where to go when I have a problem related to things I consider private. I can't just go to anyone with them, it has to be someone I know and trust (sorry random strangers with a big heart, it's just, some things aren't meant to be told to just anyone, they are just more private than others and not everyone's business). I have a few friends who I trust and I know they are great people - but some of them won't even let me switch the conversation to sad topics, or they don't take my problem serious at all and ignore/joke about it. Since they don't know any better. Some people are too busy or just not online in the moments where I need them, which is understandable. Some people I simply don't want to bother, since I know they have a lot on their mind with school and studying and all.
I understand it all, but it's hard not to be able to just for once talk about it with someone who would understand.
OH AND ALSO
I feel better right now xD My mood can swing a lot these days, it all depends on circumstances and events. Right now I'm fine.
Made with deviantART muro .
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Haha 
Love the shading on thsi one too 
Also, if you do have a problem, please never be afraid to ask ^^
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Hmm, unless they don't take you serious at all, then it just sucks.
Thank you ^^
Alright c:
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Haha that would be a bit of a bummer, yes
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you can always talk to me even during exams, I don't mind distractionsΒ
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If you're like
reaaaaaally sure of that
:'D
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I think Bienie has no eyes. I can see a little dot there but what the hell. Also I understand what you are going through.
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Her eyes are supposed to be empty here.
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I'm here for you whenever you need me, m8 :^)
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Yeeee timezones suck though
But yea I'll try to reach you next time B')
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This looks really nice, I like the lineart ^^
I'm here for you adult 
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Thank you c:
Ffff, same goes to you
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i can relate to this on a personal level right now.
i hope things get sorted out bienie. ;v;
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Ahh, really? That sucks... am here for you if I can ever help you with anything
Oh, they will. They just need time.
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hhh alright. ;v;Β
good uvu
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You are always welcome, in here, in the dark...
Just watch out for the spiders that can eat your face... What happened to your eye?
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Β *Starts searching the lab* It was brown, wasn't it? I'm sure I had a jar of them somewhere, what size are you?
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Ah yes... *opens a cupboard* oh look someone put them back where they belong, silly me *takes out jar of assorted brown eyes, opens in and fishes around inside with a pair of tongs* here we go. do you need me to install it, or can you do it yourself?
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I'll handle the rest from here, no worries
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Okay! *plonks the eye into your hand/paw* good luck!
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Hope you feel better soon Bienie 
Wish I could help but we're not really that close and I totally understand the whole too personal thing
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I'm fine now, thanks
And it's okay c:
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Can I ask you what tools you used in Muro for this piece? I use it as well but none come close to looking good at all like your work. xD
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For this piece I used the sketch tool for the lineart, but went over the lines with the brush tool (low opacity, small size, 100% softness) 
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Alright, thank you! ^-^ When I have a tablet it might look better than a mouse... But thank you for the tips. ^-^
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Perhaps! But no problem ^^
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If you want we can get closer, I can help ;3; If you need someone, I'm always on Skype <3 ;3;
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I wouldn't mind tbh ;w; Thank, I'll try to start convos more often <3
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Ye ;w; <3 It's good to see people trust me x3 And sorry if I don't start them, but I barely notice people getting online and I'm always afraid to bother xD
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Same here, same here xD I know that feeling fffff
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Well this is awkward xD
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This looks really great omg.
Sorry you're going through a rough time, I wish I could help but we don't really know each other and I can completely understand that. It's sorta' weird going to a stranger about private stuff most of the time???
At least you're feeling better atm I guess.
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Thank you, I kinda like how this looks too
Yea, it's fine though ^^ When it's just about my own silly feelings I don't mind talking about it to everyone but when it's about more serious things I'm way more cautious.
Yes c:
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I can understand that, glad you're doing better now.Β β¬8
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Loving that random 8 euros behind your comment
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Lol it's a smiley face haha, a lot of people keep getting confused by it.
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