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Published: 2014-03-15 16:55:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 1634; Favourites: 151; Downloads: 0
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Finally got one of my characters done for a flash comic I'll be doing later on. It was hard to come up with the uniform. I ended up getting inspiration from the Assassin's Creed attire. I'm still trying out different coloring techniques and I must say that I love Photoshop filters. I love using the Poster Edge filters. It gives the drawing a more comic book style like in Telltale games.I had to redraw the goggles so many times I lost count, but I absolutely love them.
The gun on the other hand was a pain in the ass. It's easy to draw those regular revolvers or the modern magazine clip ones, but a flintlock was hard. Mainly because of the positioning of the trigger and the cock compared to how the grip is extended and curved. I don't even know if I got the proportioning right. 
But I decided to model the gun after a Queen Anne pistol (which he has two). It's going to be a bit more modernized when it comes to reloading, though. 
Anyway, I'm not gonna tell you what D.L. stands for except for the fact that it's an abbreviation for the title. You're welcome to guess, though
Oh and as you can tell, I'm going to be using vibrant colors a lot in this ;D I think mainly green, blue, and red I'll make vibrant. But, all of the characters eyes will definitely be vibrant colors.
Artwork and character (c) Vyndicare
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Make me hate myself even more... You still don't understand depression, and are using this opportunity to make me feel worse!!!!!! ACCORDING TO YOU, ITS STILL MY FAULT!!!!!!! STANDING ALONE, WATCHING HER BE HAPPY, ITS ALLLS TILL MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH, IM THE BAD ONE!!!!!! IM THE HORRIBLE ONE!!!!!!! SORRY FOR HAVING HUGE ANXIETY PROBLEMS!!!!!!! SORRY FOR HAVING NO FEELINGS OF WORTHINESS!@!!!!!!!! SORRY FOR BEING PISSED OFFF!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH, YOU REALLY ARE UNDERSTANDING1!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVERYTHING IS MY FAULT!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTYHING!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING!!@!!!!!! EERYTHING!!!!!!! EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHGING!!!!!!!!! EVERYTHING!!!!!!! EVERYTHING!!!!!!!! EVERYTIHNG!!!!!! EVERYTHING!!!!!! EVERYTHING!!!!!!!
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I NEVER SAID IT WAS YOUR FUCKING FAULT!!!!! I'M JUST SAYING THAT MAYBE YOU NEED TO TAKE THE INITIATIVE AND CONFRONT HER FACE TO FACE!!!!! STOP YELLING AT ME FOR TRYING TO HELP YOU!!! WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU!!!????? WHY THE HELL WOULD I TRY TO EVEN HURT YOU!!!!????? STOP SLAPPING ME WITH ALL THESE ACCUSATIONS AND INSULTS!!!! I'M TRYING TO HELP YOU FOR FUCKS SAKE BUT YOU TAKE WHATEVER I SAY THE WRONG WAY!!!! ALL YOU EVER DO IS LASH OUT ON ME FOR YOUR PROBLEMS!!!! I TOLD YOU I'M NOT ONE FOR PRYING BUT YOU COULD TELL ME IF YOU WANTED TO,YES, BUT WHEN THE FUCK DO I EVER LASH OUT ON YOU FOR MY PROBLEMS!!!??? WHAT GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO TAKE EVERYTHING OUT ON ME!!!!??? I'M NOT YOUR PUNCHING BAG AND IF THIS IS ALL YOU'RE GOING TO DO THEN FUCK OFF!!!! I'M TIRED OF YOU YELLING AT ME FOR TRYING!! I'M TIRED OF YOU TWISTING MY WORDS TO MAKE ME THE BAD GUY!!! I'M TIRED OF YOU ACCUSING AND INSULTING ME!!! WHAT HAVE I EVER DONE TO YOU TO DESERVE ALL OF YOUR HARSH WORDS!!!!???................
.... What did I ever do to you...? I'm sure you're thinking that I have other things to do that I think are more important than this... but if that were true, I wouldn't be having this conversation with you. If you weren't important, I wouldn't be trying to help you. If you weren't important, why would I be talking to you in the first place? You accuse me of thinking you are unimportant... You don't know me at all... Give me one good reason why I would think you're an unimportant person. Why the hell would you think that low of me? I care about people and their well being and I try to help as best as I can. But being shut down like this-like what you're doing to me-is horrible.... If you're going to keep yelling at me for not understanding or caring, then take it somewhere else, because I don't wish to be yelled at anymore for taking the time to try to help you....
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Because I'm weak, defenseless, worthless, replaceable, stupid, angry, and one big disappointment. These all were all proven true when Emily revealed her true self to me. If she could leave and replace me, a person who once said if I tried to kill myself she would run to my house to stop me, with others, why wouldn't you? If my best friend leaves me, ignores me, without as much of a reason why, why wouldn't some stranger who lives all the way in Texas?? How do I know she's being honest, and Isn't just using me for god-knows what? I'm afraid of being alone, of being replaced, of being left behind..... Why would she do this to me )':,,,,,,
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That's the thing. I'm not her. Why should I? Why should I leave when there's someone I've known for some time, compared to other people on this site, that is need of help. I'm not her. You should very much well know that. I'm not the kind of person to leave for no good reason. My ex had a sort of depression, but that's not why I left, he was self centered and didn't care about anyone. He would laugh at others torment. There's more of course, but this isn't about me. I may not fully understand depression, but I do understand the feeling of loneliness. I hate too. It's horrible. It makes you feel as if there's no one there that gives a damn about you. You can't treat every person the same based on what's happened in the past. Every person is different and reacts differently to everything. What makes you think that I'm that kind of person to desert someone like that?
Btw you can't tell if she is unless you confront her. It's best to face her when she's alone and not with all of her friends, that way she isn't pressured by her peers. But you don't have to if you don't want to. It's just what I would do
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If I keep doing this, I know she'll tell the school, and I'll get into trouble for harassment. I'm not doing too good in school, I don't want a suspension/ticket and do worse....
Why are you still here, then? There are others far more worse off than I am, why not help them and make them feel better? What have I done to deserve to feel good?
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Oh I see.. The only thing I can think of is to let the tension die down a little and then possibly confront her.
Why don't you deserve to feel good? Everyone deserves it. I don't go around looking for people to help. If I see it happen, I will. I know I can't tend to everyone, but I try to help those in need. The other day I had to help out this one girl. She had a medical condition and her parents wouldn't believe whatever she said. Claimed it was all in her head. She needed advice and made it pretty clear that she was afraid that her parents wouldn't believe her and that she would die.
Point being, I don't go looking for those in need. I help those that I know of. Why should I ignore someone in need?
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GOD FUCKING DAMMIT, STOP ASKING ME SHIT!!@!!!!!!!!! I OBVIOUSLY DON'T KNOW, AND WHETHER ITS RHETORICAL OR NOT, STOP IT!~!!!!!!!!!! 2000000000 FUCKING QUESTIONS EVERY RESPONSE!!!!!!!! DO YOU EXPECT ME TO ANSWER ANY OF THEWM1!?!?!?!?!?! NO1?!?!??!?!?! THEN STOP ASKING ME!!!!!!!!!!
Great, a girl may die!!!!!! THAT'S REALLY CHEERING ME UP1!!!!!! THAT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER!!!!!!! WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME MORE SAD STORIES, AND PUNCH ME WHJILE YOU'RE AT IT!?!!?!?!? ALL OF THIS IS REALLY HELPING!@!!!!!!!!!! GREEEEEEAAAAT, A GIRL MAY DIE!@!!!!!! WHY NOT JUST GIVE ME HER CONDITION, I OBVIOUSLY DESERVE TO DIE!!!!!! WHY ELSE WOULD YOU TELL ME ALL OF THIS SAD SHIT!??!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?
So I'm only getting help because I'm human..... Nothing about me, nothing I've done, nothing about my personality, just because I'm human..... That makes me feel special, and worthy.... I'm just like everyone else....
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*sigh... If you want me to stop talking all you have to do is say so. I'm obviously hurting you no matter what I say. I can tell that I hardly matter to you, so obviously my words are no different. You aren't listening and you're speaking through your emotions instead of your mind. But it doesn't matter, right?...
SO WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!????????????????????????????????????
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A friend who makes me feel special, who won't m ake me feel replaceable....
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Well what do you me to do!? You turn down anything I say as if you don't want to hear it or if it just doesn't matter. I can't do anything if all you do is lash out at me!
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I'm never allowed to express my angers!!! If I do, I'll be ignored by others, which makes me angry! I'll be told I'm wrong! I'll be left all alone!
I'm never allowed to express my true opinions on things... If I do, I'll be hated. I can't say things about "popular" things without being called an idiot (For example, I don't like Black Sabbath.... At all. Just like most music from the 1970s, too quiet and boring for my liking) And I'll be told my opinions don't matter...
My friends.... Wait, I don't have any friends....
This girl I know pissess me off so fucking much. All she does is sleep all fucking day, and never fixes her health. And when I try to get her to help herself, her fucking excuse is that she likes it, or others have bigger problems so it doesn't matter. OKAY, I HOPE YOU END UP IN A FUCKING COMA!!!!!!!!! I TELL YOU COUNTLESS TIMES, AND TRY TO HELP YOU, BUT ALL YOU FUCKING DO IS IGNORE M1!!!!!!!!!! OKAY, WE'RE NOT FRIENDS!!!!!!! A FRIEND WOULD LISTEN, NOT FUCKING IGNORE EVERYTHING I SAY JUST BECAUSEJ;ADSFJ;KDSF'[O]OFEWEIRWWRF SDAFUOILAJSFDLFDLKSDLSDLFD FUCK IYT!!!@!@!@!!!!@ FGDF'[AFSSKASF FUCK HER!~ FUCK HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
There's always so much hatred and violence, and the only advice I'm given by others is to "get over it" "accept that there's bad things in the world". GREAT, I'LL JUST FOLLOW THEIR EXAMPLE AND BE APATHETIC TO THE PAIN IN THE WORLD!!!!
I feel worthless
I hate myself more and more everyday
I'm not important; I'm replaceable
I'm an idiot
I'm expected to take everyone's bullshit, and do absolutely nothing about it. If I do, I'm told a flock of shit about how I'm stupid, how I should do "..." and "...", and how I'm wrong.
Everyone but me is allowed to be angry, and express their views. They're right, and I'm wrong.....
I'm made fun of. EVERY. FUCKING. DAY. And what do people do when they see it? NOTHING! ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING!!!! and what happens when I do the same, out of anger? I GET SHIT TOSSED AT ME BY EVERYONE AND THEIR FUCKING MOTHER ABOUT HOW I'M A BAD, HORRIBLE, STUPID PERSON!!!!!!1 NOBODY HELPS ME!!!! NOBODY (especially on Minecraft, but I'm banned from that shitty area, so whatever)
I want to die.
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If I told you I understand.. I'd be lying. This won't be rhetorical, but can you tell me if I have ever said that you were "stupid", "not important", "replaceable", "an idiot", "worthless" or all those other things? Do you think that I would? Have I not tried to help you...? These aren't rhetorical questions.
I can say that I understand what it's like to be made fun of and then lashed at when I try to fight back. That ended when I got into high school though.. So I'm not sure what it's like to be bullied in high school. And I'm sorry that those people do that to you.
Like you I wish to rid the world of pain and violence, but I'm one of those people that won't be missed when I'm gone.. no one pays attention to me either so whatever I say is just a mere whisper that's too faint to hear no matter how loud I scream. So I can't do much about it.
Don't wish to die. Because it might get better. You never know.
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Depression
You won't feel it
It can't be exposed
It knows all we're taught
and will contradict every worth
We become it's biggest addict
It has no faith
It has no love
It comes too late into the age
And chokes all who feel it hang
To evict us from our home
Without a fault
Without a soul
It's nothing we should know
Guilty of sitting alone
Holding what others deserve
No scentful taste
No present fears
Only a desire to disappear
Don't reach for the brightest hand
Just crawl away
Without ears
To some a magicians hoax
Without aΒ friend for fun
The thought will never come
To those who never know
It forever persists
It will never leave
While we can't be saved
And with nothing to be
At our core we're not gone
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I'm sorry that depression is eating you away. All I can say is: Fight back. Fight back or you'll let it consume you. I'm pretty sure you don't want it to. It's hard and practically impossible for you, but try is all I can say. We've been through this so many times I've run out of things to say....
Not much use to you. It seems I hurt you more than help.. So why you still choose to talk to someone who seems to only make it worse is beyond what I know...
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I don't wanna be alone. Any hate you give me, it's only escalated from what is already in my mind from other experiences. I feel you can be a good friend.....
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I know you don't. Not many people do. I wasn't really trying to hate on you, I was trying to get you to understand, but ... you wouldn't listen. You would end up thinking the opposite of what I meant. You're a good person, really. You just have a slight temper..
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It's all right. I get it, you just needed to vent. Ot's fine really.
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What did your boyfriend do to make you break up with him, if you don't mind telling.
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Aside from the fact that I realized he was pretty morbid to everyone.. I was just never happy with him. He never had anything good to say about anyone unless it was our friends. He never gave "outsiders" a chance. Plus he had no manners and he would NEVER listen to me. He expected me to do things for him and blames me for not fixing his problems, claiming I "didn't try hard enough". He was also clingy. I'm not much of a person who loves to be surrounded by people. He was just... always there. Overprotective. And gets jealous whenever I mention my best guy friend, Matt. He says that because he's a redneck and a jock that he's all the same as the rest of those womanizers. But he's not. I've known both of them for 5 years. I mean, Matt is a flirt but that's just his personality. Anyway, he didn't trust many people and would always talk about the same things. A hitlist to rid the bad people from the world, alcohol, and some other guy shit. I just couldn't take all of his negativity and well.. annoyingness. I just wasn't happy being around him, so why stay... now I found out he lost my necklace. He owes me $20
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Huh, I'm really clingy...
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I mean, everywhere I went he was there.. kinda creepy-like too
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Well, not like that... If I see somebody I like, I'll go up to them..
Sigh... www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcKFnGβ¦
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Well that's good. At least you're brave enough to do something unlike my spineless ex. Did I mention that he's also intimidated by me? He's not the only one though. I even accidentally intimidated my teacher.
Damn.. that song..
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Huh, I wish I could intimidate others. It'd probably get them off my ass, and make them stop pissing me off. Well, I do have anxiety issues, but in general if I, say, saw you just walking around, I'd run up to say high. Emily, at least right now, eeeh..... No.
Did you like it?
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Yeah I don't even say anything. It's just this look I have. You know how you said the character looks like he's saying "I don't give a shit?" Well that's practically what my expression is when I get annoyed which then intimidates people. Especially guys, considering I get violent.
I'd probably have a WTF look considering I wouldn't know it was you XD
Yup :3
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That's the face I usually have.... And people say I'm high -_-
What'd you like about it?
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Oh god ._.
Mainly the music. The sound I guess you could say. Not a bit of a fan of the vocals.. sorry :\
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Try this:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=TZThOsβ¦
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It's good but it isn't the kind of music I would listen to
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Why do I bother trying...
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I'm more into upbeat music
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Yeah pop crap as in Lady Gaga, Kesha, Justin Beiber and all those other pop singers.
It's just taste in music. I never said I thought it was terrible. It's a good song I have nothing your kind of music but I just don't listen to a lot of that stuff. It's just my opinion.
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Β I'm not arguing with you, I don't understand why you're arguing with me...
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I'm not trying to argue with you. I'm just stating what music I like
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No you didn't, you didn't give me any band names. Just saying what you dislike -_- Great.
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Yeah I did I said I like upbeat rock music. Fine here are some bands I like: Linkin Park, Shinedown, Green Day, 30 Seconds to Mars, Icon for Hire, Egypt Central, Bullet for My Valantine, and so much more.
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We share 3 bands (LP, GD, EC). I wish it wasn't so hard for me to get into music...
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I just recently got into Linkin Park and Egypt Central. My friend got me into Green Day awhile ago when she was playing Green Day Rock Band
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Okay what -_- Why does everyone have to always be so selfish to me?? I tell them my problems, and all they ever do is tell me their problems, or how GREEEEAAAAAAAAAT their lives are -_- ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME ME MEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEME
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What the hell did I do? I just stated when I started liking the bands. What are you yelling at me for!? Don't start this again...
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I'm venting, don't interfere!
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