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Wal-Yka — What I have to change

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Description Hello ppl ♥

So maybe some of you noticed that I deleted everything, so I think I have to explain you why. First, I apologize for my english, maybe you don't understand everything... (so if there's something, ask me)

• Well, the first reason is that I became like jaded about my Ocs. I mean I change so much time Louana and now I think I don't said that she is Louana (you see), she's nothing to do with the first Louana, I created when I was young and now.... I don't know... (she looked like to this : ekladata.com/MwE_V_SIWk8znfcJo… -sorry but those colors omg....-). Moreover, now when I do an OC at the end I'm not proud of it 'cause I always hesitate, afraid to do her/him too powerful, too smart etc... At least, I didn't do my oc how I like them... So I'm not motivated to do them... Beside, I have now less than 20 Ocs but I have the impression that I have too much x) I always want to developp their own story and ant the begining of their story they have an appearance but at the end when I work on their story their appearance change in my mind.... It's so frustrating because What I have to do uurh ? 
That's the first point

• Secondly, do you see the drawing above ? That's  my art too... And today I do more tranditional art, drawing, painting.... But I never post it on DA 'cause I think that most of you watch me because I have an Oc on this or this fandom and, the art I do are nothing to do with my Oc and I'm affraid to bore you (and I think this account it's just for my Oc). But I want improve myself in traditionnal art so... I still do edit, don't worry for those who have collab' with me~ I never post my traditionnal art here and everything is on instagram (but nobody except my beautiful pineapple huhu ♥ have my instagram, But if you want : w_alvys) But I want to show you my art.... So, again, I don't what to do xD

•Finally, drawing, edit is for me an hobby, my dream is to write a novel (I mean, real novel with mort than 600 per volume huhu) but I passed all of my time to draw, to do edit.... and I didn't progress in my project.... 

To conclude ( :run: ) I think I need time to reflect about what I REALLY want for me, for me art and my project
But don't worry, you'll see my Oc again, I'll do all of my tag & collab', I'll still comment your art etc...

Love you, thanks to support me ♥
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Comments: 15

S0KK0 [2016-07-13 07:02:10 +0000 UTC]

Uhhh! This was such a big news! QAQ I don't know where to start and
I don't know how can I survive not seeing your art since I have no instragram account... ;__;
I might do one just for seeing your art xD
I'm honestly very surprised right now and a little annoyed to myself that I didn't see this earlier..
I have so many watch messages in my mail box that it took long to get here~
Anyway, this comment is not so long you might expect after me saying that I'm writing a long comment,
because I had to start over when things got too complicated. I want to keep this very simple and
understandable. Idk, if I'm ever understandable with these poor English skills I have xD ahhahh
What I want to say to you is that it made me feel sad when you are jaded about your OCs and seeing that
you deleted all the pictures from your gallery. But what I am really happy about, is that you are following your 
own dream. It's what made me forget the previously mentioned facts for a little time. It is so happy to hear
that you have a dream that I can support you with these (hopefully) encourage words! I wish that
I could someday read a novel where's your name in it! I know you can do it, Louise! 
And I know you want it real, 'cause I know how it feel like to let go these kind of things for a dream.
I have leaved Sokko two times for my dream to become an employee in animated movies and
I've always regretted and come back. I hope that if you ever will regret your choice and want to return the way it was,
I want you to know that you are always welcome! ♥ ^^ 
I also read Martyrous 's comment (the long one is that I mean xD) dammit, Marty! it took so much time to read it!!! x"D
I agree so much what she said! There are some parts that I want to conclude to here and say what I think

"If you create an OC and you know: "OMG, I have 734234723 other OCs to create too!",
then just do it step by step, don't take too much stress and don't think about it AND worry about it! ♥♥"

Yep! This is just what I had learned about character and story design through my road with Sokko and From vast seas.
I recommend all who has a problem with pressure under designing and creating OCs and stuff that this is the great advice to 
follow! First step at creating something is to fave fun. Try something new, something old... Maybe mix things up and HAVE FUN with it! XD
Then you can have a base that you like yourself and see it as your own thing. 
This is also something that I can say as advice to life as a dream follower. Just have some fun, it doesn't have to be serious and misery ; )

"I also have to say, that I really like you traditional art! I like this piece here a lot, it's really beautiful, the motive AND the traditional way you drew it! It would be a waste not to upload it here too, doesn't matter what you do here, you should improve your art as you said and show it us! ♥"
No additions here! ;D I have just the same words! 

As I said before, I will support you! What ever you will do, I will! And if you are in trouble or need help someday,
tell me and I will try my best to support and help you whit it too!
With love and another hurting fingers,
I will suddenly end this comment
now.

 

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Wal-Yka In reply to S0KK0 [2016-07-13 20:14:36 +0000 UTC]

Ahah you don't have to you know x) (I put some piece on Facebook but less than on instagram c: )
Don't worry for this, I understand  

I awlays undestand you ahah x) And yes I thought that it was a long comment, more than this c:

I'm sorry to made you feel sad, that was my goal
omg thank you to support me ♥ 
Personnaly, I wish that someday, when I watch a Disney movie ('cause even whan I'll be grandma I'll watch Dinsey movie) I could see your name in it too ! ♥
For the moment I'm working on my book, I wrote only 300 words in two mounths ahaha.... x) But I'm always thinking about my Ocs at the same time, I can't leave them, espacially Louana & Ayoka, but at the same time I have so muuuch character to think for my novel... 

Thank, I Think I'll follow your advice and have fun when I'll create new Ocs ! 
Thank you, really, even if I didn't reply to each sentences I'm really grateful ♥

Thank you so much ;; I'll support you to ! I can do the same thing to you ! If you need help or you're in trouble just tell me, I'll be here for you ! ♥

 

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mvrtyrii In reply to S0KK0 [2016-07-13 15:55:19 +0000 UTC]

Bae, you read my long as hell comment? AND SURVIVED???
YOU ARE AN EMPLOYEE IN ANIMATED MOVIES!?
You're my hero, Sokko.


♥♥♥♥

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S0KK0 In reply to mvrtyrii [2016-07-13 17:02:34 +0000 UTC]

AAAAH!
Yea! I couldn't help reading it x'D

Naah, I'm not yet~ I'm just a student right now.
But I will be somebay~   !!!!
I hope :'D

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mvrtyrii [2016-07-12 17:07:14 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry for spaming you!!

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Wal-Yka In reply to mvrtyrii [2016-07-12 17:14:06 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry >< Sorry for my late reply, I wasn't at home and I didn't have time to reply but I read all of you comment and I want to thank you for this
I'll reply tonight or tomorrow ♥

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mvrtyrii In reply to Wal-Yka [2016-07-12 17:16:33 +0000 UTC]

Ohhh, okay!!
I was worried that I maybe wrote TOO much and aaah.
Okay, no problem! ♥

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S0KK0 [2016-07-12 06:40:23 +0000 UTC]

*writing a long comment here :"D*

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Wal-Yka In reply to S0KK0 [2016-07-12 11:34:56 +0000 UTC]

*preparing herself to read a novel*

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mvrtyrii [2016-07-08 17:01:31 +0000 UTC]

You didn't ask me, but I'll tell you what I think about your statement! ♥

First I need to say/write, that I understand you very good!
I had such a time too, when I changed my fandom into Creepypasta,
I started neglect my One Piece OCs and I also started to avoid the One Piece fandome,
because I was tired of OP and I didn't liked it anymore. Ugh.
THEN came the time when I was tired of Creepypasta too and so I had no fandom
to draw for anymore. D:
Okay, okay. That everything is really not interesting! The main thing I wanted to tell you is,
that I know how it is to dislike the own OCs. For ANY reason.
I had different reasons than you, so, I wanna tell yo something:

"I mean I change so much time Louana and now I think I don't said that she is Louana (you see), she's nothing to do with the first Louana, I created when I was young and now.... I don't know..."

You know how often I changed Sheera?
I created Sheera when I was nine years old. Yes, eight years ago!
And I can tell you that I've changed her over ten times. COMPLETELY!
And the only things what remain were her red hair color and that she was the captain of a crew!
I found HER, her character and her powers in the last two years and in the last year
I was ready to say: Yep, Sheera is finished!
It took me right years to say that! I was always unhappy with her, she was so unperfect so bad, so pathetic developed, blablabla.
I don't wanna tell you something sad about my past or whatever. I wanna tell you, that I was in your case too!
And I think you'll find your OCs again, especially your main character!
I went through this too and now I am happy! ... Eight years later.

"Moreover, now when I do an OC at the end I'm not proud of it 'cause I always hesitate, afraid to do her/him too powerful, too smart etc... At least, I didn't do my oc how I like them... "

Yep, yep. That was the thing I mentioned in my last journal as you read!
I really think you should FIRST do what you want, THEN you can think about
the pros or cons about your character. I mean, it's easy said "to give a damn of haters",
but actually it isn't that easy, I know. D:
So, if you feel better, when you create an OC, who's not too powerfull, not too smart, whatever - Then first create your OC as YOU want, then be open for more ideas! I hope you can understand. I'm so sorry, English isn't my first language!
Maybe, if you ever want help, then ask people to help! If you're too afraid to create an OCs for whatever-reasons, then ask other dudes to help you! ♥


"Beside, I have now less than 20 Ocs but I have the impression that I have too much x) I always want to developp their own story and ant the begining of their story they have an appearance but at the end when I work on their story their appearance change in my mind."

So, dear. Just lemme count MY OCs... 24 in One Piece, one in Blue Exorcist, a WHOLE village in Naruto + three main OCs, two in Dragonball, three more in Final Fantasy ... This would be about 104 OCs!
Okay, no jokes. I have 24 ACTIVE!! OCs in One Piece and two active OCs in Naruto. I need to care about them, to keep them alive and stuff and I also understand you here!! I'm not better in creating 3248234203420 OCs!
I also had this problem and retrospective I can tell you that you shouldn't think too much about it! Just let this be water under the bridge and just do it.
If you create an OC and you know: "OMG, I have 734234723 other OCs to create too!", then just do it step by step, don't take too much stress and don't think about it AND worry about it! ♥♥
If the appereances change - okay! If the stories change - okay! Just take it as it comes! ♥ I know what I write, I have a whole crew to care about and it took more eight years too to finally finish them!!



SO, let's move forward!

"But I never post it on DA 'cause I think that most of you watch me because I have an Oc on this or this fandom and, the art I do are nothing to do with my Oc and I'm affraid to bore you"

Bae, I kinda think you shoul post want YOU want on your page!! x3 At the beginning I was like that too... But then I just did it. In the end I have a huge community watching me for me OP OCs, for my Creepypasta Art, for my personal traditional art, etc. ♥
Don't do what you think your watchers like. Do what YOU like! And you'll see your watchers start to like it too, because of that reason they watched you. Because of YOU and YOUR ART! c:
You don't bore them, believe me. In all the polls I made [when I had core membership ... ;_;] I ask my watchers why are they watching me. It was like: 20 percent OP OCS, 30 percent Creepypasta & Horror and the rest - 50 percent - because of my art. And I think with you it's the same like me! ♥

I also have to say, that I really like you traditional art! I like this piece here a lot, it's really beautiful, the motive AND the traditional way you drew it! It would be a waste not to upload it here too, doesn't matter what you do here, you should improve your art as you said and show it us! ♥


And last but not least: You should do what you want. Don't see Deviantart as an obligation. See it as a possibility to show your personal art.
If you need more time for your novel, then do it and it doesn't matter what is here, just do what you want. ♥

Okay, I'm done now, my fingers hurt.
I hope I could help you! I didn't want to sound like a mommy: Mimimi, do this, do this, etc.
But like an idiot, who experienced this stuff and I wanted you to tell that I think you will get this! ♥

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Wal-Yka In reply to mvrtyrii [2016-07-13 13:37:46 +0000 UTC]

Sooooo x)
First, thank you for your comment, omg even if I didn't ask I'm so glad that you do and took time to wrote a long comment ♥

Beside,
Ahah I know it too... I change my fandom so much time, and at the end I had no fandom x)

Ahah Louana just keep her blond hair & blue eyes x) 
But I can't say that she's finished for the moment 'cause I'm not proud of what she is, I think I have to work on her again. 
It's weird 'cause the first time I did Louana, when I just created her, I was really proud of her and I thought I'll never change her x)
That's why I wanna work on her before post some picture again, but I hope I'll finish her before eight years but that's sure she'll change again x)


Yes that's it. And it's maybe the first reason why I decide to take a break from DA x) 'Cause I want to work on my oc without all of the comment, just for me. And I always ask to friend if my oc is not too much something x) 
And don't worry, English isn't my first language too x) I understand you perfectly

OMG 104 Oc... I'm impressed x)
Ahah Ok, I'll try to do it thanks ♥ (you'll have an invasion of oc made by me x) :run: )
You've a crew I have a family x) (like donquixote family c: )
Thank you for your support words ;; ♥

Ahah I hope you're right here x)
Anyway in the future I intend to post some of traditional piece~ They're my art too, and if some people unwatch me for this too bad for them :run: 

Uuh thank you so much ♥ The other traditional piece are more simple, that's why I choose the whale, it's my fav' for the moment x)
But one day, I hope at the end of summer, I'll upload new piece
Thank you so much for your word ♥♥ You don't know how they encourage me ♥

That's why I do a break now, in two mounth I wrote only 300 words that's so pathetic omg x) 
And I'll do what I want ♥

Don't worry, you make me feel better you know ? Really 
Thank you for this ♥♥
I don't really know how to thank you, except said "thank you" omg x) ♥

omg my reply is so short comparative to your comment I'm sorry ><

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mvrtyrii In reply to Wal-Yka [2016-07-13 16:36:50 +0000 UTC]

It was my pleasure. ♥♥
To read your statement was interesting and
sometimes I wanna help, even if my help isn't wanted.

OMG. I know that feeling! The first Sheera was the best. At THAT time.
When I think back I am like: What the hell was wrong with me!?
I'd really like to see how you'll change Lou!
Considering the fact that it would be interesting to watch the development of the character & your art skills. ♥♥

I am glad you think so! ♥♥
As long as you're motivated the future brings many nice stuff
and I hope to see soon more of your art. ♥

You're very welcome. <3

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Wal-Yka In reply to mvrtyrii [2016-07-14 16:12:31 +0000 UTC]

Ahah And I'm so grateful for your comment and help ♥♥

OMG That's it ! Really ! The same thing to me ! First Lou loved pink stuff and she though she was the best and now I'm just 'how I could thing that she was the best wtf ?"
Ahahah Thank you so much ♥♥ (spoil : She'll maybe become a tatooer)
Really, omg thank you ♥

Ahaha I hope too :run: 

Aaah I can't stop to thank you ahah ♥
Big hug ! ♥♥

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Tembros [2016-07-07 20:28:54 +0000 UTC]

J'ai presque rien compris parce que je suis naze en anglais mais je te supporte *^* *pan* Prends le temps de réfléchir puis voilà ♡♡♡

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Wal-Yka In reply to Tembros [2016-07-07 20:34:39 +0000 UTC]

Ahah et moi j'ai du mal à l'exprimer en français (<-Normal xD)
Mais merci beaucoup ♥

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