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Your questions asked.
My answers masked.
You'll tell your story.
"Why won't you tell me Kori?"

I'm afraid of me,
Pure and simply me.
I just don't want you to leave.
But I'll make you heave.

I'll disgust you.
You'll be one of the few.
So I'll find myself a gun.
I'll go and take a “Run”.

Take a walk, in a shaded wood.
Pulling up my own blackened hood.
Have my bullet. The guns armed and ready.
Only one bullet with five chambers empty.

Spin the chambers, round and round.
Of this gun, I've newly found.
I want to wish you a sweet good bye.
Here goes my first try.

Put the bottle to my brain.
Under a moon on the wane.
The shimmering light
Says to say Goodnight.

Click.

Empty chamber. Nothing yet. Not tonight.
Fate won't go down without a fight.
I have another try.
In this gun of mine.

One more time, I have a go.
Trying to put myself under stone.
Wishing to be in the ground,
just flesh and bone.

Tempting fate, I dance this dance.
My heads reeling, my heart can't.
I know they'll hate me for this,
But I won't live like this.

Shaft to my temple,
smiling, showing off my dimples.
Take two, here we go.
I take my final blow.

A breath of air, fills my lungs.
My mind is healing, my thoughts now hung.
I pull the trigger, my final time.
And shatter this heart of mine.