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xiao-speck — Heart of the Sphinx

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Published: 2014-10-05 20:49:13 +0000 UTC; Views: 4398; Favourites: 511; Downloads: 46
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Description So I was all like "yup, gonna draw some happy pictures now!"
BUT THEN I WATCHED ZANKYOU NO TERROR AND ITS LIKE LOL NOPE YOU WILL FOREVER BE SAD NOW.
         
But seriously, that anime fucked me up so bad.... my heart still breaks every time just thinking bout it..... sobs SOBS SOBS SOBS.




(p.s. 5:20 in chinese is used to say "I love you". A little chinese lesson there for all who are wondering bout those random numbers.)
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Comments: 66

xiao-speck In reply to ??? [2015-05-17 06:36:51 +0000 UTC]

lol yeah i felt soooo sad for sooo long after i finished watching it T.T 

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bobby-os In reply to xiao-speck [2015-05-17 06:46:07 +0000 UTC]

i cried so hard man....dude i can't even look at twelve once without..... ;v; ...just.....feels man... ugh. Seeing 12 gives me 12 feels...then they turn into 9 feels...and then there's hisalisa feels....maaan I hate this anime x'DD

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xiao-speck In reply to bobby-os [2015-06-03 02:28:00 +0000 UTC]

lololol I know right?????
Like honestly my heart still feels funny when I listen to the ending song. Oh man. T.T

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suyuku-san [2014-11-24 03:10:47 +0000 UTC]

this speaks a lot to me, this looks truly lovely and it says a lot more then I can write (and I'm a writer! ) anyway I love the colors and the emotions I get from this

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xiao-speck In reply to suyuku-san [2014-11-24 03:41:53 +0000 UTC]

thank you!
this was done when i was feeling pretty emotional, so i'm really glad it went through XD

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suyuku-san In reply to xiao-speck [2014-11-24 03:55:20 +0000 UTC]

It did by chance are you still doing commissions? (sorry for asking that in that in the comments)

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xiao-speck In reply to suyuku-san [2014-11-24 03:59:42 +0000 UTC]

yeah =v= 
I kind of just let people ask me about it, and tell me what they want XD

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heophtia [2014-11-15 04:38:20 +0000 UTC]

This is beautiful <3 But yeah, I COULDN'T STOP CRYING AFTER I FINISHED IT I LIKE DIED FOR 5 LIGHT YEARS LIKE OMG it was just amazing ;-;  

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xiao-speck In reply to heophtia [2014-11-18 18:20:23 +0000 UTC]

ahhh yeah that was such a painful experience T.T

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Sachi-pon [2014-10-23 01:01:27 +0000 UTC]

i love all the details on the coloring, especially the skin and hair. this pic is full of emotion... amazing

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xiao-speck In reply to Sachi-pon [2014-10-23 01:12:55 +0000 UTC]

haha thanks! I'm happy that you like it XD

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coraajna [2014-10-11 22:23:32 +0000 UTC]

Outstanding work!!!  

Sorry you cried.   But hey, sadness inspires great art work!

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xiao-speck In reply to coraajna [2014-10-12 05:08:10 +0000 UTC]

hahaha yeah XD
though I really wished they could have made it less like... depressing... and hopeless.... idk T.T

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coraajna In reply to xiao-speck [2014-10-12 13:45:08 +0000 UTC]

 

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xiao-speck In reply to coraajna [2014-10-12 16:04:04 +0000 UTC]

yeah that was pretty much me while watching it LOL

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coraajna In reply to xiao-speck [2014-10-13 13:45:30 +0000 UTC]

 

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Lomeka [2014-10-09 05:17:19 +0000 UTC]

Oh god I didn't complete the anime .
but you and my friends give the feel that the ending is so sad ;-;
gotta complete it right away!

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xiao-speck In reply to Lomeka [2014-10-09 14:37:06 +0000 UTC]

hahaa i know right, I wasn't actually planning to finish it till i realized what happens, then I'm just like, I've gotta see how it happened or else I'm never getting over it XD

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Lomeka In reply to xiao-speck [2014-10-14 13:02:48 +0000 UTC]

Oooh i've seen the end
what is this end ;-;
i think I'm cursed cause most of the characters i like end up dead  

i really liked tweelve why did they killed him like this   

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xiao-speck In reply to Lomeka [2014-10-14 20:32:05 +0000 UTC]

OH MY GOD YEAH ME TOO, ALL THE CHARACTERS I FALL IN LOVE WTIH DIE
its so sad T.T

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Lomeka In reply to xiao-speck [2014-10-16 18:15:45 +0000 UTC]

So we're friends in this curse   
so so sad friend T^T

believe me there's a guy at a new anime when i was just thinking about making him my fav character his luck turned from good to bad and it looks like he's going to die .... Ugh i just hate my self …

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xiao-speck In reply to Lomeka [2014-10-16 23:33:34 +0000 UTC]

awww, quick! find a new love!!!

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Lomeka In reply to xiao-speck [2014-11-15 14:36:12 +0000 UTC]

I'll try, and will hope that he stays a life

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nackmu [2014-10-09 05:14:11 +0000 UTC]

looks amazingly.... surrealiste ^^

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xiao-speck In reply to nackmu [2014-10-09 14:37:14 +0000 UTC]

hehe thanks XD

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Alice1236 [2014-10-07 20:44:53 +0000 UTC]

NO 

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xiao-speck In reply to Alice1236 [2014-10-08 01:30:52 +0000 UTC]

yes?

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Alice1236 In reply to xiao-speck [2014-10-09 23:28:47 +0000 UTC]

Sorry, I miss Twelve. 

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xiao-speck In reply to Alice1236 [2014-10-10 05:50:59 +0000 UTC]

oh lol yeah, i totally understand 

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ChocolateNews [2014-10-07 02:55:29 +0000 UTC]

lol wanted to draw something cherry and its always something you watch changes your mind hehe thats how it goes

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xiao-speck In reply to ChocolateNews [2014-10-07 04:45:47 +0000 UTC]

lol yeah. And i seem to be strangely attracted to sad things... so I always end up as a sad puddle on the ground

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ChocolateNews In reply to xiao-speck [2014-10-08 02:36:43 +0000 UTC]

ah yes same or evil things..I love bad characters for some reason. Villains need love too daw the puddle part got me

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xiao-speck In reply to ChocolateNews [2014-10-08 03:46:30 +0000 UTC]

lol I like crazy evil people. Like, crazy and evil, not crazy as in super. 
I like people like joker XD 

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ChocolateNews In reply to xiao-speck [2014-10-08 21:06:49 +0000 UTC]

yea the joker is cool and Harley . both of them!

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beruruSTAR [2014-10-06 21:20:34 +0000 UTC]

OH NO I REALLY NEED TO GET CAUGHT UP WITH THIS DJFDSK
this is so nice though omg ;v;
That bird is done so well ahh

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xiao-speck In reply to beruruSTAR [2014-10-06 22:31:36 +0000 UTC]

hahaha aww thanks!!

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longestdistance [2014-10-06 16:37:10 +0000 UTC]

Oh god I'm not even sure if I could ever rewatch the last episode, it was so overwhelming I'm not sure if I could go through that again ;____; My precious bbies Beautiful fanart for a beautiful character. ;_;

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xiao-speck In reply to longestdistance [2014-10-06 19:26:23 +0000 UTC]

yeah i know, and there's the whole like, happy playing together bubble too. I'm just like YOU SADISTIC PRODUCERS 

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longestdistance In reply to xiao-speck [2014-10-06 21:25:23 +0000 UTC]

At that point I was like "whew I guess they're safe after all and we'll get a nice little happy ending"
...
then the last 5 minutes happens

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xiao-speck In reply to longestdistance [2014-10-06 22:32:32 +0000 UTC]

YEAH I KNOW
ahhh well actually, i knew what was going to happen cause i saw it on tumblr. but still, knowing what is going to happen might actually have made it worse cause the whole time they were happy i'm just like ooooooh its coming..... 

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Xiaooyu [2014-10-06 15:24:40 +0000 UTC]

This is so beautiful!! T___T I can't stop crying at this anime ughggngngngngn
and your colouring is so superb <33

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xiao-speck In reply to Xiaooyu [2014-10-06 15:42:49 +0000 UTC]

haha thanks, and yeah..... i finished it two days ago, and was like yup, i'm over it now. but then i listened to the ending song and looked up the lyrics, and my heart broke all over again T.T

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Xiaooyu In reply to xiao-speck [2014-10-06 16:38:56 +0000 UTC]

It's been a week and I'm still crying! T_____T 
The soundtrack is just PERFECT... Bless <3 nc17 is also super great :'D 
Anyway I love your art... (again) I hope we get over this :'D 

Oh and do you speak chinese?

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xiao-speck In reply to Xiaooyu [2014-10-06 19:26:54 +0000 UTC]

yeah i do~ and yes, we need to support each other through this hardship Sobs

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WandaRocket [2014-10-06 11:27:05 +0000 UTC]

立即加到最愛!!! 草圖把像是倒數炸彈520的概念寫在胸口上的我也很喜歡(扭

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xiao-speck In reply to WandaRocket [2014-10-06 12:07:25 +0000 UTC]

當時放在胸口上看不清就改個比較霸氣的地方 XD

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Memy-chan [2014-10-06 01:34:37 +0000 UTC]

such an amazing work~ love it ^^

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xiao-speck In reply to Memy-chan [2014-10-06 01:37:25 +0000 UTC]

awww~ thanks >v<

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dishin-midori [2014-10-06 01:16:59 +0000 UTC]

I love the colors and your drawing style is awesome...!

Those details tho, I hope I could draw as great as you

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xiao-speck In reply to dishin-midori [2014-10-06 01:38:13 +0000 UTC]

haha, thanks!! 
You probably will =v=

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