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We're not so different if you don't count heroinoh goodie! shirt designs
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battybuddy [2009-01-06 19:28:18 +0000 UTC]
I'm sure if robots could take heroin, they would.
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to battybuddy [2009-01-07 01:36:43 +0000 UTC]
hmm. there's an interesting thought. but what did that have to do with anything?
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battybuddy In reply to xliveGAARA7 [2009-01-07 01:44:06 +0000 UTC]
Oh, just thought it from reading the description.
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to battybuddy [2009-01-07 01:47:06 +0000 UTC]
oh haha. i didn't even realize i put that in there. god i must've either not been paying attention or on something.... or something.... though i think i was sober when i drew this.
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battybuddy In reply to xliveGAARA7 [2009-01-07 01:52:12 +0000 UTC]
Don't draw or post sober... It destroys more lives then it saves. LOL
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cashboxxx [2008-11-24 18:15:40 +0000 UTC]
absolutely awesome!it's really good for shirt design ^^
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xHailan77x [2008-11-24 09:40:10 +0000 UTC]
awesome reminds me of billy's drawing *good charlotte* x3
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to xHailan77x [2008-11-25 05:21:23 +0000 UTC]
oh billy martin? dude fucking love him. i like his Level 27 though. i'm not a big fan of his art. i appreciate it and all but it's not my style. too cartoony. but i mean, he's good at what he does and i respect that.
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vampiretrash In reply to xliveGAARA7 [2008-11-24 07:02:54 +0000 UTC]
np , you work always seems to amazy me , hehe
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not-so-glorious [2008-11-24 05:22:21 +0000 UTC]
Have I mentioned lately that you're lovely? <3
And that I LOVE robots?
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to not-so-glorious [2008-11-24 05:29:50 +0000 UTC]
haha. robots rock.
haha thank you. you are quite the lovely person as well. xD
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not-so-glorious In reply to xliveGAARA7 [2008-11-24 18:36:24 +0000 UTC]
I rather like this picture...
Though there is a story behind why I like it, but it sheds poor light on me, so I'm not going to say. Plus it's a little embarrassing.
Overall though, to the picture I say, you sir are morbidly adorable. <3
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to not-so-glorious [2008-11-25 05:20:11 +0000 UTC]
ah yes. deep set feelings brought up from bleakly painted pictures. been there done that. and i do have my share of embarrassing and depressing memories triggered by pictures i draw.
this picture, however, i don't think i have any sort of strong emotion.
interesting though. thank you. =]
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not-so-glorious In reply to xliveGAARA7 [2008-11-25 05:23:01 +0000 UTC]
Well, you see... I guess it's not too bad...
Well, I was upset with myself and just a little ... well, high. (not a little... way. Since then I've stopped this though)
Well, I decided it would be a wonderful idea to carve out my kidney and sell them on the black market.
I ended up with a huge hole in my back and in the hospital for a day or two...
Silly me.
But I love the picture~! <3
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to not-so-glorious [2008-11-25 05:26:30 +0000 UTC]
yikes. i guess it's a good take-home story. though the scars and trouble that came with it must be hard to endure. i can only imagine what the parental units would say. i know my parents would kill me if they knew i drink and do drugs. no they wouldn't kill me. they'd beat me up then send me to a mental hospital and leave me there to die. well that was morbid.
that's crazy though. did you keep the kidney?
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not-so-glorious In reply to xliveGAARA7 [2008-11-25 14:44:41 +0000 UTC]
Well yeah, It's still there...
I really don't think the scars are that bad... I kinda like them.
My parent's don't give a shit. they haven't cared since I told them I was gay at 13. I emancipated myself then and got out.
But whatever, I'm just fine now... and recovering from the use, so i've got my shit straight.
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to not-so-glorious [2008-11-26 03:07:48 +0000 UTC]
crazy!! the only thing i like about scars are the stories you get out of them. like "oh yeah this one was when a bag of broken glass exploded on me! and this is when i fell off a bench and hit my head on a door." i guess that sounds pretty funny.
god i really can't staaaand parents who are so against their children coming out. it's the absolute worst thing that can happen to a child and i've heard too many stories about that happening. my parents were like that too when i came out to them and it was heartbreaking. i really wish parents could accept their children for who they are and not treat them differently. i get so worked up about it.
i'm really sorry to hear that though. it really isn't fair you should endure that neglect from your parents. it's easy to say you don't care, but honestly, it still hurts me, i'm sure it still hurts all my friends. i'm really sorry, Ray.
it's good that you're cutting back on drugs though. good call there. was it your choice?
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not-so-glorious In reply to xliveGAARA7 [2008-11-26 03:26:29 +0000 UTC]
In a way.
Everyone seemed so disappointed all the time I hate seeing people I care about all sad. So I decided I would listen. I decided that it was better in the long run. I decided I might like myself better if I was off the coke, but it's almost harder to like myself now, but I'm still trying.
I still have the shakes, I still can't pass smoke without convulsing, I wake up in sweats, but I'm sure it will get better, I just need time.
I grew up hating my parents anyways. I wasn't that hard to not care what they thought. What hurt was my brother, but I think we're working on patching things.
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to not-so-glorious [2008-11-26 03:51:07 +0000 UTC]
yeah i agree. i can't stand when my friends are depressed. it's always been there done that with me and i like making people happy. i think it's kinda one of those things where you know you've been depressed and suicidal and you know your life sucked, so you do anything to keep people from that. or that's how i see it. i love when people are happy.
yeah that's the problem with harder drugs. i try to stay away from them because i know it's damaging and hard to stop. it takes a lot of effort to quite so i give you kudos for that. i'm actually doing a good job with staying away from the drugs that ruined my friends' lives. right now i'm laying low. nicotine addicted but nothing more.
aw i'm sorry hun. yeah in time everything will be almost back to normal. it all sucks and unfortunately it comes with the drugs. but yeah, it will get better in time. it just all sucks now.
ah i see. there were other things about your parents that made you hate them? oh yes. siblings. is your brother older or younger?
i still haven't came out to my sisters. i don't see myself doing so for a while. maybe when i'm 18. i'll probably be more confident then.
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not-so-glorious In reply to xliveGAARA7 [2008-11-26 03:58:07 +0000 UTC]
I just am over protective and it makes me feel horrible to think I'm hurting them.
My brother is older. He was never very fond of me when we were younger and was often way to mean to me.
And Yeah, I hated them a long time before they kicked me out.
It's hard to tell some people that you are, just because it's hard to imagine how it would be if you lost them, so don't rush yourself. Enjoy the comfort. When it's time for them to know, you will feel comfortable telling them.
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to not-so-glorious [2008-11-26 07:16:28 +0000 UTC]
oh i feel ya. older siblings are always supposed to be the bully in your life. my sister always picked on me. called me gay, called me emo, said i had no friends, said i should be more like her. it bugs me to hell but she's off at college now. though i hate to say that because she flew in from maimi just today for thanksgiving. still.... we haven't argued in the three hours she's been here. of course we were watching a movie.. still.
well yeah it's not that i'm afraid of losing them, i'm just afraid of their reaction. i've gotten shit from my parents. i've heard all the worst from friends. i don't want people to say "Well that's just odd." or "Oh wow.... wow....... wow......" or telling my old friends and them saying "Well holy gee, i've known you all this time and i never knew." i've only told my close friends and those are the only people i need. i don't need old friends or people who think i'm weird. but their reactions still hurt. and i rather them forget about me so i can reform myself in later years. hopefully they'll ask what happened to me and think i'm a different person. i don't like myself that much. well
i don't like the me that i live in ordinary day. i guess it sounds kinda odd and it's a bit complicated but i mean, i'm this completely different person on the inside that not everyone gets to know. to most people i'm just this awkward kid with mood swings and who draws a lot. but that's it. i'm so much more complicated then that and i'm so much more. as much as i'd like to make a move and turn into "the real me," i can't. or right now i can't. i don't know. time. heh. i guess.
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not-so-glorious In reply to xliveGAARA7 [2008-11-26 19:54:59 +0000 UTC]
The Freudian concept of the ice berg.
No one is ever really going to know more than 10 percent of your overall personality.
It's hard to be yourself. It's hard to like yourself.
It's just something, like you said, gets better with time, but then again, most things do.
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xliveGAARA7 In reply to not-so-glorious [2008-11-27 07:52:37 +0000 UTC]
makes good sense. thanks. =]
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