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xSeamair — I'm not different...
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Published: 2017-07-15 22:39:18 +0000 UTC; Views: 275; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 0
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Eh kinda vent art? I don't know, was just really depressed because I had a not so really good day? And was also thinking about how I don't really feel like being a part of the BB Group? Like, nobody really seems to notice me, like I'm not really there, that I'm just another annoying person, that people probably wouldn't even notice if I would just dissapear. Ahh well but just my weird thoughts again I guess, still love the Group and met a lot of awesome people in there and I love drawing my two boys~ =w=Anyway! Now what does this have to do with my Crowley boy? Well, easy explained: He didn't grew up in Beania. The Lovebean he sprouted from grew in Fluffia and a Kryptox found him and took care of the little Sprout. He kinda grew up thinking that he was a Kryptox and just looked really different? He just wanted to be like anyone else, like the other Kryptox, but he wasn't. And everyone was telling him that he was a Bagbean but he didn't wanted to listen, he didn't want to hear it. He didn't want to be different.
So in his young years he started to talk to Flowers, because they listened to him, they didn't care that he looked different. They didn't made fun of him or laughed at him when he told them that he definitely was a Tox, and not a Bagbean. But well, that just made him more to a Freak to others, because it's probably not normal when someone has a conversation with a Flower all day long.
Of course he later just accepted the truth when he got older and got back to Beania to do his Identity Trial.
But well this Art just symbolized how he felt, alone and different. I don't think that any Kryptox was really mean to him, maybe they were just laughing because they found it funny, but I guess he interpret it wrong, like they were laughing at him =w=
Art and Crowley belong to xSeamair
Bagbeans are a Closed Species by griffsnuff
Also wth when quick vent art looks like 100% better as your usual art you spent hours on?
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Hey, I kinda know how you feel... I don't own a bagbean but I know even if I try to get into this community there are just so many people I'd be afraid of getting washed away. I'm not social at all and trying to fit into a social community just seems silly to me. Maybe when I get a bagbean I'll join you 100%... but your art is lovely so I think the community is very lucky to have you in it ;u;
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Yeah I really get what you mean ;w;
Kinda want to be part of the community but on the other site, I'm not really social aswell, especially when it comes to a Group that has over 1000 Members. Around 100-200 of them active in the group chat. Too much xD
But thank you! Your words really mean a lot to me tbh QWQ <3
Also I hope you can get a Bagbean one day! <3
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Ohh this is so sad. ;A; I love your bean's backstory, it's one I haven't heard of yet!
I'm sorry you're feeling unnoticed. ;n; There's a lot of people in the group and with how many people are active and talking/arting, it can be easy to fall between the cracks. 👍: 0 ⏩: 1
Aww thank you so much! ;w; It's actually really nice to hear that some people like his backstory! qwq
And ah well... I tried to be active in the Discord chat but, as you said, there are SO many people that I just gave up? There's just TOO much going on.. xD Especially for a social anxious person it's kinda hard to get into a big group like that qwq" But everyone in the Group is still so amazing and nice so it's okay <3
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xD I feel you there, I get that anxiety too, mostly when I have something of my own to show off. I have to stop and disconnect myself sometimes, and just focus on my own little patch of group, y'know? Trying to take on the whole 2,000+ member group all by yourself is scary and discouraging. ;v;
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