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PLEASE!

Read this all, if you want to hear reason for my pain while i did this art!

if you are intrest...

ok.. here it is.. uh.. idk where to start to tell this background story...
also I choose Rianna to represent me..

Well for start i like to tell this reason i did this art:

This is Gift to my hero, Dearest grandfather

Rianna is like me who stand and waits grandfather to return
even she/i know thats not possible...

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When i was young.. we had one island/isle (name of that isle is Vormö) where was many cottages,
where families could come and enjoy the cabin at sea.

My grandfather was caretaker in that Vormö, so every summer he ask me and my family to come there.
it was paradice place! everyone was so happy! everything was so perfect!
and sometimes he asked only me and/or my brother when we had summer vacation.
He come to pick up us with white/wooded motorboat.
close to this.. this was his "work boat"
he didnt own it.

this kind of boat my grandfather owned.

and EVERY summer i just LOVED to go in Vormö with my family and/or gnrandfather

but one day, at mothersday, in 2000.
we planned to go to vormö to celebrate mothersday..
but
we get phonecall from grandmother..
Not happy phonecall..

our grandfather was dead...
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seriously.. You dont know how happy you can be, untill you loose that all!

if someone ask me "if you can hope/wish one wish, what i could be?"
A: i want my grandfather back!
___________________________________

some songs are perfect to tell you how i feel:

avril lavigne - when you're gone www.youtube.com/watch?v=0G3_kG…

Eppu normaali - voi kuinka me sinua kaivataan www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckMW6L…

(its finnish song and idk is there lyrics for english
but that title is "oh how we missing you")

* Hit and sank *

Here is Lyrics for Finnish and english:
i used Google translator....

Niin tyhjä taas kun olet pois tää talo on So empty again when you are out of this house
Me ovi haassa ollaan vain pois valo on We are just out of the door
Ja me talon kanssa kuunnellaan kun sade lyö ikkunaan   And we listen to the house when the rain hits the window
Voi kuinka me sinua kaivataan Oh, how we missing you

Mä itkin vähän kun tiskasin ja lakaisin I cried a little when I drank and I stopped
Mä tahdon tähän taloon sinut takaisin I want you back to this house
Ja kun yksin sänkyyni kömmin talo naristi nurkkiaan   And when my stool alone stumbled into his corner
Voi kuinka me sinua kaivataan Oh, how we missing you

Kuuletko tuulen riehuvan? You hear the wind raging?
Vastusta vailla ärtyneen Resist without irritated
Kuuletko meren kiehuvan? Do you hear the sea boiling?
Hetkellä illan hämärtyneen   Moment in the evening blurred

Entä kuuletko keskeltä kaipuun hiljaisen   And how do you hear from the middle of the longing for a quiet one
Kun nimesi kiljaisen When i screamed your name

Minä onneton sinun tyynyliinaasi haistelin I was unlucky to smell your pillowcase
Turhaan murhetta vastaan taistelin I fought against unnecessary grief
Ja taas kyynelten seitsemän meren taakse minua laivataan   And again, tears behind the seven seas are shipped
Voi kuinka me sinua kaivataan   Oh, how we missing you

Kuuletko tuulten riehuvan Do you hear the winds raging
Maailman merten kiehuvan The world's seas boil
Kuuletko tähtien hyminää Do you hear the stars hum
Maailman akselin jyminää Stuffing the world shaft

Entä kuuletko keskeltä yön hiljaisen And how do you hear from the middle of the longing for a quiet one
Kun nimesi kiljaisen   When i screamed your name

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Thats why, sea is place where i can feel peace and it " heals" my pain.
like i can feel my grandfather spirit next to me when im at sea

thank you if you have read this all
i hope you have wonderful day/evening/night/morning

_______________________________

art + Rianna (c) XUranusX

2 boat photos - idk, took them from google...
(could find own photos from those boats yet..)

Description

_____________________

PLEASE!

Read this all, if you want to hear reason for my pain while i did this art!

if you are intrest...

ok.. here it is.. uh.. idk where to start to tell this background story...
also I choose Rianna to represent me..

Well for start i like to tell this reason i did this art:

This is Gift to my hero, Dearest grandfather

Rianna is like me who stand and waits grandfather to return
even she/i know thats not possible...

_______________________________________

When i was young.. we had one island/isle (name of that isle is Vormö) where was many cottages,
where families could come and enjoy the cabin at sea.

My grandfather was caretaker in that Vormö, so every summer he ask me and my family to come there.
it was paradice place! everyone was so happy! everything was so perfect!
and sometimes he asked only me and/or my brother when we had summer vacation.
He come to pick up us with white/wooded motorboat.
close to this.. this was his "work boat"
he didnt own it.

this kind of boat my grandfather owned.

and EVERY summer i just LOVED to go in Vormö with my family and/or gnrandfather

but one day, at mothersday, in 2000.
we planned to go to vormö to celebrate mothersday..
but
we get phonecall from grandmother..
Not happy phonecall..

our grandfather was dead...
___________________________________

seriously.. You dont know how happy you can be, untill you loose that all!

if someone ask me "if you can hope/wish one wish, what i could be?"
A: i want my grandfather back!
___________________________________

some songs are perfect to tell you how i feel:

avril lavigne - when you're gone www.youtube.com/watch?v=0G3_kG…

Eppu normaali - voi kuinka me sinua kaivataan www.youtube.com/watch?v=ckMW6L…

(its finnish song and idk is there lyrics for english
but that title is "oh how we missing you")

* Hit and sank *

Here is Lyrics for Finnish and english:
i used Google translator....

Niin tyhjä taas kun olet pois tää talo on So empty again when you are out of this house
Me ovi haassa ollaan vain pois valo on We are just out of the door
Ja me talon kanssa kuunnellaan kun sade lyö ikkunaan   And we listen to the house when the rain hits the window
Voi kuinka me sinua kaivataan Oh, how we missing you

Mä itkin vähän kun tiskasin ja lakaisin I cried a little when I drank and I stopped
Mä tahdon tähän taloon sinut takaisin I want you back to this house
Ja kun yksin sänkyyni kömmin talo naristi nurkkiaan   And when my stool alone stumbled into his corner
Voi kuinka me sinua kaivataan Oh, how we missing you

Kuuletko tuulen riehuvan? You hear the wind raging?
Vastusta vailla ärtyneen Resist without irritated
Kuuletko meren kiehuvan? Do you hear the sea boiling?
Hetkellä illan hämärtyneen   Moment in the evening blurred

Entä kuuletko keskeltä kaipuun hiljaisen   And how do you hear from the middle of the longing for a quiet one
Kun nimesi kiljaisen When i screamed your name

Minä onneton sinun tyynyliinaasi haistelin I was unlucky to smell your pillowcase
Turhaan murhetta vastaan taistelin I fought against unnecessary grief
Ja taas kyynelten seitsemän meren taakse minua laivataan   And again, tears behind the seven seas are shipped
Voi kuinka me sinua kaivataan   Oh, how we missing you

Kuuletko tuulten riehuvan Do you hear the winds raging
Maailman merten kiehuvan The world's seas boil
Kuuletko tähtien hyminää Do you hear the stars hum
Maailman akselin jyminää Stuffing the world shaft

Entä kuuletko keskeltä yön hiljaisen And how do you hear from the middle of the longing for a quiet one
Kun nimesi kiljaisen   When i screamed your name

________________________________________________________________________________________________

Thats why, sea is place where i can feel peace and it " heals" my pain.
like i can feel my grandfather spirit next to me when im at sea

thank you if you have read this all
i hope you have wonderful day/evening/night/morning

_______________________________

art + Rianna (c) XUranusX

2 boat photos - idk, took them from google...
(could find own photos from those boats yet..)