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Was this even a good idea...? It definitely felt like a total distraction for me. But what if... If this is too much for me to handle? I'm not used to a crowd of -... Urk. Shake it off, shake it off Rosella! You've just got to get through this one obstacle, that's all! It's... It's not like I'll start to cry, right in front of a few other contestants, right?... I have to be strong. For my family... For my Father... Ah... Be strong...? Oh, who am I kidding... I can't even put up a brave face, not when I think about my dear dad... I wish he were here to support me. I shouldn't have done this to myself. This feels out of my league right now. No way I can stack up compared to the others. I started to collect tears and was about to drop them, as a familiar, strong grip on my shoulder.

"And here we are Rosie, the so called SeedrianStarPageant!~" My brother Julian shouted, all loud and happy. Ever since I told him I was signing up for the pageant, he couldn't sit still. He was excited, as if he was to go, instead of me. But... that's not quite it. Truthfully. I'd rather trade places with him... But, ah yes. That's right, I signed up to do something good to myself, actually. To destroy this insecure persona of mine... He's got no actual problems to fix himself? "Boy, oh boy! You're soooo lucky sis, I wish I can be in the pageant too!... This place looks so sparkly and amazing, I bet the activities are so much fun here too!" My upbeat and most adorable little sister ever, Evaline chirped. I can't really blame her though, this place seems to look amazing from the outside, and possibly even better on the inside. "Perhaps when you're older sweetheart." Chuckled my mom, patting on Evaline's sweet little head with modest glee. I didn't notice her, looking at me, but I kinda felt... Off about the whole thing. It's not a secret, I've gotten even more nervous than I was before. I don't feel special... Or unique. Still, I signed up for a reason, to change myself! But if I start regretting my decision now... Well...-

My train of thoughts were interrupt before I could think any further. "Honey, you've been awfully quiet throughout the trip... Is there something wrong dear?" My mother then placed a gentle hand on me, and I sorrowfully looked at her and replied hesitantly while gazing down on my feet. "I feel like... Like i'm empty inside." She knows me, alright. It's like she feels every emotion I am going through right now. "You're empty?... Are you scared? Oh, Rosella... There's nothing to be ashamed about." My mother embraced me right there on the spot... I didn't care if the other contestants are watching this. It's ... pretty nice to feel so much warmth coming from my mom. I hugged her right back. I sniffled. All I could muster were the tears in my delicate eyes. Julian's eyes were sunked, and Evaline's hair drooped. Both had sad looks on their faces.

They both got close and hugged all around me. I... I couldn't feel any happier right now...!

......

"I'm sorry, miss, but... Are you crying?"

Suddenly, a unknown voice echoed through my head and tore me back to reality...! I gasped and scanned my location. I currently found myself on a empty bench in a lovely garden-like area, filled with all kinds of exotic and simple looking flowers. I was on my own... "A-Aah! I-I am very, very sorry! I-I didn't...!" I stuttered nervously. I have been daydreaming again this entire time...? Oh gosh... Not again. I started to calm myself and focus on the person in front of me. "Do you need ... Any help...?" Their voice was soft, soothing even... "O-Oh, no no! I was.. J-Just dreaming, yeah, hahah, just.. Just a bad dream." I noticed tears in my eyes and I quickly wiped them off. Afterwards, the person was asking to sit beside me, not even being weirded out by my reaction or anything. With no hesitation this time, I told them that it was alright to take a seat. I recognize them being a girl and... They're nothing like me either. A Seedrian named Rune. She had very long, white hair, tinted purple towards tips, a white and blue dress and blue matching hydrangeas... My, she had an absolute gorgeous look... Even if she wouldn't have wanted, she would win this beauty contest...

Surprisingly, we had a good conversation. For once I actually decided to open myself up and we got to know each other. I even told her how I personally felt like joining the pageant... She wasn't like any expectations I had, quite the contrary. Understanding, empathetic, friendly... It wasn't common for me to talk to strangers, especially the ones that are different from me... But this time I felt a good and reassuring energy from within. I feel confident, that I can change. Starting here and now! I took the pendant that I was wearing around my neck and decided to take with me as some sort of luck token. I clicked it open... And my heart, became encased with more warmth and love. All from this one, small little photograph... "... I'll make you proud dad. And I promise... I'll have a good time. I miss you father... And I love you very much." I said, with one more tear running down my cheek for the rest of the day...But the joy in me, contemplates this beautiful day!

Oh yes. I feel like this is going to be, a fun pageant!

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Aaaand I am done at laaaast~~ Took quite a while for some reason. I'm glad I'm through this. The background's looking okay at least. 8D Not much to say expect holy heck, as much as I really adore Rune's design I really had a few troubles drawing her. It was hard for me to imagine how her hair would be posing as she would sit on a bench. And lots of curls to draw... It would've taken up some time so uh... I guess this goes-- She came out pretty okay neithertheless, I loved to draw her neithertheless. cx For this one I had a tiny bit of help from a user, so shoutout to FREAK-FRANK for judging my written story and helping me out a little. Well, he basicly rewrote a whole bit of a story that was... Not even really the right theme. But as idea I had I took a quarter of his written part and made it look like a little flashback/dream. And honestly I actually like this bit 8D! Then after that, I wrote the rest which was the present. Rosella had finally a good chance to maybe make a new friend~ 'nuff said! Hope you like it. cx

Artwork belongs to me. ©
Rosella / Evaline, Julian, mother of Rosella (Aka Amberly) [Story Mentioned] belong to me. ©
Rune belongs to ©
Do not steal, recolor, put that in any site without my permisson or use it without my permission/asking me or make any bad comments.
PLEASE RESPECT THAT!

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Entry 3/3 for the

Was this even a good idea...? It definitely felt like a total distraction for me. But what if... If this is too much for me to handle? I'm not used to a crowd of -... Urk. Shake it off, shake it off Rosella! You've just got to get through this one obstacle, that's all! It's... It's not like I'll start to cry, right in front of a few other contestants, right?... I have to be strong. For my family... For my Father... Ah... Be strong...? Oh, who am I kidding... I can't even put up a brave face, not when I think about my dear dad... I wish he were here to support me. I shouldn't have done this to myself. This feels out of my league right now. No way I can stack up compared to the others. I started to collect tears and was about to drop them, as a familiar, strong grip on my shoulder.

"And here we are Rosie, the so called SeedrianStarPageant!~" My brother Julian shouted, all loud and happy. Ever since I told him I was signing up for the pageant, he couldn't sit still. He was excited, as if he was to go, instead of me. But... that's not quite it. Truthfully. I'd rather trade places with him... But, ah yes. That's right, I signed up to do something good to myself, actually. To destroy this insecure persona of mine... He's got no actual problems to fix himself? "Boy, oh boy! You're soooo lucky sis, I wish I can be in the pageant too!... This place looks so sparkly and amazing, I bet the activities are so much fun here too!" My upbeat and most adorable little sister ever, Evaline chirped. I can't really blame her though, this place seems to look amazing from the outside, and possibly even better on the inside. "Perhaps when you're older sweetheart." Chuckled my mom, patting on Evaline's sweet little head with modest glee. I didn't notice her, looking at me, but I kinda felt... Off about the whole thing. It's not a secret, I've gotten even more nervous than I was before. I don't feel special... Or unique. Still, I signed up for a reason, to change myself! But if I start regretting my decision now... Well...-

My train of thoughts were interrupt before I could think any further. "Honey, you've been awfully quiet throughout the trip... Is there something wrong dear?" My mother then placed a gentle hand on me, and I sorrowfully looked at her and replied hesitantly while gazing down on my feet. "I feel like... Like i'm empty inside." She knows me, alright. It's like she feels every emotion I am going through right now. "You're empty?... Are you scared? Oh, Rosella... There's nothing to be ashamed about." My mother embraced me right there on the spot... I didn't care if the other contestants are watching this. It's ... pretty nice to feel so much warmth coming from my mom. I hugged her right back. I sniffled. All I could muster were the tears in my delicate eyes. Julian's eyes were sunked, and Evaline's hair drooped. Both had sad looks on their faces.

They both got close and hugged all around me. I... I couldn't feel any happier right now...!

......

"I'm sorry, miss, but... Are you crying?"

Suddenly, a unknown voice echoed through my head and tore me back to reality...! I gasped and scanned my location. I currently found myself on a empty bench in a lovely garden-like area, filled with all kinds of exotic and simple looking flowers. I was on my own... "A-Aah! I-I am very, very sorry! I-I didn't...!" I stuttered nervously. I have been daydreaming again this entire time...? Oh gosh... Not again. I started to calm myself and focus on the person in front of me. "Do you need ... Any help...?" Their voice was soft, soothing even... "O-Oh, no no! I was.. J-Just dreaming, yeah, hahah, just.. Just a bad dream." I noticed tears in my eyes and I quickly wiped them off. Afterwards, the person was asking to sit beside me, not even being weirded out by my reaction or anything. With no hesitation this time, I told them that it was alright to take a seat. I recognize them being a girl and... They're nothing like me either. A Seedrian named Rune. She had very long, white hair, tinted purple towards tips, a white and blue dress and blue matching hydrangeas... My, she had an absolute gorgeous look... Even if she wouldn't have wanted, she would win this beauty contest...

Surprisingly, we had a good conversation. For once I actually decided to open myself up and we got to know each other. I even told her how I personally felt like joining the pageant... She wasn't like any expectations I had, quite the contrary. Understanding, empathetic, friendly... It wasn't common for me to talk to strangers, especially the ones that are different from me... But this time I felt a good and reassuring energy from within. I feel confident, that I can change. Starting here and now! I took the pendant that I was wearing around my neck and decided to take with me as some sort of luck token. I clicked it open... And my heart, became encased with more warmth and love. All from this one, small little photograph... "... I'll make you proud dad. And I promise... I'll have a good time. I miss you father... And I love you very much." I said, with one more tear running down my cheek for the rest of the day...But the joy in me, contemplates this beautiful day!

Oh yes. I feel like this is going to be, a fun pageant!

---

Aaaand I am done at laaaast~~ Took quite a while for some reason. I'm glad I'm through this. The background's looking okay at least. 8D Not much to say expect holy heck, as much as I really adore Rune's design I really had a few troubles drawing her. It was hard for me to imagine how her hair would be posing as she would sit on a bench. And lots of curls to draw... It would've taken up some time so uh... I guess this goes-- She came out pretty okay neithertheless, I loved to draw her neithertheless. cx For this one I had a tiny bit of help from a user, so shoutout to FREAK-FRANK for judging my written story and helping me out a little. Well, he basicly rewrote a whole bit of a story that was... Not even really the right theme. But as idea I had I took a quarter of his written part and made it look like a little flashback/dream. And honestly I actually like this bit 8D! Then after that, I wrote the rest which was the present. Rosella had finally a good chance to maybe make a new friend~ 'nuff said! Hope you like it. cx

Artwork belongs to me. ©
Rosella / Evaline, Julian, mother of Rosella (Aka Amberly) [Story Mentioned] belong to me. ©
Rune belongs to ©
Do not steal, recolor, put that in any site without my permisson or use it without my permission/asking me or make any bad comments.
PLEASE RESPECT THAT!