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How?

How can I say that I´m alone?
I´m surrounded by love.
Why don´t I see it?
it is the only thing that makes me happy.
My friends online tries to talk to me
I nod
"I´m alright"
I´m never alright.
My tears is in the way
I can´t see you anymore
Everything is blurry
"I´m so lonely"
I sit there in my self despair
When the people who desperately tries to be there for me
Fades away..
I´m not lonely
I have your love
Without it I would die
Nobody would be there
To clean my wounds
Or put a bandage around my head
Or just hit me on the shoulder, laughing
"It will be alright"
But...
I´m so defensive
I don´t trust people
If I trust anyone, that is
The few people I trust
I get overprotective with
"THEY ARE MINE, DON`T YOU DARE TO TAKE THEM"
Once more my tears made everything blurry
And all I can see is when the ones I love start to be with someone else
Happy
"Why.. I just.. I just want a hug...A person to ask me how I feel.."
But isn´t it that what people try to give me?
People ask me if something is wrong
They try to cheer me up
But I push them away
"I don´t trust you.."
The words keep repeating in my mind
The words of act
The voice I´m acting with
I just want to cry
But I don´t allow myself
So my tears fills my eyes
I´m unable to see

I´m surrounded by love
Yet I don´t see it
However
If I notice that some silhouettes of the love cricle
Fades
I will open my eyes
And scream after those who are not there
"DON`T LEAVE ME"
I´m so selfish
Surrounded but blind of the love

How dare I say that I´m alone? ;w;

Description
How?

How can I say that I´m alone?
I´m surrounded by love.
Why don´t I see it?
it is the only thing that makes me happy.
My friends online tries to talk to me
I nod
"I´m alright"
I´m never alright.
My tears is in the way
I can´t see you anymore
Everything is blurry
"I´m so lonely"
I sit there in my self despair
When the people who desperately tries to be there for me
Fades away..
I´m not lonely
I have your love
Without it I would die
Nobody would be there
To clean my wounds
Or put a bandage around my head
Or just hit me on the shoulder, laughing
"It will be alright"
But...
I´m so defensive
I don´t trust people
If I trust anyone, that is
The few people I trust
I get overprotective with
"THEY ARE MINE, DON`T YOU DARE TO TAKE THEM"
Once more my tears made everything blurry
And all I can see is when the ones I love start to be with someone else
Happy
"Why.. I just.. I just want a hug...A person to ask me how I feel.."
But isn´t it that what people try to give me?
People ask me if something is wrong
They try to cheer me up
But I push them away
"I don´t trust you.."
The words keep repeating in my mind
The words of act
The voice I´m acting with
I just want to cry
But I don´t allow myself
So my tears fills my eyes
I´m unable to see

I´m surrounded by love
Yet I don´t see it
However
If I notice that some silhouettes of the love cricle
Fades
I will open my eyes
And scream after those who are not there
"DON`T LEAVE ME"
I´m so selfish
Surrounded but blind of the love

How dare I say that I´m alone? ;w;