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My neck hurts. Pull on my hat.
       "just because you cant see them doesnt mean they cant see you"

"It's just the cold, keep walking."
Right. You can keep thinking that, but me collapsing in the street might interrupt that idea.

You always blame the weather.
Quit living in your fantasy world and realize this:
                           Umbrella's only stop rain. Tears still come.

I want "raindrops" that make you cry too.

                                Did you hear me? Quit nodding absently.

So...about this situation... back to...back to...
Back to me lying on the street.

How sweet of you, you called 911.
      Blinding lights of an ambulance and the sight of you forcing out your sobs make me
                           wish
                           I
                           was
                           dead
                           right
                           now.

                                                 Did I say that out loud?
         Because I swear I just heard someone say 'be careful what you wish for'.

Now I'm sobbing uncontrollably and gasping my last cliché lines...
                               "you broke my heart".
That's the last thing I'll ever realize and I hate you for it.

You're smiling and the paramedics come up and say

                                              "Didn't they tell you? She's not breathing."

Of course they told you, that's why you're smiling.