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8bit--mau5 β Am I really that worthless?
Published: 2013-06-10 18:40:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 2044; Favourites: 37; Downloads: 3
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This is what I have to go through every fucking day with my mom.I'm sorry you guys had to see this,it's just that I've been really depressed lately and Mom always calling me those words is just making it worse.And then my little sister always says I have "serious issues".Yeah,I know I have ADHD.I know that I'm bipolar.I know I have little to no self confidence.And I already fucking know that I'm depressed....I just hate myself right now,and now I can't stop crying,hiding under my art desk,curled up in a ball.I fucking hate crying.Wanna know why?Because I've bottled up my feelings for so long and once I start crying,I can't stop.When I cry,I get flashbacks of all the bad things that have happened to me come back.Then I remember all the sad things that happened to me,so then I start crying for other things too.Like,my dog died on the last day of school a few days ago.I loved him so much and now he's gone.I wish my little brother were here to comfort me like how he always does,but he's at his friend's house and I don't just wanna walk all the way there just to get a fucking hug....Yeah,I'm pathetic.Related content
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sorry for that , idk whats wrong with your mom , but no worry , u are smart , funny , kind and you are a really nice person , be happy with your self , because god make your life for then you go and stand at this difficult world for make you best ,and do more than the 3 or 4 or 19 habilities he gave to you , you are nott pathetic , maibe I dont know you , and this is the present 2014 Β , but if that happends again , just Β take a bath , sleep , take the fluffy stufd animal , and sleep and clear your mind , and if u need someone to talk , do it with your most trustful frrond or if you want talk a little bit with me
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Iim so sorry sis....I wish I could help u in some way...
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Nah,bro.I'm fine C:
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That's good to hear!
I was worried ;w;
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Awww What? Your own mom calls you that?? Thats just not right!! Parents are like, supposed to be their to support you, I feel for you!! ;n;Β
Just to say...what is bipolar ... sorry again
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Yes.She's been calling me these things since I was 4 or 5.The only difference is that she doesn't hit me with her belt anymore.But I'm fine at the moment because I can't stay depressed/mad for that long.Β
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Sorry for that again.Β
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For you having to be treated like that by your mom. ;m;
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I wish I had your parents so you can have mine, I can take insults and everything pretty well, but since I can't do that, the least I can is a virtual hug
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/ahem/ Parent.I live with Mom XD But yeah,she can be a Huge 8itch most of the time!And thank you for the virtual hug :>
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Woops, sorry, I always use the plural form for parent, that got me a bit of trouble with a few colleagues too 
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Haha,It's okay.You didn't know XD
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*patts head* your not the only one broΒ
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DX AW! Damn...I don't think your pathetic, despite the face I may not know you well. You're very talented. And don't let those words get to you. I belive that you will do great things in your future. I really do! So, I know it may not be much to help, but I'll give you one of those fucking hugs if you want.
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I don't worry you are not the only one that has shitty life, I can say that you are not the only one who hates crying since I hate it myself and can't stop crying either and about your dogs death, at least 7 of yours dog haven't died and one of them this year three days before your birthday, but it's hard I know since I have been through that too even though I don't have ADHD and never can say i that i know feel how it feels 'cause I never will. But if you're pathetic then I am too.
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Don't worry,we'll get through this together <3
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I gives huggez to you <3
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*hugs* 8ro if it makes you feel 8etter my step mom says shit like that so atleast your not alone. you can vent to your friends on here they wont judge you.
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Lol xD Know that I'll be here for you, sweetums, kay?
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I'm really sorry to hear that I know I don't talk to you much but I happen you look up to you your art is beautiful! Anyways I know we haven't talked much but my dad did the same thing and it really hurt me I know what its like to be bottled up and if you ever want to talk to someone you can always talk to me! I will do all I can to help and just know that I think your a great person and that I'm always here for you!! I really hope things get better!
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hey, i know im not good at cheering people up, the opposite actually, so bear with me please.
your a great person and your art is amazing. your a lot better than what anyone says, and if you put your self to the task, I'm willing to bet you could be the best artist in the world or whatever you what to be. don't listen to the lies the the ignorant ass people, listen to the people that truly matter, your friends, or more importantly yourself. and if you don't think people like you, go to your watch number thing and see how many people like you, me including.
im probably running my mouth right now. i hope that helped.
also, this should help [link]
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you gotta look at the bright side of life, otherwise, you're going to look at life through a dirty window! I know there are just terrible days out there, but you just have to hold on, hold on for us!
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Im sorry omgg
you dont deserve that
I think youre an amazing person
;;m;;
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Aw,thanks buddy! /hugs/
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just hit them with a toaster, works always :I
but serous...I feel really sorry for you, may a rp maraton or drawing (or maybe both) help...?
its the best i could do in my possision *point at distance*
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Lol I would if I had a toaster XD
Haha,yeah sure.Though I'm already feeling much better
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a iron works fine too -w-
hehe wel we can here rp and if i have time i can see of i can make a little gifet
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Hun please don't feel this way. you are NOT worthless. you are on this world for a reason. sometimes life isn't easy-- sometimes more for others than others. you are beautiful and perfect and if people can't accept you then that is there problem. you are a beautiful person! keep your head up beautiful! words hurt, I know but sometimes you just gotta ignore it all. I used to get bullied I know how much people can hurt you. but I realized it's important what other people THINK about you, what is important is what you KNOW about yourself. you just love yourself and ignore people who are not the nicest.
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you are not worthless! lots of people really care about you, I know me and a lot of other people on DA do
*gives big interhug*
if you ever need to talk to anyone, send me a note UuU
I may not know you very well, but I know that everyone needs to vent and talk about serious things every once in a while
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I wish I could say I know what you going through, But my problems are different. Just remember that we are all here for you too. I hope it get's better, It seems really bad on your part.~β₯ /n\
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Thanks,buddy.I wish I could hug you guts so much right now ;-;
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I would accept the hug and hold you forever. /n\
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So much yay in this conversation. /D\
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Lol what kind of conversation would it be if there weren't any yays?! XD
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Good point, not a good conversation if there were no yays. |D
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I know I don't talk to you much-
but.... first off, you need a hug
and secondly, you are not pathetic. Lot's of people our age feel that way, and you're strong! c: The words may hurt, especially coming from family, but as much as that may hurt, maybe at the end of all of this bs you'll be stronger. You are a very talented person, and I'm sure you'll have many great opportunities in your future. No one has a right to call anyone any of those names, but please, let me remind you that you are far from pathetic. You're kind and funny, one of the greatest artists I've ever met on dA, and remember you're 14, that's pretty damn talented. Life is hard; growing up is hard, but is life came easy, then where'd be the fun? The mystery? It's the challenges we face now as young people that will shape our later story! And I promise you, there will be harder times, but you're the main character- don't let these bad times destroy you, use the strength you've gotten now, and overcome your obstacles later. Stay strong, love <3
Your story will get better <3
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