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8bit--mau5 — Am I really that worthless?
Published: 2013-06-10 18:40:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 2044; Favourites: 37; Downloads: 3
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This is what I have to go through every fucking day with my mom.I'm sorry you guys had to see this,it's just that I've been really depressed lately and Mom always calling me those words is just making it worse.And then my little sister always says I have "serious issues".Yeah,I know I have ADHD.I know that I'm bipolar.I know I have little to no self confidence.And I already fucking know that I'm depressed....I just hate myself right now,and now I can't stop crying,hiding under my art desk,curled up in a ball.I fucking hate crying.Wanna know why?Because I've bottled up my feelings for so long and once I start crying,I can't stop.When I cry,I get flashbacks of all the bad things that have happened to me come back.Then I remember all the sad things that happened to me,so then I start crying for other things too.Like,my dog died on the last day of school a few days ago.I loved him so much and now he's gone.I wish my little brother were here to comfort me like how he always does,but he's at his friend's house and I don't just wanna walk all the way there just to get a fucking hug....Yeah,I'm pathetic.Related content
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I know,it's been a while.I missed you,Bro 
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Trust me, you are far from any of those insults. You're one of my favorite people on this site, and I love your art. Everyone has issues, it's okay to cry...
i suck at comforting people...
just
have a hug
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You are NOT worthless, you are one of the most amazing, talented, beautiful, funny and just all out awesome people I know! We have the best and most awkwardest conversations, but they're funny! I love you, you are like a sister to me. Your mom and sister probably do that because they know YOU ARE BETTER than them, you are fantastic in every way! You're one of the most talented artist I know! I'm glad to have met you on dA! Don't cry sis, I love ya, and I can't stand people crying, it just breaks my heart.
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Man,thanks so much for caring about me,sis <3 I'm feeling much better now that I was able to talk to some of my friends.I'm also so glad that I have such a great friend such as yourself
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Glad to be there for you sis<3 I love you so much, you shouldn't let any body bring you down. Just remember
'Sticks and Stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me.'
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You are beautiful, talented, funny and everyway. And everyone loves you. I don't want you to cry. You're not pathetic. I'm sorry you have to go though this. But thats how life is. You're going to have some ups and downs but theres always an bright side to look foward to. Don't ever let your Mom and sister bring you down like that. Because if you do, you'll never go up. You're far more better then that.
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Have you ever seen Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann?
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It's a pretty cool anime. Since an internet hug means nothing, the best I can do to try to cheer you up is suggest you watch something I like (Tengen Toppa Gurren Lagann) and hope you like it too XD
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Haha,okay I'll make sure to check it out XD
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Hey now, don't let thoose words get to you. Everyobdy here loves you and your awesome art. I, for one, am so jealous of your style; I only wish I could colour and draw as well as you. You're like, my hero for Homestuck OC art.
We all have fits of crying and depression when things get stressful and difficult to bear, but you don't have to go through it alone. Nect time your mum, or anyone for that matter, gives you a hard time, just remember that there are hundreds of people here who'll be on hand to tell you how amazing you really are.
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Thanks so much for caring about me.I'm actually feeling much better now that I was able to chat with a friend
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Aaaaw~! That's brilliant to hear! 8D
And it's no problem, I'm always happy to help people out, especially those who I really respect ^^
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Those who are gifted with two worlds suffer more than those with one. As those with one ar eunable to see the magical world our minds can come up with. They see the outter shell,a quiet person. Not the creative person. Not the little hero that is able to live in and out through life. Many creatives suffer like you. But keep in mind, every time you get to smile after hours of tears,you'll grow,stronger and bigger. And if it gets too difficult let it out,don't bottle it. The bottle is fragile.
Let it out with words,with songs,with art. It will make you a better person a better artist. Doesn't it paint smiles on you when ever you draw? Talking to people and drawing is the best medicine,or so i find.
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So true,bro.I'm starting to feel much better now that I was able to chat with my buddy So thanks fir caring about me
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*hugs you tightly* You are so special and wonderful. You are kind and beautiful and amazing. I'm sorry you have to hear things like this. You don't deserve it at all. Having these problems does not make you messed up. Wanting comfort does not make you pathetic. I just hope you know that you are so loved, at least by me. I'm always here if you need comfort or someone to talk to. I understand depression and emotional abuse, I've lived through them.
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That is... Just ><
Ok that is fucked up. I'm a random person from the net, but hell,
I've only talked to ya a few times but you seem so funny and kind, I can't fathom why she would say those things... Sure your short but isn't she is too? Why should that even matter?
You don't seem like an idiot nor do you seem stupid, and if I had to put up with that, I would be depressed too.
You are I think, four years my junior? And you already draw so superbly! Don't let any one tell you other wise, you, your self included.
And I am so, so sorry for your dog... I lost my cat And dog within a year of each other, so yeah... That hurts a lot.
I hope things get better, even only a little. : ( sorry I only have empty words, but I do wish it.
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I really wish I could think of something comforting to say, but if you need someone to talk and vent to, I'm here for you. uwu
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It's okay,just knowing that people care is good enough for me
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you are NOT worthless! you are really friendly and enthusiastic and your art is amazing! screw whoever says otherwise, even if it's your mom. parents aren't always right.
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Ugh, this is how your MOTHER speaks to you? I'm sorry, but no one who talks like that to their child deserves to be called a parent, let alone a "mother". Quite frankly, and I don't want to offend you, but she sounds like the kind of person who will suffer for her disgusting ways. You shouldn't take a lick of what she says to heart. But I know it hurts regardless. If you ever get a chance, you should seek help, even something as simple as a school therapist. I know it doesnt seem like it might make things better, but help really, really can.
What you need to remember is that you are quite obviously a talented, kind soul and that is all that matters. Anyone who says otherwise is just jealous.
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Aaw, man. :c Sounds like you're going through a pretty rough time, girl. Believe me when I say I at least somewhat understand how you feel. I'm going through just about all of those things as well right about now, and I know that it really, really sucks. Granted, I don't know what it's like completely, since I'm not you, but I have at least a slight understanding, and I wish you the best of luck and hope things get better for you.
I seriously need to make a comfort journal for a lot of the people I watch/am friends with. I don't like knowing that you all are feeling bad and that sometimes I don't have energy or motivation to type something out to try and help. XC
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Haha,yeah....But thanks for caring about me,I love all of y'all.You're all such great friends and I wish we could all just meet in real life ;-;
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Argh, I know! DX But you all live so far away from me, at least you do right now. I'm all the way over in New York, so...
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DAYUUUUUM THAT'S SO FAR FROM HERE (Houston,Texas waaaaaaay down south lol)
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Yeaaah, I know. DX A good few states away, pretty much opposite sides of the country.
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*hugs you* Don't listen you're friggin awesome. You don't deserve to be treated like that. ;__;
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*hugs back* Thanks so much for the complement,you guys have no idea how grateful I am to have buddies like y'all here on dA
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Maan, I wish I could say something even a little comforting, but... gaaahh... I don't know what to say at all... I'm always here if you need me, aight?
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It's okay,just someone putting a comment on this makes me feel somewhat better...So it's fine......Hmmm.I should probably finish page 10 lol but my ass still kinda hurts when I sit down :I
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No one should be treated like that. No one. Ever. I also go through this at my high school. I don't like it when people are treated like that. Trusts me it hurts. But find someone you can trust and talk with them about what is going on. I'm here to talk if you need me. Even if you don't know me. I'm bullied like this. Sometimes by my parents. You seem like such a sweetie and a nice person. You don't deserve that. I talked to some friends and found my girlfriends and boyfriend that way. Note me or contract me on my Skype lunalikeyou if you need someone to talk to. Please come talk to me.
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Bluh,I know.But she still does >:I Yeah,I've often been bullied at most of the schools I've been to.It sucks.And thank you,I will definitely talk to y'all when this happens again :')
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Hello.
I am that random person that follows you and likes your shit.
...I just want you to know that if you need to talk, I'm always open the talk.
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Hi there.
Yes,I know
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Herro!
I do 'cuz, like, i want your hand. and draw beautiful things with it. ;v; and yay!
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Here,you can borrow my hand./gives you hand/ lol
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ffffffff /loves said hand/ ;7;
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There a some rules you must follow if you wish to have my hand.1)never let it touch water.And 2)No matter how much it cries,no matter how much it begs,do NOT feed it after midnight. Lol Gremlins reference Xp
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Hey, hey hye noooo ;;;;
No no no
I know I'm just a watcher, and I really doubt I can make a difference or anything but but ;;
I'm going to try okay, because I hate it when people I look up to are really sad.
But you can't let what she says get to you, I know that sounds impossible, but you gotta try your best to block out her words! She sounds like a really terrible person, and she's probably just trying to push you down and make you think you're worthless because you're better than her!!
But hey there's nothing wrong with crying, okay? You need to let out emotions somehow!
Plus don't take being called short like an insult, hey I'm around 4'10'' or something like that. It's good to be short! It's super fun, and sometimes you get benefits out of it! (like piggy back rides, and people reaching up and getting stuff for you because youre too tiny)
*Hugs tightly* it's okay, don't worry! Everything will get better and all this will just be part of the past.
You are a beautiful person, you're an amazing artist, and you're just plain awesome!! Don't let words like that get you down, you're better than that!
And I know I'm not a friend or anything and just a fan but you can always come to me, okay? Like my inbox is always open, you can always shoot me a note when you're down.
Chin up, okay? :3
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No,you really dud make a difference,trust me.Now I can't stop crying tears of joy just by reading what you guys are saying to me,trying to make me feel better.I'm a very lucky person to have such great friends like y'all.And I'm also 4'10.I stopped growing when I was 10 years old :I And true,there are some benefits to being short.It's fun having people picking me up and stuff.Hey,were not tiny,we're fun sized X)
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