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Published: 2011-08-11 05:29:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 1502; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 10
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I needed a distraction this evening, I was feeling really anxious and frustrated and panicked, all that kind of stuff. So I figured I'd draw Benedict, sort of dealing with a similar thing. So this happened.Basically, he's hidden in a closet during a storm. He's got Lilapsophobia as have I, which is a severe weather phobia, on top of his regular general anxiety again, as have I so he's constantly worried about the weather, particularily in the summer. He's always afraid that there will be a severe thunderstorm along with a tornado. Because of this anxiety, he constantly checks the weather updates, making sure there's no watches or warnings for anything. When there is, say, a severe thunderstorm watch for his area, his worry and paranoia gets worse despite telling himself how unlikely it is to actually happen, how there's little to no chance that it will be anywhere near as bad as he thinks it will be, if anything even comes of it. He knows it's stupid to be this freaked out over nothing, but he can't help it.
Now, if the weather does churn out a severe thunderstorm and the clouds look particularily dark, he gets a sick feeling in his stomach. He wants to hurl. He constantly peeks through his blinds to look at the clouds, though he knows it's unlikely to help his situation. It's horrible for him.
Immense relief will wash over him once the storm has stopped for good, but he remains a tad worried until the watch/warning has ended for his area.
And that was way more information than you needed to know, and not nearly as much as I could have written. Lovely.
Anyways, I spent a couple of hours on this while listening to the Ricky Gervais Show to cheer me up and distract me, and it worked really well. Plus, I'm pretty proud of this.
I am ending this comment now, it's becoming a wall fo text.
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Critical-Potential [2013-03-17 14:31:42 +0000 UTC]
That sounds so much like me...I know that feeling I don't live in direct tornado alley but I do live next to the dixi line which is technically a area of weaker tornadoes with a high level appearing rarely. Still I get as bad as benedict.
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WatermelonBubblegum0 [2012-07-10 21:29:01 +0000 UTC]
I never knew the term for that phobia. It's kind of ironic that I saw this; we just had a severe thunderstorm with a warning (the banner is still going across the screen, actually), and I was really panicking a half hour ago since we were driving and the shelf cloud looked rather ominous through the back window. Thank you for the information :]
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MountainLygon [2011-11-08 06:19:44 +0000 UTC]
You know what works wonders for me? Surrounding myself with people. Introverts may need time to themselves to rest, but even the shyest of introverts need other people to help calm their anxiety. Fear is not something you can conquer alone.
I have a mild case of lilapsophobia, and as a result I've become the go-to person for weather forecasts among my friends. One of my friends (who also suffers from lilapsophobia) told me she checks my Facebook page before she checks the weather every morning. Having friends who understand my fears and help me deal with them has really helped me adjust to living in tornado alley. I attend college an hour east of Joplin, which was pounded nearly flat by an EF5 in May. We get all of Joplin's weather, but fortunately it has a tendency to weaken or go around us. Knowing that helps, too.
No matter what, though, the storm siren across the street will always sound really eerie to me.
For some reason, I really like his socks.
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Ilovedonkeys [2011-08-12 02:23:04 +0000 UTC]
I LIKE IT. I have alot of un-treated mental disorders, including being bipolar i believe (have the symptoms) and i feel the same way. sometimes i roll on the floor screaming becuase i cant handle it. but i can relate
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adamant-wit In reply to Ilovedonkeys [2011-08-12 03:16:39 +0000 UTC]
Thanks!
Mm, I believe I have an anxiety disorder (though I can't say it's for sure as I've ben avoiding going in to find out for sure), so that's where this comes from. I'm kind of glad that someone can relate.
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