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Published: 2019-11-15 17:53:12 +0000 UTC; Views: 3726; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 0
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This was fun to make! And yeah, that's me!
But the bangs are not right, they're supposed to be on the side of my face, as they have red streaks of dye on them as well, but either way, I guess.. Yeah, I have red dye in my hair. It's grown enough to make a small ponytail. ( my hair was shorter that's why. )
I choose a witch hat because Vamires and Witches are my top favorite, and I love Halloween too, and I'm an October child~ :3
Besides, I needed something to change my ID anyway. Been stuck with the old one for a VERY long time. Lol.
Enjoy!~
Made with: picrew.me/image_maker/94097
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Thank you! Lol.
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My beautiful ba-boo sister~
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We are sisters after all! Good looks run in the family~ :3
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Thank you! c:
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Np!XD That icon though.
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Hes best bou!XD Oh. Btw I was wondering if you happened to do commissions?
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Haha! Yes, he is! cx
No, I'm not open yet.
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Ok. Thank you for your time though.
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Ok. Thanks!
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YUSH! I AM NOT ALOOONE!! QwQ
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Right!?! You are definitely not alone, though I know how it feels, feeling like you're the only ace in the joint @_@
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Yep.. T~T
And what's worse is that hardly anyone bothers to understand you.. Sometimes family included also..
Like my dad for example. He secretly hopes I will have kids, and praises them as if theyre natures most beautiful treasure and gods greatest blessing.. I don't care nor want kids man..
You have no idea how I get pissed each month or two when he says shit like that.. When I told him zillions of times no.. But we always fight and argue about it when I do..
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Oh man, that isn't fair of him to do that to you.. It sucks when people don't even try to understand, I'm sorry you have to get that shit from your own dad.Β
What I really is hate is people telling me "don't knock it til you try it" like that's supposed to mean anythingΒ Β I heard that to the point I gave in and tried it even though I really didn't want to, and ended up absolutely hating it(like i knew i would!!) and ruining a friendship I had with the person bc I got so uncomfortable after it...
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I really hate it when he says shit like "IfΒ you don't want kids, thats fine, I just you to be happy and well." Then quickly changes the subject, making it sound like kids are good, a blessing, a wonderful tresure, something needed in every family, an extension of the genus, and whatever.
And when I say the opposite shit, shit that a typical person that doesn't want kids or think of them in such ways.. Oh Jesus.. The arguments which sometimes result into fighting that stresses or depresses me..
I don't give TWO SHITS about children! I ain't having them, and that's final. He can call me selfish like how he does to those who don't want children for no reason just like that. I don't care. I'm proud to be 'selfish' in his eyes, or in everyones then, if that will be the fucking case to him and all of society.
Motherhood is a big 'Fuck to the Hell to the NO!" to me.. Not my thing.. But I probably have to turn into my 30s till he realizes that... Untill then.. Oh god give me the patience to hear them shitty sweet stories about parenthood he keeps rubbing into my face.. -.-
When dad tells me similar shit like that too only because I am a virgin.. My sister once said it too.. I know how you feel, it's annoying, and as I think about having sex with anyone man or woman, it's grossing me out..
And I know what it's like to have sex, because out of curiosity about that shit, I watched porn a few times.. I am traumatized for life. Lol. The lesbian one wasn't as bad, but forever pure I will be.
Dicks and vaginas are just.. Gross to me.. But the whole nude thing, I'll freak out like I saw a cockroach or spider for sure if that were to ever happen. Lol. I already feel uncomfortable whenever someone sees me a little revealing. Whether it's my sister, dad or anyone really. I hate it a lot.. But mainly when I go outside and it's hot as a fucking turned on oven outside.
My dad doesn't talk about sex that much, but about parenthood.. I'm drowning in that stupid shit..
I'm sorry about your friend, I hope you're getting along again as friends at least, but if not. I'm so very sorry about everything. And I hope that crazy stuff don't repeat itself.
Never let people control you about sex or wanting kids, or even romance if you're not interested in either one of those things or both.
Society is controling, but also careless. They wish to control people, and make them do shit because 'it's for their best' or 'it's god's will' or whatever bullshit.. But are careless about how one feels or sees these things, without realizing what terrible trauma or deed might come against that person if they listen to society's terrible and forceful bullshit..
This is why I'll just eccept the fact if people call me selfish for not wanting children or remain 'pure'
And I'll happily be honest with my partner on how I feel about parenthood and sex. If they love me still after all of that, I'm happy, and will love them with all my heart. But if not, then their loss.
Kids aren't the meaning of life and one can love and be happy without them and without sex being needed.
I wish many people realized that the meaning of life is love, happiness, and fun.. Ugh..
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