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AlienQween — Help Me Self-Destruct

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Published: 2015-01-23 04:28:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 435; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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Description Another old vent. I wasn't sad. Nor am I right now. But the character is. So he's sad. Sex drugs and violence. That says is.
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AlienQween [2015-03-12 14:14:39 +0000 UTC]

I also forgot cannibalism. Oops.

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dragonflyfire8 [2015-01-23 04:35:53 +0000 UTC]

Very nice babe.
Have you told me about this one?

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AlienQween In reply to dragonflyfire8 [2015-01-23 05:50:01 +0000 UTC]

I think I have. I don't know though.
He's a fave. ^^

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dragonflyfire8 In reply to AlienQween [2015-01-23 23:43:53 +0000 UTC]

Well then tell me about him

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AlienQween In reply to dragonflyfire8 [2015-01-24 00:01:27 +0000 UTC]

Well he's sad. And he's dead. And he doesn't really remember anything from when he was
alive. He eats people. Cause he's this weird Japanese demon that were awful people in
life so he's cursed to eat flesh but feel remorse and humanity and guilt for eternity. And he
has dreams about himself before, but he doesn't know what they mean, and he wanders in his
sleep because of them and he gets himself hurt a lot. He was a prostitute for awhile because he was
trying to live a 'normal' life with a job and an apartment, but he'd refuse to eat and he'd starve himself
out and eventually he'd reach a point when something clicked off in his brain and he'd blck out
and the next thing he knows he's not hungry and he's covered in blood. And then he'd get sick
and do anything to harm himself because he wants it to be over, but he can't figure out why he won't
die no matter what he does. And then one day he met this two cannibal weirdos. Mimic and Dimitri. And
they use him as a blood hound. He finds good food and in return the make him eat and keep him safe.
And then he eventually started sleeping with Dimitri cause he makes him feel safe and he's stable. And
Dimitri just likes to fuck cause he's available and easy. And Lukas has pretty fallen on his face for him. And he
knows it's never going to be with him for real. So he hurts himself and tries pretty much anything to
make everything hurt less. Plus, living in a dead body, but being alive comes with it's own aches and pains.
And his bloods thick and gross so it just hurts all the time. Just forcing it through his veins is painful.
Plus he has headaches from not eating and not sleeping and being dead, and crying hurts because forcing
tar through your tear ducts makes you wanna cry more. *tosses glitter*

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dragonflyfire8 In reply to AlienQween [2015-01-24 00:08:58 +0000 UTC]

poor poor man.
poor man in a fucked up land of face tar and -looks around- glitter.

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AlienQween In reply to dragonflyfire8 [2015-01-24 01:45:23 +0000 UTC]

Yea. His fault for being a piece of shit. But now he doesn't remember what
he did. So it's stupid. Lol

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dragonflyfire8 In reply to AlienQween [2015-01-24 02:00:49 +0000 UTC]

OMg....he makes me think of this song i fucking love but can't talk to anyone about because tenta doesnt like the music and kassi doesnt like his voice ;-;

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AlienQween In reply to dragonflyfire8 [2015-01-24 23:34:17 +0000 UTC]

Can I know of this song you speak of?

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dragonflyfire8 In reply to AlienQween [2015-01-25 03:25:47 +0000 UTC]

Tom Lehrer ~ The Masochism Tango

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AlienQween In reply to dragonflyfire8 [2015-01-25 04:33:31 +0000 UTC]

Dude. OMg. It's perfect. It fits his fucked up relationship so
well. Babe. Thanks.

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dragonflyfire8 In reply to AlienQween [2015-01-25 20:11:10 +0000 UTC]

It makes me think of my Medic oc Felix too :>

i knew you'd like the song ^^

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AlienQween In reply to dragonflyfire8 [2015-01-25 20:48:24 +0000 UTC]

It's perfect. I need to download it, Like rn.

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dragonflyfire8 In reply to AlienQween [2015-01-25 21:08:20 +0000 UTC]

Anything by tom is perfect. anything.

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AlienQween In reply to dragonflyfire8 [2015-01-27 10:11:22 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for introducing us.

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dragonflyfire8 In reply to AlienQween [2015-01-27 12:14:02 +0000 UTC]

No problem.
the old dope peddler is also a good song :>

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memeavatar [2015-01-23 04:33:03 +0000 UTC]

hmmm u know people make characters as different images of themselves.... I love the gif though it`s very creative

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AlienQween In reply to memeavatar [2015-01-23 05:51:28 +0000 UTC]

He's not a different image of me. He's just an oc. He's got my depression and all, but he's not me.
He's a combination of all the nasty habits I find interesting, but would never do myself. I mean, aside
from the self harm.

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memeavatar In reply to AlienQween [2015-03-09 02:50:25 +0000 UTC]

O i understand i find myself doing that...anyways GOOD JOB

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memeavatar In reply to memeavatar [2015-03-09 02:50:44 +0000 UTC]

o and also what program did u use

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AlienQween In reply to memeavatar [2016-08-13 13:13:39 +0000 UTC]

I never got this message, so I am so sorry this is more than a year old. I drew it all in Paint Tool Sai and animated in Gimp.

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memeavatar In reply to AlienQween [2016-08-13 15:18:36 +0000 UTC]

its okay
thanks anyways

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