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This was for puff-mmd contest with the theme of lights with their light stand object. #glowupcontest

Even though it didn't come out like others (check other people's entries. they did an AWESOME job) but at least I tried and I'm proud of my own render. And I had fun. So, thank you puff-mmd for the chance to be in my first mmd contest.

The theme is Omori with puff-mmd's contest theme.
For those who don't know Omori, the text may confuse some people.

The top says, "I live in the dream, to never face the truth but........" This means to not face reality and what you want to hide from. Which I used this symbolize people with mental illness such as serve depression.

The text stopped to lead to the next text that says, "It won't end unless I end it" Which means, I have to face reality and take hold of the light that life has left for me and waited for me.
I used light in the theme as symbolism for people with trauma as mental illnesses. It's not easy to face life and that's why I used Omori in the theme. The game has a lot of mental illness and strong themes that would fit light.

There is text at the bottom that may be overlooked but, if you look at the bottom corner, there is another text that says, ""It only takes a second to put out the light I held" Do you notice that one of the light stands doesn't have effect on it? This was intentional as a side. It means that there is a path that can lead to despair, and it only takes a second to lose yourself and be back in darkness. I left them red because red is common in Omori, and it works for my color-coded text.

I really do like how it came out and this contest helped me learn more about the use of effects. So, in the end, I didn't only make a render on mmd to also have a physiological message in it, I also learned from this experience and really test out the effects.

Thank you so much puff-mmd for letting be a part of this contest. Even though it's not the best, I hope you do at least like it for what it is.

Credits

Omori and Sunny Models by fxckingcherry

Objects
Light Stand by- puff-mmd (contest required item)
Knife by-madokaami

Effects used (I did try to find all the creators of these effects but, I can't find them expect for the ones by BeamMan. If anyone knows the other creators, can you tell me in the comments so I can update this?)
AutoLuminousBasic
TexSnowLite
Diffusion
o_Vignette
WorkingFloorX
Bloody CameraScreen
KiraKira (Red)
IkPolishShader

Sunny background in the render by Omocat
Programs gimp v 2.10 and miku miku dance v 9.31

Description
This was for puff-mmd contest with the theme of lights with their light stand object. #glowupcontest

Even though it didn't come out like others (check other people's entries. they did an AWESOME job) but at least I tried and I'm proud of my own render. And I had fun. So, thank you puff-mmd for the chance to be in my first mmd contest.

The theme is Omori with puff-mmd's contest theme.
For those who don't know Omori, the text may confuse some people.

The top says, "I live in the dream, to never face the truth but........" This means to not face reality and what you want to hide from. Which I used this symbolize people with mental illness such as serve depression.

The text stopped to lead to the next text that says, "It won't end unless I end it" Which means, I have to face reality and take hold of the light that life has left for me and waited for me.
I used light in the theme as symbolism for people with trauma as mental illnesses. It's not easy to face life and that's why I used Omori in the theme. The game has a lot of mental illness and strong themes that would fit light.

There is text at the bottom that may be overlooked but, if you look at the bottom corner, there is another text that says, ""It only takes a second to put out the light I held" Do you notice that one of the light stands doesn't have effect on it? This was intentional as a side. It means that there is a path that can lead to despair, and it only takes a second to lose yourself and be back in darkness. I left them red because red is common in Omori, and it works for my color-coded text.

I really do like how it came out and this contest helped me learn more about the use of effects. So, in the end, I didn't only make a render on mmd to also have a physiological message in it, I also learned from this experience and really test out the effects.

Thank you so much puff-mmd for letting be a part of this contest. Even though it's not the best, I hope you do at least like it for what it is.

Credits

Omori and Sunny Models by fxckingcherry

Objects
Light Stand by- puff-mmd (contest required item)
Knife by-madokaami

Effects used (I did try to find all the creators of these effects but, I can't find them expect for the ones by BeamMan. If anyone knows the other creators, can you tell me in the comments so I can update this?)
AutoLuminousBasic
TexSnowLite
Diffusion
o_Vignette
WorkingFloorX
Bloody CameraScreen
KiraKira (Red)
IkPolishShader

Sunny background in the render by Omocat
Programs gimp v 2.10 and miku miku dance v 9.31