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Atrixfromice — Relaxing at the Sea

Published: 2013-08-02 03:24:36 +0000 UTC; Views: 730; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 7
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Description Hiya there folks I have been very bussy with looking an organizing my documents for the school this week, to go back to the college this year. Allso the work, so I haven't had much time for posting or comming here, and I lost some of my motorbike classes for the same reason  But I would like to post this here today because it is a drawing I would love to dedicate to my dear friend and first artistic projects mate   because  he has done oh SO a looot of amazing and really nice things for me in these weeks! OOH MY! He did a lot of great things for me since I met him! BUT SPECIALLY TODAY AND SOME DAYS AGO HE HAS BEEN SO NICE AND UNDERSTANDING AND LOVING  WITH ME!!! OH MY TALKING WITH HIM MADE ME FEEL SO TRULY AMAZING TODAY! : aww: *happy sigh*  And OH GOODNESS! I feel so short of words to thank him! *shy giggles*
I remember when I met him the first time, he was so shy about talking with me (that was soo cuteee! ) but now I feel like he has always been my friend, like if we met for a life time. He's an old dear friend now, and I feel like we met from a lifetime! He has made me soo happy and we have spend a lot  of adventures together, we have learned together a lot of things, and we have helped each other when we have trouble or sadness, we have shared all our joyful times too! ....Sometimes I feel like I don't give him enough recognizion for the wonderful things he does, that I don't let him know that I love him and that I'm grateful that he's here as often as he would like Specally since that time he mentioned that I talk about "how awesome" other people are...later we realized that he was upset for other thing actually, yet this made me a bit shameful and a bit worried about that in part. But you know, actually, maybe it seems like "if they're perfect" cos I only talk about my friend's good traits in public, and not about their flaws or mistakes. Because I've always feel that if you have a friend who makes a mistake or has flaws, you should not degradate him in public for that because that hurts their heart (self-steem, self-confidcence) so it's better telling them in private
So that's why I would like to dedicate this for him Because I would love to thank him for all the things he have done for me, to say now awesom he really is! So he feel loved and appreciated! I haven't had time AT ALL to draw something lately cos I'm pressured to organize and get all requisits to the collegue for this week (this is the last week of inscription and I gotta hurry!) but I would like to dedicate him this one for being here for me when I've needed! He was there when my little pet Eva died  and everybody in my family tried to blame me and felt mad at me, he has helped me to overcome  
And specially I'm so thankful for today's talking that made me so relaxed! oooh myy! *happy sigh* He helped me with personal troubles euhmm *ehem* *chuckles*.....personal stuff...HEHEH! Now I just realized why I sometimes can't write what he does for me when I dedicate drawings for him, because well...a lot of these amazing things that have happened, as much amazing and beautiful they are, they are too personal! *CHUCKLES* So...there's a lot of things he has done for me that I'll not be able to say because that's the way it should be But I can say some of them appart of what I've already said.
He gifted me my wacom tablet - the one who has allowed me to reach a new level of drawing! And I'm so thankful because I can draw and paint without messing stuff or getting my hands stained As I do sometimes with traditional material
He also gave me some art suplies, the ones I used to paint this piece
He was my very first comissioner, the first comission I've ever made in form, officially, was with him ( I did drawings in highschool for my classmates and stuff but those were rather requests) and he wanted me to be in charge of his character designs for one of his stories, which it's a great honor, and joy for me
He is the only one who has asked about my fave characters doing unusual situations, and the talking with him about that was really amused and interesting, and it was a challengue
And he saved me from reading a sadisctic and macabre comic I found by chance here (yes on dA o_o) and also told me that if I find something in the future that I might have a doubt of being creepy or sadic (or porn, too) that I can let him know about it and he was going to look for me if it was creepy or if it is a good thing to read for me. And I really appreciate this! SO MUCH!!! Because he's the ONLY ONE PERSON in this world who have had offered to protect me from the nasty things some people does, the dregs of humanity! Nobody ever was willing to do this for me other than him! So I have no words for this! I'll always treasure this on my heart! As well as all the amazing and heartwarming things that he has done for me!!

Oh and for the drawing, well this one, I started it when my hand still hurts, because at that week my family came to visit, and my mom told me that I was fat and short and that ugly and I was disgusting....I'm not sure why she said that becuase it's not true that I'm fat and I don't think I'm ugly, and much less disgusting! I felt really upset that my mother told me that, but I couldn't insult her or yell at her cos she's my mother after all, so I tried to sketch something to see if I could feel a bit better, and it happened that the sketch came out so well that I felt better and I painted it So even if this wasn't a drawing that came out of a happy mood of mine, it DID made me feel a lot better So now it's a happy drawing and I like to contemplate it
I painted these two sketches with different traditional material; the whole body one was painted with markers, oil pastels and black pointball pen, and the other with only pencil colors and gel pens for the lines. I did this so you can observe the difference between one and another materials. Hope you like it!
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Comments: 6

Motion-Music [2013-08-02 15:33:57 +0000 UTC]

hehehehe, I know what you are refeeeeeeeering too :3

*HUGGLES*

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Atrixfromice In reply to Motion-Music [2013-08-04 17:55:12 +0000 UTC]

Awwwwwwwwwww  
I hope that you can someday work with me in the galactic adventures of the black hole

Well, I realized a while ago that this is why I don't say some of the things you have made for me for *CHUCKLES* Cos some of them are personal things, and well, I wouldn't like that other people know the intimate things that we share, not because it was bad, but because those are  things that are only our business, THEY ARE SPECIAL! the other people aren't meant to know, they don't need that information for anything
But don't worry really! sure I can tell you people the things aren't too personal I finished the description about the materials I used for the drawing if you would like to see by the way

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Motion-Music In reply to Atrixfromice [2013-08-04 21:05:08 +0000 UTC]

HEHEHEHEHE *HUGGLES*

yeah I will read the description ^ _ ^

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Atrixfromice In reply to Motion-Music [2013-08-04 22:01:34 +0000 UTC]

Thanks!!! ^ _ ^

And I guess you got what I was referring of then

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Motion-Music In reply to Atrixfromice [2013-08-04 22:08:34 +0000 UTC]

HEHEHEEHE YEAH I KNOW *BLUUUUUUUUUUUUSH* OH YES I KNOW

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Atrixfromice In reply to Motion-Music [2013-08-04 22:37:55 +0000 UTC]

Hehehehe OOH MY HEHEHE! Oh you're so cute!

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