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What more can I say?
I would say sorry, but that's the wrong emotion I'm feeling.
I am not regretful at all.

I draw something to really test my skills to see if I really can... and everyone just thinks.... "EWWW"

At least I can admire shit from a distance and examine and admire what the person must of ate to make a poo look the way it does.

I'm way too openminded of a person I guess.

What are pairings really? Nothing but a bunch of lines on a piece of paper. Drawn by some artist how has a weird fascination with those two fictional characters together for one way or another.

As I was drawing the piece. (everyone knows the piece I'm probably talking about) My mind was not thinking: "OMG THIS LOOKS SO HOT" as many of you would imagine. Nor did I think: "OMG! I WANT TO PUKE!"
Neither of those was through my head as I drew it.

As I was drawing it, I was concentrating on every single line, every swell of the shoulders the curves of their hips and the connectivity of how lines formed together to create the human body in a constructive way. In my style you'll notice my simple effectiveness of circles and connected lines to get my point across swiftly and effectively. This time, I think it worked too well since it made so many people pissed off at me.

I was so proud of myself at my attempt to draw the male genitalia. Before, I have never attempted to draw them or take the penis seriously, because for just a bunch of simple shapes, it is a hard thing for me to draw. I have always wished to draw a penis, but I have always been to scared too. My sister laughs at my failed attempts at home (by looking at science books) and says they look like shriveled up fingers. I know of course in our society, drawing private parts in such a manner is likely to be frowned upon and considered porn. I myself see it as a step forward to become a better artist. Until I became 18.... the male body was a complete and utter mystery to me, so to know what a dick looks like so late in life must draw in my fascination and desire for wanting to draw one flawlessly for the sake of practicing my autonomy.

Even here, On DA... There is a very artistic photograph here of the penis, That receives a lot of hassle and flames and stupid horny comments because of the content photograph of a simple shrived limp penis on devaintart. But it is by no way pornography. I can sense the undertone the photographer was trying to create in the photo. The shading is well done and the angle is perfect and he was trying to take something our society shuns and turn it into a work of art. I have a great amount of respect for this photographer for having the gull to put a photo of his own penis on DA. And Deviantart has not removed this photo due to the onslaught of horny/flaming comments he gets on it. Because they can understand the dynamic undertones of the piece.

Maybe I'm being to sensitive here, but the artist in me is offended that people would get offended by the work in the first place only because of the content and characters, (or maybe some of you were offended by how shitty I treat my Kohai )

Because everyone knows I'm a horny (slightly innocent) little 19 year old deviant.

At least when I am looking through hentai and stuff that can be called nothing but "porn" I can take a step back from it and admire the time they must of put into something like that. I can look at the shading, I can look at the undertones, I understand contrast and try to understand the artists intention.
I know from experience, most people who draw stuff to that content have nothing in their heads other then: "Omg! So hot! Orgy!"
But me.....
I look for something more.
If I ever draw something completely and utterly graphic, I want people to say, "What was going through the artist's head when she made this..."
Instead of: "OMG~! SO FUCKING HOT! OMG!!!"

Maybe I as I said, I am being to sensitive, but I want nothing more then to improve. Maybe I should get a hentai foundary account for moments like this where I want to abuse Shikamaru in such a way. But My fear is that I will be bombarded by the slew of comments such as:
"LOL"
or:
"OMG HOT!"
"FUCK YEAH DRIVE HIM!"

Which is the last thing I want.

I thought Deviantart was supposed to be an art community. Full of open-minded-ness and critique. The fact That I realize most of my watchers are horny underage girls, or innocent underage girls, Means I can never get the feedback I really want for any of my artwork. Which leads me into self loathing and loathing for my fanbase.
And the people in my age group that I consider my best friends here on DA either
A) Don't look at my art
B) Can never take me seriously do to the fact we are so close.

Maybe I have set to high a standards for myself, but honestly.... For an art website, you think that more honest critiques would be in order. Which is the exact reason why I wish to have a DA admin friend who has been on DA a long time, and can give me honest feedback on my work that will do nothing but help me to improve.

For the pictures I work my hardest at, no one wants to look below the surface. Everyone takes a glance at the characters we know and love and automatically judges it depending on the characters personality. Naruto characters are what I am best at drawing right now in my period. I would draw a few random characters, but they would all look like Kakuzu I'm guessing since my hairstyles are so similar.

I'm still an artist in training, and I consider this to be an experience and has really opened my eyes to the art world, and the Narutard world.

I will not give up in perusing my ability to draw better and become more skilled so I can finally come to a point in my art career, when people can look at my work like they do in a museum, evaluate it, and decide if they like it or not after much thought.

I have a long way to go until then. But I wish to get there.

And with that, Goodbye. Have a nice day. I hope we have all learned something here, because I sure as hell have.

(Will move this to scraps soon probably too.)

Description
Read right to left.

What more can I say?
I would say sorry, but that's the wrong emotion I'm feeling.
I am not regretful at all.

I draw something to really test my skills to see if I really can... and everyone just thinks.... "EWWW"

At least I can admire shit from a distance and examine and admire what the person must of ate to make a poo look the way it does.

I'm way too openminded of a person I guess.

What are pairings really? Nothing but a bunch of lines on a piece of paper. Drawn by some artist how has a weird fascination with those two fictional characters together for one way or another.

As I was drawing the piece. (everyone knows the piece I'm probably talking about) My mind was not thinking: "OMG THIS LOOKS SO HOT" as many of you would imagine. Nor did I think: "OMG! I WANT TO PUKE!"
Neither of those was through my head as I drew it.

As I was drawing it, I was concentrating on every single line, every swell of the shoulders the curves of their hips and the connectivity of how lines formed together to create the human body in a constructive way. In my style you'll notice my simple effectiveness of circles and connected lines to get my point across swiftly and effectively. This time, I think it worked too well since it made so many people pissed off at me.

I was so proud of myself at my attempt to draw the male genitalia. Before, I have never attempted to draw them or take the penis seriously, because for just a bunch of simple shapes, it is a hard thing for me to draw. I have always wished to draw a penis, but I have always been to scared too. My sister laughs at my failed attempts at home (by looking at science books) and says they look like shriveled up fingers. I know of course in our society, drawing private parts in such a manner is likely to be frowned upon and considered porn. I myself see it as a step forward to become a better artist. Until I became 18.... the male body was a complete and utter mystery to me, so to know what a dick looks like so late in life must draw in my fascination and desire for wanting to draw one flawlessly for the sake of practicing my autonomy.

Even here, On DA... There is a very artistic photograph here of the penis, That receives a lot of hassle and flames and stupid horny comments because of the content photograph of a simple shrived limp penis on devaintart. But it is by no way pornography. I can sense the undertone the photographer was trying to create in the photo. The shading is well done and the angle is perfect and he was trying to take something our society shuns and turn it into a work of art. I have a great amount of respect for this photographer for having the gull to put a photo of his own penis on DA. And Deviantart has not removed this photo due to the onslaught of horny/flaming comments he gets on it. Because they can understand the dynamic undertones of the piece.

Maybe I'm being to sensitive here, but the artist in me is offended that people would get offended by the work in the first place only because of the content and characters, (or maybe some of you were offended by how shitty I treat my Kohai )

Because everyone knows I'm a horny (slightly innocent) little 19 year old deviant.

At least when I am looking through hentai and stuff that can be called nothing but "porn" I can take a step back from it and admire the time they must of put into something like that. I can look at the shading, I can look at the undertones, I understand contrast and try to understand the artists intention.
I know from experience, most people who draw stuff to that content have nothing in their heads other then: "Omg! So hot! Orgy!"
But me.....
I look for something more.
If I ever draw something completely and utterly graphic, I want people to say, "What was going through the artist's head when she made this..."
Instead of: "OMG~! SO FUCKING HOT! OMG!!!"

Maybe I as I said, I am being to sensitive, but I want nothing more then to improve. Maybe I should get a hentai foundary account for moments like this where I want to abuse Shikamaru in such a way. But My fear is that I will be bombarded by the slew of comments such as:
"LOL"
or:
"OMG HOT!"
"FUCK YEAH DRIVE HIM!"

Which is the last thing I want.

I thought Deviantart was supposed to be an art community. Full of open-minded-ness and critique. The fact That I realize most of my watchers are horny underage girls, or innocent underage girls, Means I can never get the feedback I really want for any of my artwork. Which leads me into self loathing and loathing for my fanbase.
And the people in my age group that I consider my best friends here on DA either
A) Don't look at my art
B) Can never take me seriously do to the fact we are so close.

Maybe I have set to high a standards for myself, but honestly.... For an art website, you think that more honest critiques would be in order. Which is the exact reason why I wish to have a DA admin friend who has been on DA a long time, and can give me honest feedback on my work that will do nothing but help me to improve.

For the pictures I work my hardest at, no one wants to look below the surface. Everyone takes a glance at the characters we know and love and automatically judges it depending on the characters personality. Naruto characters are what I am best at drawing right now in my period. I would draw a few random characters, but they would all look like Kakuzu I'm guessing since my hairstyles are so similar.

I'm still an artist in training, and I consider this to be an experience and has really opened my eyes to the art world, and the Narutard world.

I will not give up in perusing my ability to draw better and become more skilled so I can finally come to a point in my art career, when people can look at my work like they do in a museum, evaluate it, and decide if they like it or not after much thought.

I have a long way to go until then. But I wish to get there.

And with that, Goodbye. Have a nice day. I hope we have all learned something here, because I sure as hell have.

(Will move this to scraps soon probably too.)