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Published: 2005-07-11 15:35:19 +0000 UTC; Views: 2073; Favourites: 44; Downloads: 323
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Description Drawn last year. I was quite sad, and really torn apart inside. So, I drew Amanda to somewhat reflect my emotions.
..Since she, too, has gone through some decidedly tough times.. I thought it'd fit.

However, I lack that sadness and pain altogether these days, so now this is nothing but a picture of her having trouble keeping her weariness and hurt secret, since it's not necessarily going away for her. Tried for that plaintive look.

Painter 7 100%
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Comments: 32

tauren-wardrums [2010-07-29 14:09:21 +0000 UTC]

It's good to know that some people can forget so easily...

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Fontenar [2006-06-20 07:55:16 +0000 UTC]

The fact that this is truly sorrowful, rather than emo, is a definite plus - not to mention the fact that the pic is truly beautiful, very atmospheric, and the character herself is lovely. I've gone through quite a bit of your gallery, sadly without commenting (bad Fontenar! Bad!) and have found Amanda both intriguing and dead sexy! The way she handles her pain also appeals to me. It is proof that strong women can still grieve.

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LeadTheWay [2005-11-21 23:26:13 +0000 UTC]

In a way, she seems to be looking both sad and yet hopeful in the same line, but that is most likely a misinterpretation, I think. The hues in this picture are to die for.

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azraelengel [2005-09-16 16:03:17 +0000 UTC]

I like the way you've CGed the hair. Just the dreamy effect of her face and hair looks excellent. I like the background a lot, too. The texture of it is pretty nicely done.

Impressive shading. Very smooth. Great emotion too. I almost read the title as "Bearer of Bad News." Beautiful work.

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Celestial-SeraphiMan [2005-09-14 00:06:36 +0000 UTC]

Very good work this is.

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anjiru [2005-07-29 13:04:05 +0000 UTC]

Maybe your earlier suffering was a way for you to enjoy even more the happiness you now have finally obtained..... Perhaps she will as well someday know true happiness?

Rambling idiot I am...

I always did like this one, it shows very strong and very powerful emotion. Even when things are this bad you still have to keep your head up and try your best to get through it, it seems to say

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ayzewi In reply to anjiru [2005-07-29 13:25:29 +0000 UTC]

I think so. It was probably a good way to appreciate my situation now, too :3
I hope she does. She's been through a lot :d

*petpat* Not an idiot you are u_U;

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anjiru In reply to ayzewi [2005-08-04 13:11:18 +0000 UTC]

mrurl...

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SpecterePrime [2005-07-15 19:31:36 +0000 UTC]

This one breaks what's left of my heart. She looks like she could use a shoulder to cry on, but I'm glad to hear your in better spirits. I hope they last forever for you.

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Mkr3 [2005-07-15 13:46:18 +0000 UTC]

The past is dead and gone. Now we go BACK TO THE FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Mkr3 [2005-07-15 13:46:15 +0000 UTC]

The past is dead ang gone. Now we go BACK TO THE FUTURE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Lance-Danger [2005-07-15 05:19:21 +0000 UTC]

So much emotion in this illo, LOVED it to pieces!
~Alvaro

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Inspectornills [2005-07-13 15:48:25 +0000 UTC]

Very ewmotional pic. Very nice. I like how the wall turned out. Looks very...wall-y.

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ladygalad [2005-07-12 21:50:14 +0000 UTC]

As a piece of art i really like this, my only complaint is in the graphics...the tear especially just looks strange and fuzzy. i really like the background. the coloring on the skin is very good

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theladyjustice [2005-07-12 13:41:02 +0000 UTC]

not too dark, not to bright. def. shows sadness and being lost. i like it.

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Fukai-Mori [2005-07-12 13:27:39 +0000 UTC]

The greys in this picture really help to convey those sad moments very well...It's a beautiful sadness...

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khelik [2005-07-12 07:10:13 +0000 UTC]

very beautiful, the face truly carries the emotion

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HeReTikGoth [2005-07-12 03:44:51 +0000 UTC]

Painter 7? Completely? DAAAAMN.

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spitzen [2005-07-12 00:23:55 +0000 UTC]

VERY, VERY beautiful. I love everything about her face. THIS Amanda seems absolutely realistic, perfectly proportioned, very ideal. I could say a thousand different words, if I had time on my side.

Yes, I'm quite moved by her sorrowful emotion. And, from the hard times you had to deal with, a little wish of comfort.

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c-force [2005-07-12 00:12:39 +0000 UTC]

aww... she's sad... Yes, the expression and emotion is well done and so is the pic.

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LadyBozi [2005-07-11 21:00:42 +0000 UTC]

vey NICE! Love the hair and her expression!

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bigjoeyc [2005-07-11 20:25:24 +0000 UTC]

Wow, beautiful and sad, I wish I could give her a hug or a flower or something.

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bigjoeyc [2005-07-11 20:24:53 +0000 UTC]

Wow, beautiful and sad, I wish I could give her a hug or a flower or something.

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ephemeral [2005-07-11 20:06:35 +0000 UTC]

i remember seeing this on your website, and it was very compelling to me. the emotion on her face is so well executed, and the choice of washed out colors really brings out a melancholy mood.
it's good to know that you are no longer sad.
aaaand, i must fav this.

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Teracat [2005-07-11 19:18:36 +0000 UTC]

The coloring and shading is perfect, really portrays the emotion!

Have I mentioned you're extremely talented? If not, allow me to now.

You are extremely talented.

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ReYo [2005-07-11 18:27:20 +0000 UTC]

Wow, beautifully executed. The expression is very well done, you can see and feel what she's going through... very nice work.

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seph07 [2005-07-11 17:42:06 +0000 UTC]

Its a good picture drawn very well it is also good that you dont feel that way now...Just my thoughts

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requiemlullabies [2005-07-11 16:04:16 +0000 UTC]

You did a nice job on catching the sadness in it. Beautiful.

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tyzue [2005-07-11 16:02:51 +0000 UTC]

God, I love this picture. I swear you already submitted this o_o
I thought this looked amazing in b/w but it just got 200% better with the coloring. IT'S BEAUTIFUL!

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ThorsVision [2005-07-11 15:57:28 +0000 UTC]

*snuuuuggle* yaaaaay for happy mandas.

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PlasticRabbits [2005-07-11 15:44:20 +0000 UTC]

I think she looks good. The emotion suits her.

-D.G.

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grimkim [2005-07-11 15:39:33 +0000 UTC]

i really like the coloring

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