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BellaBugia β€” I Hate That I Love You
Published: 2012-03-11 09:03:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 20158; Favourites: 1115; Downloads: 241
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Description I hate that you're my every thought
That I wake with you on my mind
And fall asleep
To images of your smile

I hate that I adore you so
With gorgeous eyes
And sweet lips
I long to taste

I hate the way you make me feel
Like I need you to survive
As if breathing without you
Is excruciating

I hate that I yearn for you
I hunger for your touch
Every moment
Of every day

I hate the way I love you
With every beat
Of my wretched heart
That loving you keeps me alive
Yet keeps me alone
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Comments: 578

LizzyStrand [2015-03-06 03:07:19 +0000 UTC]

I'm so glad I got to read this. Β It echoes what I'm currently experiencing and I'm glad I saw your submission posted on the featured list.

Thank you so much for sharing!

All my best to you,

Lizzy

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KansasProjectSaint [2014-02-18 05:51:37 +0000 UTC]

So glad that I dont love anyone in this way. Id probably feel the same & then some.

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dreams-and-starlight [2013-03-02 01:07:25 +0000 UTC]

Of course I'm not crying right now... not crying... still denying it. *sobbing my heart out* But yeah, I can sympathize with you.

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HunterTheShadow [2012-12-08 18:33:24 +0000 UTC]

Exactly how I'm feeling now... It's awesome

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That-crazy-fangirl [2012-11-29 00:33:02 +0000 UTC]

Wow. Describes the way I feel with the one I love...

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Exotixa [2012-11-23 05:53:17 +0000 UTC]

its beautiful..........

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aaammmsterdddam [2012-10-27 17:30:08 +0000 UTC]

This.. this sums my feelings up perfectly!
Although I did not write it it is a physical representation of my very thougts, perhaps I am still more human than I thought, or you are less human than I think you are...

Anyway, I am probably going to screw up BIG TIME, but I will direct the woman I love here, even though she has a boyfriend she deserves to know. (Oh I am so afraid of the results)

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BellaBugia In reply to aaammmsterdddam [2012-11-02 14:24:02 +0000 UTC]

I would like to commend you on your bravery in sending the woman you love here. I certainly do hope it works out well for you! You never know what life has in store or how things may turn out. You never know, there might be no need to be afraid after all!!

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aaammmsterdddam In reply to BellaBugia [2012-11-05 08:05:32 +0000 UTC]

well, somewhere it went wrong, she is now ignoring me

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Pheromone-Somniferum [2012-07-29 14:41:09 +0000 UTC]

This is me now.

Well done.

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shironomitsuki [2012-04-28 18:49:35 +0000 UTC]

I can relate... awesome job on this one ^^

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oleke [2012-04-28 09:40:24 +0000 UTC]

Love it can relate alot ins face

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ElleonDire [2012-04-21 20:30:21 +0000 UTC]

This is just so speaking my life right now! I absolutely love this!

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KD-5U11Y [2012-03-22 10:40:53 +0000 UTC]

What type of file is this.......i have some poetry i would like to upload but I'm still a noob and don't know how lol

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BellaBugia In reply to KD-5U11Y [2012-03-22 10:52:20 +0000 UTC]

I just copy and paste the text into where it says enter text when you submit a new deviation. Or I compose in Sta.sh Writer Hope that helps.

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KD-5U11Y In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-22 11:23:26 +0000 UTC]

TNX =3

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dafelix [2012-03-22 06:10:30 +0000 UTC]

So many people suffer this (unfortunately I relate) which is sad. You hit every spot and dove into every crack, great job!

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BellaBugia In reply to dafelix [2012-03-22 07:29:07 +0000 UTC]

I am so sorry I hope this is not a current issue for you and that you may heal

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dafelix In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-22 16:04:46 +0000 UTC]

No worries, it's not something that brings me down , it's just there. Thanks though! Keep up the good work!

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AL11-scarlettt [2012-03-20 02:01:05 +0000 UTC]

Aww...I really like this!

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BellaBugia In reply to AL11-scarlettt [2012-03-21 08:53:18 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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epicfallen [2012-03-18 09:07:51 +0000 UTC]

wow..this is very expressive and powerful..excellent work on this.

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BellaBugia In reply to epicfallen [2012-03-19 00:17:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!

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epicfallen In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-19 05:11:05 +0000 UTC]

no problem

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AviArts [2012-03-18 08:55:13 +0000 UTC]

Its good but im not into emo poems much.

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xXrSoOxRaAsXx [2012-03-18 05:03:23 +0000 UTC]

I love it. <333

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BellaBugia In reply to xXrSoOxRaAsXx [2012-03-18 07:21:33 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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xXrSoOxRaAsXx In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-18 07:27:45 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!

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IvvieWolf [2012-03-18 04:09:41 +0000 UTC]

story of my life

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BellaBugia In reply to IvvieWolf [2012-03-18 07:21:43 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry

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IvvieWolf In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-18 15:23:21 +0000 UTC]

Eh, it's little baby steps. But I'm glad that I'm not the only one that feels this way. c:

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tonks4life [2012-03-18 03:07:50 +0000 UTC]

This = the past 7 years wrapped into a few lines for me.

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BellaBugia In reply to tonks4life [2012-03-18 07:22:20 +0000 UTC]

7 years?? Really? ='( That is horrible, I sure hope it changes for you soon.

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tonks4life In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-19 02:27:58 +0000 UTC]

Thanks...

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NicoleRockzxD [2012-03-18 01:27:34 +0000 UTC]

this is EXACTLY how i feel...

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BellaBugia In reply to NicoleRockzxD [2012-03-18 01:47:29 +0000 UTC]

I am sorry you feel this way It isn't nice at all

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NicoleRockzxD In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-18 01:49:03 +0000 UTC]

yeah. ;c
but hopefully i'll try to ffix it... slowly.

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ayby [2012-03-18 01:24:22 +0000 UTC]

All these emotions describes so accurately in these letters.



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BellaBugia In reply to ayby [2012-03-18 01:47:55 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, love the llama btw ^.^

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nativerawker4life123 [2012-03-18 01:20:09 +0000 UTC]

This describes my currant crush. He was so nice to me the first day I met him. He was sweet, kind, funny, and I thought for once, this guy was actually different from all the other guys I liked. I was wrong, of course. The Valentines Dance was coming up, and I was going to ask him, but I was nervous, and it took a while for me to build up the courage, but once I did, he was with another girl, laughing, holding hands And I heard him, I heard him say, "I love you." to that girl. And my friend just got over her break-up with her boyfriend, then she had to help me get over it. But for some reason, whenever I see him, I still get that feeling, the feeling when you really like someone, and you just can't help but feel light-headed, as if you're dancing on clouds, and all those butterflies. But from the dance, to this day, he doesn't notice me any more.

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BellaBugia In reply to nativerawker4life123 [2012-03-18 01:55:40 +0000 UTC]

Awwh hun I am so sorry that is really tough to deal with. It would be so wonderful if we could choose the ones we fall in love with and choose not to love the ones who we can never have. It's so painful to love someone from afar. I wish I could offer you something to help you heal, but I am afraid I don't have any answers if you ever need to talk please feel free to message me

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nativerawker4life123 In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-18 02:05:29 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww!! Thank you so much!! Y'know, you just gave me more support than some of my class-mates. :/ You're so helpful, thanks you so much. Your words mean, so much, Imma think 'bout them the next time I see him, walking down the hall.... With.... Her >_< Well, thanks, with your support, I just might get over him :')

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dontcrossmeX [2012-03-18 01:16:31 +0000 UTC]

this, i feel, comes from the heart, and i'm sorry that he can't see you. Your beautiful.

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BellaBugia In reply to dontcrossmeX [2012-03-18 01:59:38 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. It's not so much that he can't see me, its more that circumstances won't allow us to be together and sometimes it just really hurts. It's during those times that I wish I could just turn my feelings off

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dontcrossmeX In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-19 00:47:06 +0000 UTC]

i know how you feel. It probably seems that somebody can't know how you feel at a time like this, but trust me, i do. Hm, I've been saying that alot lately, I wish you would though. "If they can't see past the glass, why do still ask them to see you?". It means that if the cant see past what's on the outside and see the real you, why do you try. Your beautiful, remember that.

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BellaBugia In reply to dontcrossmeX [2012-03-19 01:51:57 +0000 UTC]

Wow! I absolutely love that. I am going to say that to people when applicable. Thank you so much

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dontcrossmeX In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-19 03:24:23 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome! and glad you liked that qoute. It's actually something i say to my friends and their guy problems, believe it or not, I am the person who origonally said that. ( who says that i can't qoute myself? ) I thought it would fit in with whats happening right now, and i guess it did. glad i could help!

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7Ninja7Shadow7Wolf [2012-03-18 00:57:46 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww! that is so sweet yet sadish! I love it!

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BellaBugia In reply to 7Ninja7Shadow7Wolf [2012-03-18 02:01:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, I am glad you liked it

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7Ninja7Shadow7Wolf In reply to BellaBugia [2012-03-18 18:59:43 +0000 UTC]

No need to say thank you. I am the one who should be saying thank you for making such an awesome poem. XD

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