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Published: 2006-02-11 08:44:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 2671; Favourites: 99; Downloads: 1905
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Description I wanted to fall to my knees
I wanted to cry an whimper
I wanted to beg for him not to go
I wanted to him to be here.. with me

But I knew better, it would only make things worse
He had to go home, had to

I just let go
an wish I hadnt



I love you
I need you in my life Dennis

Lyrics by Lifehouse
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Comments: 205

bluefreak In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 19:12:18 +0000 UTC]

Yea ;_;
i hope so =3

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Chaoslein In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 19:35:06 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, he will ^ w ^!

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Babes In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 18:31:37 +0000 UTC]

*huggles* it has to be hard. I am sure what you are feeling he is feeling also. And the main thing is that you still love each other as much as ever. Maybe even more, because I known relationships to break up when they meet the person irl for the first time. If you can make it through this, than i am sure both of you can make it through anything. *huggles tightly again* -^_^-

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bluefreak In reply to Babes [2006-02-11 18:36:55 +0000 UTC]

Thats very encouragin =3 thank you so much <3<3

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Babes In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 18:47:39 +0000 UTC]

*ruffles your hair and nods* ^______^:: you are welcome. I really do believe you guys will make it through this ^-^;; Just have to remember you aren't the only one going through this I am positive he is going nuts too o.o;; I just dont know what type of nut though >.> lol

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bluefreak In reply to Babes [2006-02-11 18:53:10 +0000 UTC]

Walnut >DDDD <3

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Babes In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 19:10:42 +0000 UTC]

hmmmm o.o a really hard out shell but a sweet loving inside ^___^:: lol

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bluefreak In reply to Babes [2006-02-11 19:12:05 +0000 UTC]

>D lol <3

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Babes In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 19:16:12 +0000 UTC]

^___^ but the hard shell isn't fooling us girls >.>;; men are just little babies trapped in an adult body lol

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Thaylien In reply to Babes [2006-02-12 13:28:46 +0000 UTC]

Hey!! I resemble that remark!

Err... Sorry, couldn't resist... easy joke. [Runs for the hills]

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Babes In reply to Thaylien [2006-02-12 14:38:25 +0000 UTC]

*she laughs and pats the top of his head* ^___^ It is ok *gives him a cookie* XD

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bluefreak In reply to Babes [2006-02-11 19:47:02 +0000 UTC]

You can say that again >D

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angemon513 [2006-02-11 18:19:39 +0000 UTC]

so beautiful blue-chan

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bluefreak In reply to angemon513 [2006-02-11 18:36:22 +0000 UTC]

Thankie >3

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angemon513 In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 20:20:24 +0000 UTC]

i know just how ya feal girl and no prob

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kandlin In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 18:09:42 +0000 UTC]

I know this feeling.
Hang in there, you'll be together again soon.

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bluefreak In reply to kandlin [2006-02-11 18:18:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you hun =3

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nya-Natsuki In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 17:24:25 +0000 UTC]

Oh my....
this is so damn emotional...

If I had looked any longer on this, I would have started to cry....

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bluefreak In reply to nya-Natsuki [2006-02-11 18:19:10 +0000 UTC]

Aww >3 im sorry
Tho im glad it displays my emotions well enough to others to understand

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Kientero In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 17:23:34 +0000 UTC]

aw... *pets blue on her head* he will come back, don't cry.
here... have some chocolate muffins or the chocolate cookies, and you will feel a little better! ^w^

laughs, i'm such a nice guy... and that kinda scares me, really! >w<;

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bluefreak In reply to Kientero [2006-02-11 18:19:40 +0000 UTC]

lol >D chocolate.. the answer for everythin? >D
Thankies

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Kientero In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 18:44:53 +0000 UTC]

lol, I don't know if chocolate is the answer for everything, but it is yummy anyway! XD

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Halfling-9s In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 16:58:02 +0000 UTC]

:hugs: aww dun worry blue~ you'll see him again...

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bluefreak In reply to Halfling-9s [2006-02-11 18:20:03 +0000 UTC]

I know.. still was hard to let him go x_x <3

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Halfling-9s In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 19:42:57 +0000 UTC]

I only wish i could see me' love ;-; its probably a sad thing i met him on ragnarok online...

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bluefreak In reply to Halfling-9s [2006-02-11 19:44:20 +0000 UTC]

whats sad about that? >3 i met Dennis thru Deviant >>

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Halfling-9s In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 19:51:43 +0000 UTC]

usualy alot of people say meeting someone that you love through an online game is stupid or something ><;

though lately i think its happening alot more..

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bluefreak In reply to Halfling-9s [2006-02-11 20:47:30 +0000 UTC]

Well you tell them to STFU >D people are just closed minded

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yugigirl34 In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 16:48:42 +0000 UTC]

don't worry blue hun, you will see him again i have faith that you will! when i first heard that you and dennis were finally gonna see each other, it gave me a strong feeling in my heart that one day i was definately going to see my love *Alvin-Earthworm IRL one day which i plan to go see him next year or the year after :3 do not worry if he truely loves you and if you truely love him, you will see him again, i guarentee it!


-YG

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bluefreak In reply to yugigirl34 [2006-02-11 18:21:35 +0000 UTC]

Thank you hun =3 i do have faith, just hard to let go..

im so glad to hear that, online relationships are so hard sometimes but if people can wait thru it, i think they are much happier in the end with who they found.

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yugigirl34 In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 19:02:02 +0000 UTC]

your more than welcome :3

-YG

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Hyrenblade In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 16:37:57 +0000 UTC]

I'm really sorry blue. Life blows sometimes, it really does. Look towards the long run, All will be well soon enough. This will work out, you will live happily together in time. Its times like these that test our dedication to those we love, just hold on, it will all pay off in the end.

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bluefreak In reply to Hyrenblade [2006-02-11 18:22:35 +0000 UTC]

Oh i know, i really have faith for that an he is worth waitin forever for.. still didnt make lettin him go any easier tho. ;_;
thankie <3

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jmlukens [2006-02-11 16:23:23 +0000 UTC]

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bluefreak In reply to jmlukens [2006-02-11 18:22:59 +0000 UTC]

sok nu saddie face

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Johesable In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 16:18:35 +0000 UTC]

Hang in there, he'll be back before you know it.
<3
I wish the best of luck for the both of you...

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bluefreak In reply to Johesable [2006-02-11 18:23:22 +0000 UTC]

Im tryin mah best =3
Thankie <3

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Drowno In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 16:17:09 +0000 UTC]

you know, i know how it feels, to see someone you love, only once in a while

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bluefreak In reply to Drowno [2006-02-11 18:24:22 +0000 UTC]

im glad there are people who understand =3 <3

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Drowno In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-12 13:49:03 +0000 UTC]

of course there are

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Ashelin-Fuyu [2006-02-11 16:00:44 +0000 UTC]

AAAW! ;-;

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bluefreak In reply to Ashelin-Fuyu [2006-02-11 18:24:28 +0000 UTC]

Muu >D

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kcansaldo In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 16:00:32 +0000 UTC]

you wish not to let go, but then he go..... well he has things to do, but hey dont worry he will be back.... I like the pic, it shows how you feel

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bluefreak In reply to kcansaldo [2006-02-11 18:25:13 +0000 UTC]

Yup i know ;_; it felt selfish to want to not let go of him, i know he has a whole life somewhere else in the world

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AspartameDeath In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 15:49:03 +0000 UTC]

they way you colored this is really neat-o

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bluefreak In reply to AspartameDeath [2006-02-11 18:25:29 +0000 UTC]

Thankie =3

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DRWick In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 15:18:32 +0000 UTC]

I know you discouraged comments, but I must say: I hope for your heart to find the path it needs.

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bluefreak In reply to DRWick [2006-02-11 18:26:42 +0000 UTC]

>D nuuu i didnt discouraged comments, comments are cool >>

I discouraged critique, i dont like people tellin me what could have made my art better.. i like it the way it is >3

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DRWick In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-12 02:49:25 +0000 UTC]

Oh! Okies then.

Well, my comment still stands!

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bluefreak In reply to DRWick [2006-02-12 04:20:56 +0000 UTC]

Okie thanx =3

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