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Description I wanted to fall to my knees
I wanted to cry an whimper
I wanted to beg for him not to go
I wanted to him to be here.. with me

But I knew better, it would only make things worse
He had to go home, had to

I just let go
an wish I hadnt



I love you
I need you in my life Dennis

Lyrics by Lifehouse
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Comments: 205

Xanther-Logan In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 15:16:26 +0000 UTC]



Everything works out in the end. Just give it time.

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bluefreak In reply to Xanther-Logan [2006-02-11 18:27:03 +0000 UTC]

Im tryin >3 miss him tho

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Xanther-Logan In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-12 16:22:47 +0000 UTC]

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tygorgrinnem In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 15:05:29 +0000 UTC]

*hugs you tight*

...I know what you mean, there...

Hang in there, 'bella'... There will come a time when you two will be together...

All you have to do is believe, and it will happen ^_^

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bluefreak In reply to tygorgrinnem [2006-02-11 18:27:25 +0000 UTC]

Im tryin my best, thank you =3

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Falling-Away-From-Me In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 14:13:11 +0000 UTC]

Aww ;-; That so sweet yet sad.
<33

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bluefreak In reply to Falling-Away-From-Me [2006-02-11 18:27:37 +0000 UTC]

Muu just alittle ;_; <3

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Kurumi-Chan In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 14:08:40 +0000 UTC]

woah..Bravo Blue Bravo

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bluefreak In reply to Kurumi-Chan [2006-02-11 18:27:44 +0000 UTC]

Thankie =3

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sinto In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 13:56:31 +0000 UTC]

]= awww man, thats some sad stuff...everything ok my friend? 0,0

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bluefreak In reply to sinto [2006-02-11 18:28:07 +0000 UTC]

Yea just miss him is all =3 but really im okie

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sinto In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 20:23:52 +0000 UTC]

0,0 did he go somewhere? *wipes swet away* glad ur ok though =3

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bluefreak In reply to sinto [2006-02-11 20:46:15 +0000 UTC]

Hes from Germany an Im from Ohio ;_; he came an stayed with me but had to go back home

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sinto In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 21:46:57 +0000 UTC]

D= o man i'm sorry just remember <3 he's luvs ya and will be back real soon my firend

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badkhemmie In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 13:53:42 +0000 UTC]

;-; that's so touching, so sad.. distance is so difficult. Hang in there hon

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bluefreak In reply to badkhemmie [2006-02-11 18:28:27 +0000 UTC]

It is.. i know its worth it but its still hard <3 Thanx

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notveryathletic In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 13:36:31 +0000 UTC]

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bluefreak In reply to notveryathletic [2006-02-11 18:28:35 +0000 UTC]

<3

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swazzo In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 13:27:42 +0000 UTC]

...

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bluefreak In reply to swazzo [2006-02-11 18:28:43 +0000 UTC]

...?

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swazzo In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 20:06:19 +0000 UTC]

'tis touching ^_____^... Mrawww

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KnifeH In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 12:47:24 +0000 UTC]

Aww. I know how it feels ( no really I do.. hell.. my girlfriend is dutch, the first time I left her cause I had to go back home to Sweden.. damn. Second time was horrible as well. But now I'm living down here in Holland with her ). I hope it works out well for yah X3.

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bluefreak In reply to KnifeH [2006-02-11 18:30:10 +0000 UTC]

=3 Im glad there are people out there who completely understand wha we are goin thru <3<3 sounds lovely

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Zeanu In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 12:22:48 +0000 UTC]

That sure is deep... buuuut, you know. Thoughts of hope and knowing that you two will meet again very soon makes it better I guess, kinda. Hmm, overall nice piccie...
I think this is what I will feel soon aswell...

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bluefreak In reply to Zeanu [2006-02-11 18:31:09 +0000 UTC]

It helps alittle but not alot =\ i just miss him an even tho i know hes worth waitin around for doesnt make it much easier to be without him.

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CrossKetsueki In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 12:20:48 +0000 UTC]

omg that makes me so scared of when zea comes here in easter and we have fun...garh the goodbye will be so hard x_x....
>:
*hugs*
great pic i can trully understand u there

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bluefreak In reply to CrossKetsueki [2006-02-11 18:32:07 +0000 UTC]

youll see.. its hard but its somethin that we have to do if we want to be with a person that means the world to us hm? <3

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CrossKetsueki In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 19:02:57 +0000 UTC]

yeah x-x but i already feel like crying when he gets offline or i have to get offline that it makes me wonder how will i take when he has to leave for rl >:

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Feltrex In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 10:56:07 +0000 UTC]

"To see a world in a grain of sand, and a heaven in a wild flower, hold infinity in the palm of your hand and eternity in an hour." Found it.. under my desk. But yea, I think the reason I linked it to you two is especially because of the theme of "love being shared in the smallest things" and my weird opinion of "time is actually about what you spend it on".

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bluefreak In reply to Feltrex [2006-02-11 18:32:54 +0000 UTC]

Aww thats really a good one =3 thank you

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Feltrex In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 20:55:02 +0000 UTC]

*smiles* Don't mention it. *runs around in circles trying to find out just how dizzy one can get*

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RTShields In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 10:05:30 +0000 UTC]

wonderful work blue

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bluefreak In reply to RTShields [2006-02-11 18:33:31 +0000 UTC]

Thank you =3

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RTShields In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 19:22:24 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome

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rytokii In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 09:50:46 +0000 UTC]

-hugs blue.-....it's alright you'll see eachother agian just rememebr the most important thing..no matter how far apart you are..love will always connect you and you forever be bound together by that love..

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bluefreak In reply to rytokii [2006-02-11 18:33:43 +0000 UTC]

i try my best =3 thank you

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rytokii In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-12 00:35:21 +0000 UTC]

no problem don;t ever let it get you down always look on the bright side ;

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Feltrex In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 09:46:42 +0000 UTC]

*poke-poke* I kinda get how you feel, but I'm sitting here in my chair, smiling to myself wondering when you two'll see each other again. *needs to become ultra rich to sponsor international flights to unite pplz in luv and stuff*
Unless I missed something, that's about right. Oh.. yes... *digs around through piles of notes* uh.. where was it...... >_<
Right, well somewhere around here is an awesome quote I wanna post for you and and..... *digs some more*
...fek... notes..

o-0 omg.. *checks paper bin* .. umm, lemme get back to you on that.

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TheTater In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 09:38:07 +0000 UTC]

never nice.. makes me ponder if somthing happen tho..

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bluefreak In reply to TheTater [2006-02-11 18:34:16 +0000 UTC]

Somethin happened? eh?

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TheTater In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 23:28:21 +0000 UTC]

the pic seem so sad .. make me wonder if something bad happen or not

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bluefreak In reply to TheTater [2006-02-12 04:21:50 +0000 UTC]

well him leavin me to go back home in germany is bad to me ;_; i rather him stay with me

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TheTater In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-13 06:05:01 +0000 UTC]

naw im sorry must be hard.. I gone thru that is my ex.. he had to move to texas and i live in washington.

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0r0ch1 In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 09:11:37 +0000 UTC]

You'll git him back : > *cheer*

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bluefreak In reply to 0r0ch1 [2006-02-11 18:34:32 +0000 UTC]

Hopeful for good >3 -grabby hands- i want i want

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raininkitten In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 08:55:55 +0000 UTC]

I'm so sorry. It must hurt.

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bluefreak In reply to raininkitten [2006-02-11 18:35:42 +0000 UTC]

It does.. at the same time doesnt >3 dont be sorry =3 im puttin myself thru it by takin on this relationship, its worth it in the end

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raininkitten In reply to bluefreak [2006-02-11 19:19:22 +0000 UTC]

I agree. If you're willing to make it work and work at it yourself, it's all worth it in the end. ^.^

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Doomed-to-sock In reply to ??? [2006-02-11 08:50:19 +0000 UTC]

So awesome... -hugs you- Just beautiful. D:

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bluefreak In reply to Doomed-to-sock [2006-02-11 18:35:50 +0000 UTC]

Thankie hun =3

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