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BrET13 — What changed, I or the world?
Published: 2010-01-28 16:13:11 +0000 UTC; Views: 10542; Favourites: 454; Downloads: 58
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I didn't plan to do this pic so painful, but it turned so out. The worst is that today is really his deathday.I can not accept his dead.
Anyway, he will live in our heart. We love you, Darling! 
Thank you for all the comments, faves and views!!
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What Changed, I Or The World
That infernal dripping…
Drip…
Drip…
In a long crimson trail that marked my presence…
Drip…
Drip…
Would that damned sound ever stop?
Drip…
Drip…
Apparently not… the dripping was beckoning to those who chased me… to those who thought I was twisted and sick… but how can someone… who only picked up that book for the good of humanity… be considered the sick and twisted monster I am?
It just doesn't make any sense…
I am god… I am righteous… I am the divine judgement…
But, apparently not…
This world was meant to be mine… was meant to be full of only the true of heart and worthy people… but now… it'll never get to that stage… not without its god that is…
Drip…
Drip…
I wonder… I wonder if it would have been different, if someone else had picked up the book… would they have seen it as a method of destruction or a tool to aid in the cleansing of the world… or would they take one look at it and run. Those are the questions I want answered… if I am to die like this than I want answers…
Drip…
Drip…
These streets are so familiar… as if I'd walked them before… before I'd picked up the book… that's right, it's the path back to my house from my college… the place where it all started… huh… how ironic… I'm walking the same path I walked when I'd started my journey… and now I was walking the same path to end my journey…
Drip…
Drip…
Very few people take this rout as I remember… only I and a handful of other people did because, well, there wasn't much to see compared with the more scenic route through the city… I think I did it because there was time to think and to unwind from the expectancies of the school… it used to be my only escape from those so called friends… teachers… my parents… and when I found the book… I never took the route again… probably because I was god and god didn't have time to unwind or escape from his world…
Drip…
Drip…
Who is that? There is someone approaching… he's holding a black book, looking intently at it not bothering to look up… this must be a chosen route for someone else as well… he looks so relaxed but perplexed at the book in his hands, I wonder, is it his homework or assignment… or is it some poor person's journal? Well whichever it is he is concentrating hard… then he's snapped out of it by my shoulder making contact with his own… his eyes snap up with hints of annoyance in them ready to glare at whoever had broken his concentration with the book… then they widen as I pass… his brown eyes take in my bloody form… I give him the briefest of glances…
Drip…
Drip…
He looks just like I used to… brown hair, brown eyes, a tan jacket over dark pants with a white shirt and a red tie… the personification of a good student… he looked so much like me… except he was carefree and more worried about upcoming tests than the well-being of the world.
Drip…
Drip…
What the hell? Who was that guy? He… he was… bleeding! I stared at the guy noticing the similarities between us. He had brown eyes, brown hair, a dark suit with a white dress shirt and a black tie… just like I think I'd look in a few years' time… but he's different… he has an air of surrender… as if he's been through too much and now he's finally broken. He doesn't pause though he does throw the briefest of glances over his shoulder and meets my eyes for a fraction of a second… just for me to realize… he is me…
Drip…
Drip…
The kid is just staring at me now… as if I hold all the answers in the world... but I pay him no attention, just keep walking. When I've left him behind I come into sights with an abandoned warehouse… its doors are open and inviting, it's big and cavernous, and the police won't find me… so I go inside…
Drip…
Drip…
I forgot about the trail! Of course they'll find me… they'll find me and drag me back to jail where I'll rot for my 'crimes'… I see a staircase and limp feebly over to it… fine, let them find me, I've already given up anyway…
Drip…
Drip…
I hear their footsteps as they approach… they'll find me any moment now… all I have to do… is wait.
Drip…
Pain…
My eyes widen as the searing pain takes over my body, it spreads from the centre of my chest… my heart… damn it… forgot about the conditions of that book… if pick it up and use it… then I die by the original owners hand…
And it's all because of that stupid book…
If I hadn't picked up the book, would I still be here? Or would I be happily studying to be a detective like my dad? That thing corrupts… I w=saw it in the face of that boy I passed before… he was so perplexed at the same stupid book clutched in his hands… but it would be his downfall…
Ba-boom…
Ba-boom…
My heart was slowly and painfully shutting down… I could feel it as it turned my body against me… is this what those people I killed felt? Did they feel this same pain that seemed to go on forever?
Ba… boom…
Ba… boom…
I stare uselessly at the ceiling and I hear the footsteps stop as they enter the building… obviously following the trail I laid out for them…
Ba… boom…
Ba… boom…
Silently I sat there watching as my sight turned tunnel and my breathing was laboured… this was it…
Ba… boom…
Ba…
My eyes slowly closed for the last time as my body shut down… and I couldn't help wonder…
What changed… I… or the world…
Boom…
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Comments: 157
Oww, that's absolutely right! >0<
Anyway, he didn't deserved it at end... ;________;
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NOOOO!!!!!!!! POOR LIGHT!!!!!!!!!! T^T I HATE THE ENDING SOO MUCH!!!!!! Man I wonder what the story would have been like if Light won...
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Yes, yes, that's right!! ;___; I also hate the ending indescribably.
Me too a lot! *0* Someday I would like to draw it~
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Yeah! ^-^ If you do then send it to me!!!! xD I think I'll draw it too~ ^-^
I seriously cried at the end T^T I'm impressed that you drew this pic. If I tried to draw it I would've gotten tears all over my desk T^T SOO SADDDDDD!!!!! You did a good job though!!
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Okay! :3 Yea, do it!
I'm unable to watch the show's end... I think my heart would break into it. Definitely.
And I cried too, while I drew this picture... *sigh* ;--;
I'm really really glad you love him too ^--^
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I have not ever succeeded in watching that episode without crying. I'll never get used to it T^T It's just the saddest thing ever!! And yeah! Course I love him!! ^0^ The world needs more Light fans! ^-^ YAY!!!! high-five! (^0^)/
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spoilers from me 
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Oh, I saw it but nevertheless thank you very much! <3
I have also been thought that this shinigami is Raito, but later I realized that, unfortunately this isn't possible. ;____; In turn it would have been so good...
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I love the title of this piece. I hate the fact that Light died because Kira took over >.<
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Thank you!
I agree with you. T_T
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This is a powerful way of showing it.
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I'm happy that you think so. ^˛^
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It's beautiful. It does show the "pain" Light was going through...like he wanted to turn back time. Regrets in how it ultimately played out--or regrets in using the Death Note? Who knows? Maybe even he doesn't. Great expressions. I can really feel for him. (ya gotta pity him 
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I also use to meditate those that what he feel... *nod*
Thank you! 
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There was really nothing wrong with him in the beginning it was the dark powers of the death note. If this manga never existed I'm sure people would do the same thing...maybe not try to be god of a new world order but maybe get rid of a few criminals here and there like...hitler. I'm sure killing would have never crossed his mind if he did not find the notebook. I like how u added another light looking at himself it makes me think the present light is thinking how suprised the old him would be going to far.
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Yes, you're right, the Death Note completely changed his life...
Thank you for the fav! :3
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wow.....Not only is this very excellent but it has alot of emotion and what you said in your artist comments there's also alot of pain. I can just see it but looking at this. You did an amazing job. *faves* I mean I dont really like kira because of what he did to L and the others but at a sense he was only trying to make the world better but he was doing it the wrong way. I mean Light is a good person but it was kira who made him bad.
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I agree with you and I think so...
Thank you! And for the faves too!
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your welcome and there have been many points in the series where it does show Light is a good person when he doesnt have the death note around. But it was the kira alterego that caused him to kill everyone including L and his dad.
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That's very nice of you, to make a sort of tribute to Light...But it's not fair that he died!!! Although he was a bit...Psycho, no human deserves to die like that.
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Oh, thank you!
Yes, I fully agree with you!! *strong nod*
It's not fair!!!
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Wow, I hate Light, but I actually feel sorry for him in this picture, very heart-wretching. I love this, it is well done and I can honestly say, that my eyes welled up a little when I read the title, then saw the picture, I love it. ...
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Oh, thank you so much! 
Otherwise thanks for a lot of faves! :3
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I hope my comment didn't offend you... 
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Oh no! I will accept your feelings.
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I still love it... Thanks ^-^
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Good news is, in the anime, his deathday is in three years, so if we live past 2012 (which quite honestly I don't believe, it's just a joke), he technically hasn't died yet, and I'll be able to graduate! Yay for 2013!
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Yes, you're right, it's really comforting. Thank you so much!
Good luck to you!
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I love the pic, and the title of the pic even.
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I'm happy that you think so!
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I love it! your portrayal of before and after was very good!
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Thank you so much, love! ^˛^
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Great art, really..
The thing is - I'm just not quite a fan of the anime ending scene.. Light DID change(so the world too) but in manga it shows more realistic the fact that how low Light descended. Lower than any human being..and died like a regular killer - without any honor or proud for himself =__=
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This's very painful for me. He didn't deserve this humiliation!
Thank you!
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nice work!!! so expressive,sad but also beautiful!
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I go do at it hard. Thank you!
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both.very pretty btw oh noes!Every anime I watch I get a special attachment to the characters, and in a strange way I felt like Light was the brother I really hated.but when he died I balled my eyes out..
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I likewise feel like you...
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seeing anything about his death makes me cry!!T.T
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