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Okay... I remember a long time ago deciding, like a very very long time ago how Cappy was never ever going to have a counterpart character (evil twin, clone, anti...etc.) because I believed she was sort of the link between the anti world and our world and she can change her personality from sweet and cheery to dark and miserable...

But one day I was imagining stuff about another cappy and decided to change that...

(I ALWAYS DO THAT... I will firmly tell myself "okay, I NEVER want such and such to happen to a character, and then a while later I'll be all like, well this is awesum and it's going to happen... xD)

Besides... me and my sister a VERY VERY long time ago (like years ago) when we as our own selves were more involved in weaklets had A-Z clones of ourselves... xD
So... oh well...

Anyway, I came up with the name Chastise, cuz it sounds pretty... but it means to disipline or something like that... I had to look at the dictionary... In reality, she came about from all of Cappy's dislikes and her emo side, which used to be combined... Cappy wears the hoodie to travel worlds while the hoodie of darkness is absorbed in Chassy-chan... (nickname... x3)

Anyway... there is a background story to her... I made this up inpromptu since the old story I made was only bits and fragments in my brain...

Garuche and Cappy were always used to hanging out with each other. Soon, Cappy stopped hanging out with Garuche as her passion for Garu and ever more Ken grew larger. Garuche felt neglected after awhile, and he was very very lonely with nobody to hang out with. He decided he wanted to find a way to have two Cappy's at the same time. So he went to find someone else to hang with. Suddenly, while in the anti world, he found a second Cappy, except she had white hair and very light brown eyes... She was dressed only in a white gown. She was sweet at first, but she was hiding dark secrets within her...

They hung out for awhile, and then the alter-cappy decided she felt for garuche strongly, but she did get pretty annoyed of him. So, to get free time for herself and to let Garuche be with Cappy again, she decided she was going to destroy Ken. So, being filled with Anti-imagination, since her hoodie is permanently absorbed within her, she is capable of destroying any created being that is not "real", in sence... So Ken would be easy... 3X
She grabbed her big eraser and started to erase...

He was ALMOST destroyed...

Untill...

Cappy tried to save him... but that was much of a failed attempt, because she didn't have her other hoodies. So Cappy failed. Then, after seeing Cappy defeated, Garuche went to save them~! (x3)
He stopped Chastise and put an end to her anti-imagination... She was defeated, and then she dissapeared for a long time...

The faded scetch is how the old hoodie looks like... I think it's in my Cappy dress up... It's my dark hoodie... the one I used to feel like I was wearing all day in 8th grade cuz I always felt miserable and alone for no real reason, hiding in the back of the class (behind the tv in my 4th period... xD...) drawing, being shy and quiet, forgetting how awesome and great all my classmates really were. They all noticed me even though I never felt it... Though... I remember being teased by this annoying kid who picked on me for sharpening my huge bag of pencils (they even made a 3 pencil rule... At first humerous but after awhile I got sort of very upset about it...) and other really annoying stuff... He even made fun of my religion once, which made me feel even worse inside... like dirt... I could never tell whether they were being serious or not, and when I occasionally broke out of my box, nobody could tell I was joking either... The almost last day, I spent crying at the end instead of taking a picture in front of the mural I worked so hard with some great "classmates" on (and mah best friend ~Issycap ... x3)... and for a class with my favorite art teacher I ever had...and looked foward so much to take a picture and sign it... I missed this because I felt so left out and bursted crying... Some of the sweetest girls in my class came to comfort me... It was so nice of them... I miss them so much... as well as the others that don't go to my high school... even though we weren't, like... friends in a sence of closeness, after knowing them and being in the same gifted class for 3 years, I really miss them...
I felt so left out when in reality, I had an abundance of people I could of got to know better if only I spoke up more and gave up thinking and drawing time for once...

I wanted 8th grade to be different...
6th grade, I made a friend, eventually she stopped talking to me and started to become stronger friends with someone else... I felt really left out... I guess that's when I started to stop talking... eventually, I thought I was annoying and underapreciated and viewed myself that way... I just...

I'm just glad 9th grade is different... I mean I hope it is... I'm getting along with my classmates... I've made good friendships... I've kept a wonderful friendship with ~Issycap ... we're like sisters... and I'm trying to keep my friendship as best as I can with ~aisha-sama despite the fact our only communication is through DeviantArt...

My favorite day of 8th grade was the last... It was the day I remember best, like a dream that never goes away from me... My hair was loose, and everybody commented on how pretty and beautiful I looked... My wonderful, sweet and awesome teachers... the wonderful classmates... the thrill of success...

I...

I...

I can't write anymore... It's just too much for me... sorry... I'm boring you... and... I just can't fight the tears anymore... I think I'm going to stop before my face becomes any more wet with tears than it is... its... its just too much... Everytime I think about this stuff I start crying... I need to let this out... and I think I let out enough... I'm going to lay in bed for awhile, and hide my face until it clears up...

Meantime...

Farewell...

This will be scrapped after I post a colored version...

Description
Okay... I remember a long time ago deciding, like a very very long time ago how Cappy was never ever going to have a counterpart character (evil twin, clone, anti...etc.) because I believed she was sort of the link between the anti world and our world and she can change her personality from sweet and cheery to dark and miserable...

But one day I was imagining stuff about another cappy and decided to change that...

(I ALWAYS DO THAT... I will firmly tell myself "okay, I NEVER want such and such to happen to a character, and then a while later I'll be all like, well this is awesum and it's going to happen... xD)

Besides... me and my sister a VERY VERY long time ago (like years ago) when we as our own selves were more involved in weaklets had A-Z clones of ourselves... xD
So... oh well...

Anyway, I came up with the name Chastise, cuz it sounds pretty... but it means to disipline or something like that... I had to look at the dictionary... In reality, she came about from all of Cappy's dislikes and her emo side, which used to be combined... Cappy wears the hoodie to travel worlds while the hoodie of darkness is absorbed in Chassy-chan... (nickname... x3)

Anyway... there is a background story to her... I made this up inpromptu since the old story I made was only bits and fragments in my brain...

Garuche and Cappy were always used to hanging out with each other. Soon, Cappy stopped hanging out with Garuche as her passion for Garu and ever more Ken grew larger. Garuche felt neglected after awhile, and he was very very lonely with nobody to hang out with. He decided he wanted to find a way to have two Cappy's at the same time. So he went to find someone else to hang with. Suddenly, while in the anti world, he found a second Cappy, except she had white hair and very light brown eyes... She was dressed only in a white gown. She was sweet at first, but she was hiding dark secrets within her...

They hung out for awhile, and then the alter-cappy decided she felt for garuche strongly, but she did get pretty annoyed of him. So, to get free time for herself and to let Garuche be with Cappy again, she decided she was going to destroy Ken. So, being filled with Anti-imagination, since her hoodie is permanently absorbed within her, she is capable of destroying any created being that is not "real", in sence... So Ken would be easy... 3X
She grabbed her big eraser and started to erase...

He was ALMOST destroyed...

Untill...

Cappy tried to save him... but that was much of a failed attempt, because she didn't have her other hoodies. So Cappy failed. Then, after seeing Cappy defeated, Garuche went to save them~! (x3)
He stopped Chastise and put an end to her anti-imagination... She was defeated, and then she dissapeared for a long time...

The faded scetch is how the old hoodie looks like... I think it's in my Cappy dress up... It's my dark hoodie... the one I used to feel like I was wearing all day in 8th grade cuz I always felt miserable and alone for no real reason, hiding in the back of the class (behind the tv in my 4th period... xD...) drawing, being shy and quiet, forgetting how awesome and great all my classmates really were. They all noticed me even though I never felt it... Though... I remember being teased by this annoying kid who picked on me for sharpening my huge bag of pencils (they even made a 3 pencil rule... At first humerous but after awhile I got sort of very upset about it...) and other really annoying stuff... He even made fun of my religion once, which made me feel even worse inside... like dirt... I could never tell whether they were being serious or not, and when I occasionally broke out of my box, nobody could tell I was joking either... The almost last day, I spent crying at the end instead of taking a picture in front of the mural I worked so hard with some great "classmates" on (and mah best friend ~Issycap ... x3)... and for a class with my favorite art teacher I ever had...and looked foward so much to take a picture and sign it... I missed this because I felt so left out and bursted crying... Some of the sweetest girls in my class came to comfort me... It was so nice of them... I miss them so much... as well as the others that don't go to my high school... even though we weren't, like... friends in a sence of closeness, after knowing them and being in the same gifted class for 3 years, I really miss them...
I felt so left out when in reality, I had an abundance of people I could of got to know better if only I spoke up more and gave up thinking and drawing time for once...

I wanted 8th grade to be different...
6th grade, I made a friend, eventually she stopped talking to me and started to become stronger friends with someone else... I felt really left out... I guess that's when I started to stop talking... eventually, I thought I was annoying and underapreciated and viewed myself that way... I just...

I'm just glad 9th grade is different... I mean I hope it is... I'm getting along with my classmates... I've made good friendships... I've kept a wonderful friendship with ~Issycap ... we're like sisters... and I'm trying to keep my friendship as best as I can with ~aisha-sama despite the fact our only communication is through DeviantArt...

My favorite day of 8th grade was the last... It was the day I remember best, like a dream that never goes away from me... My hair was loose, and everybody commented on how pretty and beautiful I looked... My wonderful, sweet and awesome teachers... the wonderful classmates... the thrill of success...

I...

I...

I can't write anymore... It's just too much for me... sorry... I'm boring you... and... I just can't fight the tears anymore... I think I'm going to stop before my face becomes any more wet with tears than it is... its... its just too much... Everytime I think about this stuff I start crying... I need to let this out... and I think I let out enough... I'm going to lay in bed for awhile, and hide my face until it clears up...

Meantime...

Farewell...

This will be scrapped after I post a colored version...