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Published: 2018-09-18 00:15:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 1633; Favourites: 80; Downloads: 0
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Quivering with barley controlled rage, Bellona’s fingers flashed dancing in intricate arcs before her while tears rolled down her cheeks. In a final dramatic gesture she flung her arms down and turned, running from the group only to stop several paces away and cover her face.More confused than anything the speaker looked over to Mira. ‘What was all that about?’
Mira, breathing in a deeply, let out a sigh of annoyance.
‘She said: ‘You are an insensitive jerk. I can understand what you say. I do not need to be handled with special care. I may be deaf, but I can still see your face well enough. You are afraid of me. Of what I am.’ Mira translated in a slow monotone voice, cut with simmering anger. ‘You think that because I am deaf I am clumsy. Stupid. Slow. Because I am nearly blind, that I am incapable.’
After a moments thought Mike chose not to include several more of Bellona’s more choice words about what she though about the individual before him and in the lingering silence, shame hung like a thick wall.
‘I think I’ll – go.’ The offender added after a hesitant pause.
Mira did nothing to stop him.
Character Overview:
Meet Bellona, a deaf bunny, who is slowly losing her sight due to a degenerative condition. She has it particularly rough, due to the stigmas associated with having a disability, and she has two. Near totally deaf, and with a limited visual spectrum she is struggling to compensate with memory, and touch to try and function.
Refusing to use a white cane/probe stick to act as a sensory aid she stubbornly soldiers on throughout her collage life. Determined to get her degree in art, she is an avid student, if not considered a little bit obsessed with creating. Her room mate has often become quite concerned as she sometimes insists on going days without sleep as to finish a project.
Her argument being, ‘My vision is not getting any better.’
Despite her failing vision, or perhaps because of it, Bellona’s dedication to artistic creation is second to none. When she is not working she is pouring over books, trying to learn new techniques and scribbling down her ideas to share with her roommate.
Her latest and possibly most controversial if not radical form of art she put forth as her thesis project: The vibrating symphony. Where, with the help of her friends she created a chair designed to vibrate at various intensities according to the musical composition being plaid. Her favorite is the theme music from Jurassic park.
This radical for of thinking has made her quite a reputation as an upcoming artist. This reputation as she puts it is both a blessing and a curse. People want to get to know her, but are also turned off when they find out the composer is nearly deaf and going blind.
Besides her carrier, she also struggles with dating and relationships. More often than not, her date is drawn to the idea of a hapless bunny to take care of, and how happy she will be if they do everything for her. That never goes over well.
One, Bellona likes to be able to do things, even if it is a struggle sometimes. That and she knows from experience that people love to fall in love with the fantasy of living with a disabled person. Right up until reality sets in. And Bellona is very good at weeding out these people, though it still hurts.
Overall, she is a outgoing, she loves to be outside, and is determined not to become a shut in despite her disabilities. She tends not to talk much, but instead prefers to sign. This is not because she is mute, but because she has difficulty processing her volume and annunciation. She, hates the looks people give her when she tries to speak, because she knows she sounds ‘off’. And does not want to have to deal with that stigma.
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Comments: 47
Code-Shark In reply to Goldham92 [2018-10-24 09:04:23 +0000 UTC]
Being deaf, not an easy... it comes with a lot of stigmas, as people often assume that you are slow, mute, or worse. It makes one feel very uncomfortable. :C
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neorenamon [2018-09-18 17:30:30 +0000 UTC]
Lovely.
Ever have the feeling you have too many ideas and not enough time to draw them?
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Code-Shark In reply to neorenamon [2018-10-24 09:05:12 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, and yes, that is my life 24 7. I have several note books dedicated to ideas I do not have time to bring to life. T.T
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neorenamon In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-24 12:50:23 +0000 UTC]
Sounds like my fanfiction ideas.
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Code-Shark In reply to neorenamon [2018-10-27 13:07:37 +0000 UTC]
You too, nice to know I am not the only one with this problem. ^^
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neorenamon In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-28 00:58:09 +0000 UTC]
It's hard to pick out the ones I have the time to write and have a fleshed out idea of a start, middle and ending.
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Code-Shark In reply to neorenamon [2018-10-31 07:52:49 +0000 UTC]
I know your pain, my greatest deterrent is that I tend to write the middle and the end, all without a beginning. D:
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Code-Shark In reply to LARS777 [2018-10-24 09:05:34 +0000 UTC]
Lol no no judge the poor bunny!
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amisKaigle-et-Norman [2018-09-18 02:47:22 +0000 UTC]
I get why she is so annoyed by the way she is treated. Disability kink is a definite Not OK with me.
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Code-Shark In reply to amisKaigle-et-Norman [2018-10-24 09:46:19 +0000 UTC]
It is particularly hard when one is deaf, as people start making assumptions about you very quickly. Most assume that because you are dead you are also slow. :c
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amisKaigle-et-Norman In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-24 15:51:45 +0000 UTC]
I'd never assume such things.
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Code-Shark In reply to amisKaigle-et-Norman [2018-10-25 07:16:06 +0000 UTC]
That is a comforting thought, there are to many that do. I know from personal experience, I had a nasty throat cold several years ago to the point it hurt to much to speak, and working in a retail store they put me behind the register. Due to my unwillingness to do anything save nodd or mimi with my hands I noted people would start talking very... slowly... and make an exaggerated point to mimic what they wanted done. I finally snapped and unleashed my voice on one of the more nasty ones much to her shock.
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amisKaigle-et-Norman In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-25 11:21:01 +0000 UTC]
I had the opposite problem, have a bit of Aspergers so I can't even tell if people are talking down to me unless it's incredibly obvious
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Code-Shark In reply to amisKaigle-et-Norman [2018-10-27 13:07:08 +0000 UTC]
You too, not as bad, but I tend to take things very literately though. I just play it off as Drask the Destroyer, 'Nothing goes over my head! My reflexes are to fast, I would catch it.'
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amisKaigle-et-Norman In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-27 17:36:37 +0000 UTC]
It's not bad being oblivious to what people are thinking of you. Except when I have to look impressive for a job interview.
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Code-Shark In reply to amisKaigle-et-Norman [2018-11-09 14:36:59 +0000 UTC]
Lol all to true, I have never liked job interviews as there are so many rules and stigmas one must know and be able to act upon. I used to be a master at this, but over the years when I got a stable job that I did not hate I sort of let my skills atrophy. Now, that I want to make one last transfer I find that I have to re-learn a lot of the old material.
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amisKaigle-et-Norman In reply to Code-Shark [2018-11-09 16:49:19 +0000 UTC]
I've been working with a job developer, and I've gotten several pretty good tips from him.
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Code-Shark In reply to amisKaigle-et-Norman [2018-11-14 22:41:06 +0000 UTC]
Really now, any advice you can send my way? I know I am horribly out of practice interview wise.
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amisKaigle-et-Norman In reply to Code-Shark [2018-11-14 23:31:40 +0000 UTC]
I can give you some if I ever have a successful one.
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RedHoofsketch [2018-09-18 01:06:22 +0000 UTC]
That is one inspiring bunny, about as much as Judy :3
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Code-Shark In reply to RedHoofsketch [2018-10-24 10:15:18 +0000 UTC]
Lol I shall take that as a compliment then. ^^
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Cambion-Hunter [2018-09-18 00:58:40 +0000 UTC]
She is a rather tragic beautiful figure who needs support.
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Code-Shark In reply to Cambion-Hunter [2018-10-24 10:39:07 +0000 UTC]
That I can not deny, she could probably use a hug too. ^^
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Code-Shark In reply to Cambion-Hunter [2018-10-27 13:08:23 +0000 UTC]
Many thanks, it is well needed. ^^
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Cambion-Hunter In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-27 16:03:42 +0000 UTC]
You're welcome, Code-Shark.
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Veteran1972 [2018-09-18 00:42:32 +0000 UTC]
Talented and determined bunny.
She should read about James Thurber.
A talented story teller and cartoonist.
He too was virtually blind. Lost one eye in childhood.
Suffered from Charles Bonnet syndrome where he experienced hallucinations due to his mind trying to see thru blind eyes.
One of my favorite authors and cartoonist.
Made you think.
One I remember was people rushing by a cemetery.
The caption simply......Destinations.
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Code-Shark In reply to Veteran1972 [2018-10-25 08:06:35 +0000 UTC]
He seems like an artist I would like to learn about, there seems to be some sort of irony that his work sparks.
Lol never forget, we all end up the same place. Except for me, I am going to have my body put in a high orbit around the earth, this way whenever people look up... XD
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Veteran1972 In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-25 11:49:51 +0000 UTC]
Good idea on an orbital burial.
After all we are the stuff of stars.
Thurber is great reading. Modern fables.
His short stories always had a moral.
One of my favs was The Unicorn in the Garden.
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Code-Shark In reply to Veteran1972 [2018-10-27 13:02:58 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, I can just see myself colliding with a satellite and having NASA trying to explain that one to the insurance agency.
I may have to take a look, there are some good stories out there one of my personal favorite was by a guy called CreepyPasta, yes, i know, terrible name. But he did do several good stories, along with a lot of okay and less than okay ones. But there was some gold in the rocks if you are willing to dig.
The Unicorn in the Garden, I will look into that one. ^^
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Code-Shark In reply to bluewingfairy [2018-10-25 08:07:25 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, she came to me in a fit of inspiration and I had to bring her to life. She has such a pretty fur pattern to her. ^^
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Code-Shark In reply to BlazeNekoFox [2018-10-25 08:08:05 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, its the fur pattern, it drives people wild.
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