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Published: 2018-09-30 15:02:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 1288; Favourites: 25; Downloads: 0
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Description We all have our breaking points. Sometimes it is all at once, or other times it is a slow and progressive build up.

I have reached my breaking point.

And snapped.

Internally I am a total train wreck of emotions, malfunctioning brain neurons, and sleep deprivation. All rolled into a muscle bound body that is screaming at me to strike out and punch something. Hard.

Externally I look calm and placid. Those who have seen me at my worst know that when I get calm and quiet, it is a good idea to stay well away. It is my way of letting people know that, I am in such a mood to sharpen my claws and not really caring who is the scratching post. The worst part is, the sours of all this stress is due to a career class. One that is an amazing skill set to have. It was just set up by less than pleasant individuals. Individuals who seem to be able to read my mood.

Yours,

Falling apart and still have a lot to go.

Β 

C.S.

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Shadowkey392 [2022-10-12 20:02:19 +0000 UTC]

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cloudstriker15 [2018-10-02 23:41:14 +0000 UTC]

Need a hug buddy?

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Code-Shark In reply to cloudstriker15 [2018-10-03 09:06:45 +0000 UTC]

That would actually be pretty nice tight about now. :')

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cloudstriker15 In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-03 09:12:05 +0000 UTC]

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Owningsuperset7 [2018-10-01 15:33:27 +0000 UTC]

Man, I can relate. I hope things get better for you soon!

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Code-Shark In reply to Owningsuperset7 [2018-10-02 01:52:07 +0000 UTC]

So do I, I feel like a cracked egg right now, all broken and crushed - like spider lines over glass. T.T

Thank you for the support, it means a lot to me. ^^

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neorenamon In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 08:03:32 +0000 UTC]

Well you deserve it.

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Cambion-Hunter [2018-10-01 03:51:07 +0000 UTC]

I hope your situation improves, friend.Β Β Β 

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Code-Shark In reply to Cambion-Hunter [2018-10-02 07:45:19 +0000 UTC]

So do I, I suspect it will. It is just right now I feel like broken glass and am trying to put myself back together.

Thank you for the support, it means a lot to me. ^^

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Cambion-Hunter In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 12:57:30 +0000 UTC]

You are welcome, my friend.Β Β Β 

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MviluUatusun [2018-10-01 02:41:25 +0000 UTC]

You have my sympathies, Code.Β  Stress ain't a good thing to experience.Β  I do hope that everything works out for you in the near future.

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Code-Shark In reply to MviluUatusun [2018-10-02 07:46:53 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for understanding, I suspect it will in the end. I just feel, demolished, right now, like there is little to no emotional energy left.

Anyway, thank you again for the support. ^^

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neorenamon [2018-09-30 23:05:56 +0000 UTC]

Success is the best revenge, so keep going. I believe in you.

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neorenamon In reply to neorenamon [2018-10-02 08:04:50 +0000 UTC]

wrong one

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Code-Shark In reply to neorenamon [2018-10-02 07:48:25 +0000 UTC]

Once more into the breech...

...Rode the brave ten thousand!

Aye, I suspect I will succeed, I am just broken up inside and trying to put myself back together again.

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neorenamon In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 08:05:21 +0000 UTC]

I wish you luck.

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Theodoric476 [2018-09-30 20:34:21 +0000 UTC]

You need a hug!Β  Nara!

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Code-Shark In reply to Theodoric476 [2018-10-02 07:51:17 +0000 UTC]

And how, maybe a shoulder to cry on too. T.T

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Theodoric476 In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 22:40:53 +0000 UTC]

And parhaps a gentle kiss too.

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Code-Shark In reply to Theodoric476 [2018-10-03 09:06:08 +0000 UTC]

It probably wouldn't hurt. :')

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Goldham92 [2018-09-30 19:03:21 +0000 UTC]

Dang, im sorry. I know that feeling sometimes, and man it's never pretty

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Code-Shark In reply to Goldham92 [2018-10-02 07:52:24 +0000 UTC]

Agreed, and I have not had to deal with this much stress sense I was in the Airframe and Powerplant classes for aviation mechanics. T.T

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Goldham92 In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 16:12:27 +0000 UTC]

Dang,hope you'll be ok

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JKnight97 [2018-09-30 17:44:51 +0000 UTC]

Breathe in and breathe out, my friend. Giving in to anger will mean that they won and they will claim you're unfit. Eyes on the target. Revenge can come later. After all, it is best served when cold. Β 

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Code-Shark In reply to JKnight97 [2018-10-02 07:55:11 +0000 UTC]

Lol true, I suspect I will pull through, I just feel like shattered glass, all spider webbed but not broken. Just fragile.

I tried to calm my nerves by playing Ori and the Blind Forest... and then I hit the Ginso Tree. And I had to stop. T.T

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JKnight97 In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 11:40:08 +0000 UTC]

LOL never played that game but if it’s a Game Boss, then I’m sure it would have frustrated you.

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JackAxeWell [2018-09-30 17:15:55 +0000 UTC]

You'll get through it Mr. Shark.

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Code-Shark In reply to JackAxeWell [2018-10-02 07:55:54 +0000 UTC]

I suspect I will, right now I just need a day or two to recover and regroup. Maybe think happy thoughts.

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JackAxeWell In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 10:09:19 +0000 UTC]

Do what you must to regain your magic,good sir.

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Veteran1972 [2018-09-30 16:28:28 +0000 UTC]

Hang in there buddy!
Step back to cover. Close your eyes.
Combat breathing.
Inhale deeply........hold........exhale slowly.
Clench your muscles tight........then relax.
Repeat a couple of times.

Open your eyes........and get back to it.
You’ll be fine.

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Code-Shark In reply to Veteran1972 [2018-10-02 10:11:50 +0000 UTC]

It helped, as much as it can in a hyper stressful environment. The funny thing is I never had to deal with stress this bad in years. The peak being when I was testing for my A&P license. And again when I was in my Capstone class for accounting.

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Veteran1972 In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 11:27:59 +0000 UTC]

Just breathe.......☺️

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brainbow97 [2018-09-30 15:59:41 +0000 UTC]

100% relatable

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Code-Shark In reply to brainbow97 [2018-10-02 10:14:20 +0000 UTC]

Lol so true, I am glad I managed to relate to at least one person. ^^

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bluewingfairy [2018-09-30 15:40:16 +0000 UTC]

Good morning James, omg, hope you feel better!!!.Β 

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Code-Shark In reply to bluewingfairy [2018-10-02 10:15:22 +0000 UTC]

Good morning, and thank you. It has been a very rough week. T.T lots if stress and tears. Hopefully things improve. Hopefully.

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bluewingfairy In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 13:40:56 +0000 UTC]

Hopefully.

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The-Victor-Catbox [2018-09-30 15:12:02 +0000 UTC]

I know too well how it feels. It sucksΒ  H A R D.

If you must take a break, it'll do you good.

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Code-Shark In reply to The-Victor-Catbox [2018-10-02 10:16:40 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the understanding, It has been one of those weeks. T.T I think I may get a day to myself soon. Hopefully.

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BerryBooze [2018-09-30 15:05:10 +0000 UTC]

Oh golly D: stress is my main friend

i hope you get better, i really hope you do ;-;

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Code-Shark In reply to BerryBooze [2018-10-02 10:19:26 +0000 UTC]

Thank you, I hope so too. I just need some time to regroup and come at it again from a new angle. T.T

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BerryBooze In reply to Code-Shark [2018-10-02 10:20:48 +0000 UTC]

-pat pat- ):

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