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"Sam you could have-!" The look in her eyes cut me off. It seared into my mind.. She gave me this look like she didn't even trust me like I had done something so wrong to her she couldn't even give me straight look without wanting to kill me. I had just saved her again. Again. I didn't mind she was my only family...the only thing I had left but she looked betrayed that I had saved her.
"Tell you? Really?" She scoffed loudly at me. "Tell you what 'hey Lara I think I might have gotten a couple of Himiko's power oh and by the way everytime I use them it nearly kills me or drains.' sure I should have." She turned her head away from me refusing to look at me. Maybe she felt like she didn't have any choice or maybe she just thought that it would keep me safe to not tell me but god I just wished she would have told me. If it was killing her then it was most certainly killing me and then some. I swore..I swear to keep her safe but I don't feel like I can if she can't trust me or doesn't tell me anything. "because you would have stayed then wouldn't you have? You'd have stayed and not ran off away from me. Especially if I had-" She stopped and I could feel it in my arms that she was getting upset by the light shaking and she was weak. She twisted her ankle and there was no way I was going to put her down. Especially not when she's finally in them, my arms.
"Sam. This wasn't-" I gave an angry look but not at her. At myself for not realizing it. It hadn't been very long since Yamtai and it just clicked so much and I felt so stupid. She needed me. SHE needed ME and I wasn't there. Things had moved so quickly she hadn't had enough time to digest it all and when she finally begun to I ran off to chase answers. What could I say? What exactly could I say? The truth maybe? I'd do it anyways. "Sam there where so many things I didn't understand. A World open to us both and I didn't- I wanted to explore it for both of us so you wouldn't get hurt. I guess I did do more damage then I realized I could do-"
"You think?" I couldn't really blame her for sounding as mad at me as she did. Could you? If your best friend just up and left you when you needed her the most? My heart ached for her. She did follow me and I kept her safe but she had to force me to let her. I never let her go into danger zones if I could help it...thinking about it I kind of held her back and I felt so guilty about that god forsaken island that I tried not to touch her because I was scared for god sakes. "Lara there's-"
"Sam. I'm sorry." She was my opposite but she was my perfect half in so many ways. "Sam just- let's talk about this when we get out of this place? I'm so sorry for everything." What can I say? Feels like I just kept hurting her for bloody hell sakes. How about I love you? Later. Tell her that defintely later after your out of here so she doesn'ttake it the wrong way.
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What can I say by Dead By April lyrics
I tried to be all that you need
tried not ever let you down
still I can see it in your eyes
Not good enough
(This time I believed that I really could change)
(I gave it all)
(This time you really had my everything)
(I guess I was wrong)
I guess I was wrong
What can I say, What can I do
This is who I am and I am hurting you
What can I say, what can I do
No matter how strong my feelings are
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
I'm hurting you
I tried hard only to be him
You've always wanted in life
Still I just bring you misery
(What can I do)
(This time I believed in you, in me)
(When I gave it all)
(This time I could see it all perfectly,)
(I guess I was wrong)
I guess I was wrong
What can I say, what can I do
This is who I am and I am hurting you
What can I say, what can I do
No matter how strong my feelings are
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
Without you I am crying
With you I am just hurting you
Without you I am dying
With you I am tearing your heart
(Without you I am crying)
(Without you I am dying)
What can I say, What can I do
This is who I am and I'm hurting you
What can I say, what can I do
No matter how strong my feelings are
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting you
I always end up hurting youΒ
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Okay maybe I could have done better but it's not bad I don't think. I haven't done a Sam x Lara render in so long I had to do one. I just had to and I got inspiration a couple days ago so I did this. I retexured Sam's clothes so she wouldn't look so out of place next to Lara I hope you guys like it! Enjoy! I just love this couple!
Sam by ??
Lara by :iconarmachamcorp:
Corroridor by
MADE IN
Xna Lara
Blender 2.68 Cycles
Photoshop CS6
TOMB RAIDER (C) Square Enix
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Comments: 29
Oh wow this is gorgeous. <3 the lightning is so smooth!
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Thank you! X3 I'm glad my lighting came out smoothly. To me that's always a big concern. If my lighting is good or not.
I'm happy you like it thank you again x3
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You killed me by awesomeness with this picture's quality. And you' improving a lot, mo and more, with the posing. Looks so natural, and I love their expressions 
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Thank ya hun glad you like it.
Thanks ^^
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That's amazing ; w ; Plot line plus image that's a big
bonus! > 3< Someone please get them marry already
XD;
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You're welcome! XDD Tomb Raider: THE WEDDING! *has Sam's camera*
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xDD IKR. I need to find and marry my own Sam
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YES. I have mine and won't let go off her *uses the climbing axe to get Tor*
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I don't have mine ._.
Daaawwww!Β
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Just got worried was all
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this is absolutely beautiful sis T^T...*sniffles* it makes sense sam would have a little piece of himikos power since she was up there for a long time >.< your writing is just gorgeous, Β i love reading your stuff, and laras right. they are polar opposites that will always misunderstand each other but in the end..its what drew them so close together. i should imagine sams happy go lucky trouble making days were left in yamatai. an experience that harrowing is bound to cause PTSD. (post traumatic stress disorder) and because lara buggered off to peru so suddenly.. i can understand why sams pissed XD just as they got back..just as everything seemed over she takes off again. but sam.. eventually would accept laras itchy feet and wait for her to come home with open arms β₯
just beautiful sqweetheart. just...beautiful 
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Thank you! Thank you so very very much! I'm glad you like my writing and like this picture! You really like my writing? X3
I kind of put myself in her shoes and it came out smoothly. Lara is so calm and Sam is so...hyped I guess? She's a partyier and Lara is the exact opposite. I have to agree sis I believe Lara would either take sam with her or refuse to let her go either way I believe Sam would welcome her back and love her to no end.
THANK YOU SIS!
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