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Published: 2015-04-30 06:21:15 +0000 UTC; Views: 2846; Favourites: 57; Downloads: 0
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Description "I am the voice that whispers in your ear....
And your fear
and your pain...

You hide behind a smile
pretending to be happy
Faking
and Faking
and pretend not to hear me say
over and over...

Give up."

Little something I had in my mind a sometime ago and I'm ready to show it without feeling bad about it
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dcrisisbeta In reply to ??? [2015-06-29 16:07:07 +0000 UTC]

...its not always easy...

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CaimanR In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-07-01 14:53:43 +0000 UTC]

I hear ya... just like social interactions... all these "I could say that... but wouldn't that make it worse?"

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exodus243 [2015-05-18 08:22:58 +0000 UTC]

So im a little curious, ive been keeping tabs on your work for a while now, does this have to do with max's nightmares and his parents death? The other thing im curious about is did max's parents and sam's dad die at the same time or does this poor kid just have luck thats bad enougb to deprive him of both his biologic parents and then take his new father figure too?

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exodus243 In reply to exodus243 [2015-05-21 08:52:39 +0000 UTC]

Cool thanx for the update, i deffinently feel you on the depressive vibe too, ive been there alot recently, kinda makes you feel like your life isnt worth much but i think youve really got alot of talent here, very real characters expressed in a real way and involves some very deep kinds of undertones but expressed in a way that makes the over all tone very friendly and fun but has just the right touch of seriousness in the right parts, i look forward to the expanding dynamic world youve created here

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dcrisisbeta In reply to exodus243 [2015-05-18 16:49:38 +0000 UTC]

Uhm, hehe, this was more of a personal thing than Max's nightmare

It has to do in the similarity of the voice in the dream trying to beat him down,
but it was something that came during one of my depressive states of mind...
I published recently as I pulled through and decided it might be good to let it out of my pad and my sistem

OwO for the question, I thought it was clear in the strip where Sam told Lili but I guess I left it open to a doubt XP sorry for that

Yes, it was the same event. I won't spoil anything else about it as I like to keep mysteries alive in the strip

OwO thanks for reading, I will post new strips along the week ^w^

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Dragonrider1227 [2015-05-03 07:05:26 +0000 UTC]

I think you managed to capture visually what it feels like to have self esteem and anxiety issues

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dcrisisbeta In reply to Dragonrider1227 [2015-05-04 14:45:50 +0000 UTC]

O3o interesting...

Maybe I have that...

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Dragonrider1227 In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-05 05:42:49 +0000 UTC]

Well, you captured how it feels to me when I have these issues

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Trail-er [2015-05-02 00:10:41 +0000 UTC]

I guess this gives new meaning to the term, "Maxwell's demon"...

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dcrisisbeta In reply to Trail-er [2015-05-04 14:45:35 +0000 UTC]

hehe, true

sometimes the dark is very deeply hidden... when it comes out to play is overwhelming...

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UGNArtWorld [2015-05-01 17:33:15 +0000 UTC]

Que... oscuro.

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dcrisisbeta In reply to UGNArtWorld [2015-05-04 14:45:02 +0000 UTC]

O3O gracias

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Salem-the-Psychic [2015-05-01 02:30:33 +0000 UTC]

salem-the-psychic.deviantart.c…

Armend: *appears around young Salem* Hehehehehehehe.....

Salem: *holding his head crying*

Pain of the past can be a bitch! Who is Sam's ghost?

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dcrisisbeta In reply to Salem-the-Psychic [2015-05-04 14:44:54 +0000 UTC]

hehe, this is Max's voice in the dark...
Sam has her own but she can hold it down on her own... sometimes

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spartan38 [2015-05-01 02:01:41 +0000 UTC]

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Salem-the-Psychic In reply to spartan38 [2015-05-01 02:28:40 +0000 UTC]

There is something to be said for unwavering persistence. :3

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dcrisisbeta In reply to Salem-the-Psychic [2015-05-04 14:44:02 +0000 UTC]

...depends on who you're talking about... the voice or the person?...

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Salem-the-Psychic In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-04 15:22:45 +0000 UTC]

The person

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ClockworkCross [2015-05-01 00:38:06 +0000 UTC]

Well you just ripped this straight outta my dark place, haha...
Seriously, I know how you feel sometimes

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dcrisisbeta In reply to ClockworkCross [2015-05-04 14:42:59 +0000 UTC]

O^O Maybe we're not as alone as we think we are... though some people might say a face behind a screen is not friendly...

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ClockworkCross In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-05 02:59:35 +0000 UTC]

Any voice reaching through the darkness, even if it's over a computer, is welcomed. That's how I view it, ^^

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AsherTye [2015-04-30 23:49:09 +0000 UTC]

A poetic retort to this insidious little voice sitting on the shoulder:

"This is my fist,
it smashes into your face,
again, and again
Like a brick wall.

Learn to be silent."

Yeah, I know it doesn't really rhyme, but I do free verse.

Seriously though, a dark and poignant little piece. Glad you decided to post it.

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dcrisisbeta In reply to AsherTye [2015-05-04 14:42:25 +0000 UTC]

hehe

I had it for months... I was deciding when would be the right time...

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seratum [2015-04-30 21:26:07 +0000 UTC]

That is great , dark and also a bit inspiring xD
Anyway, great!

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dcrisisbeta In reply to seratum [2015-05-04 14:41:53 +0000 UTC]

OwO thanks!

inspiring?

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seratum In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-04 20:19:04 +0000 UTC]

Yes xD
(inΒ  a good way)

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DehFentom [2015-04-30 18:10:01 +0000 UTC]

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dcrisisbeta In reply to DehFentom [2015-05-04 14:41:37 +0000 UTC]

^w^

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DehFentom In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-05 04:55:25 +0000 UTC]

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Klonoa1293 [2015-04-30 17:48:25 +0000 UTC]

This is creepy. Truthfully, your dark art is what makes me love your lighthearted art even more. Heck, at times I think of commissioning something dark from you. Anyway, this is great!

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dcrisisbeta In reply to Klonoa1293 [2015-05-04 14:41:21 +0000 UTC]

hehe... thanks

I have a dark project in the workshop I'll be showing soon.... also a part of the other comic I had in mind way before I did younger days...

OwQ sadly it requires a lot of research and prescicion to be fullfilled

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Klonoa1293 In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-04 16:07:11 +0000 UTC]

That sounds awesome! Me and the rest of your fans will be waiting.

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aki5 [2015-04-30 17:46:02 +0000 UTC]

He needs to man up and face it like a tiger!

But later, he needs a cooldown hug.

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dcrisisbeta In reply to aki5 [2015-05-04 14:40:17 +0000 UTC]

O^Q yet sometimes its hard to face it, she hides quickly and waits for you to get hurt to come out and taunt once more...

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soki92 [2015-04-30 16:57:27 +0000 UTC]

Wonderful! Among all the cuteness, it's amazing to see your dark touch. Besides, I can relate to this image so much!Β 

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dcrisisbeta In reply to soki92 [2015-05-04 14:39:36 +0000 UTC]

OwQ thanks

as I said I can go darker, but I like to keep things simple... a simple release is better than just an outlet of hatred without control

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diaperhealthbar [2015-04-30 15:12:18 +0000 UTC]

This picture... Is a little painful to look at.

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dcrisisbeta In reply to diaperhealthbar [2015-05-04 14:38:47 +0000 UTC]

O-O well... it was also painful to do... but sometimes that pain helps release some of the stuck things inside...

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diaperhealthbar In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-04 15:28:48 +0000 UTC]

I know, but it still brings out painful feelings and experiences that I'd rather not bring up.

Still, kudos to you. You have a lot of strength to draw something like this. I don't know if I would be able to come up with this concept and draw it as effectively as you without breaking down emotionally.Β 

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refield [2015-04-30 14:34:40 +0000 UTC]

That's a place I never want to be in again.

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dcrisisbeta In reply to refield [2015-05-04 14:38:19 +0000 UTC]

I understand...

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refield In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-04 15:18:37 +0000 UTC]

I hope you don't live there.

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NarfoOnTheNet [2015-04-30 14:10:14 +0000 UTC]

I've gone up against this guy before.
Name's Paul.
Kind of a dweeb when you get past the deep, raspy voice.

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dcrisisbeta In reply to NarfoOnTheNet [2015-05-04 14:38:05 +0000 UTC]

hehe~

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Chibisasoriz1 [2015-04-30 13:53:51 +0000 UTC]

I feel that this shadow affects many people...

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dcrisisbeta In reply to Chibisasoriz1 [2015-05-04 14:37:49 +0000 UTC]

Like a poisoned lake, it just makes its way into our lives without us realzing and when we realize its there we can only resist it... as it will never go away...

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Chibisasoriz1 In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-04 16:08:07 +0000 UTC]

Very true

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AmyNChan [2015-04-30 13:52:45 +0000 UTC]

Oh my gosh....Β  ;_;

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dcrisisbeta In reply to AmyNChan [2015-05-04 14:37:05 +0000 UTC]

;w; don't worry... its just for a moment

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AmyNChan In reply to dcrisisbeta [2015-05-05 23:15:32 +0000 UTC]

ok

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