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I had a secret,
one i kept buried deep inside
I hide it from view
for as long as i could.
Thinking that once it was out
I would be destined to be hated by you.
Sure enough, you reached my heart,
found out my secret and tore it apart.
You grasped my heart with your cold hands
and ripped it out like i wasn't man.
As i lay bleeding on the floor
You tell me you love me more and more
You say you were just trying to help
You dont want me hurt, but your the one
that hurt me the worst.
You took my world
and you have the nerve to say you care!
If you cared you wouldn't have searched for
that secret,
you wouldnt have dared!
Now im left with nothing
I dont want to move on.
You want me to hate them.
You want them gone.
You'll have to face the facts
I am not giving up
I promised to them my heart forever
and forever they shall get.
I have a few questions that i would
like to ask though...
Why did you do it?
Why did you want to take the one thing
that made me the happiest?
When you saw me crying so hard I
couldn't breath, did you understand that I
wasn't crying for me?
I was crying for them because
you said you called the F.B.I.
They were going to jail.
I had ruined their life.
You had taken their heart from my hands
and stabbed it with a knife.
I took a deep breath and
watched with a blank stare
as you again told me you loved me
Told me you cared.
I made it my mission
to fall out of existance.
I was to chicken to do what i wanted.
and i know if I did I would cause them to suffer.
So even as i scream out their name
with everything I have
the waters keep rising over my head.
I'm down to my last breath and
with it i whisper "i love you. I'll love you forever..."