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DestinyBlue — Scared of the Light (speedpaint)

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Published: 2016-04-02 17:01:16 +0000 UTC; Views: 159057; Favourites: 8755; Downloads: 824
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It's been dark so long, the light is blinding. Its sharp harsh white rips my life open and shows, with naked clarity, all that I've been missing. At least the darkness lies to me.




~Just coming to terms with loosing a chunk of my life to mental illness

Mental health wise I'm on the up, but at the moment I'm tired a lot, which is frustrating because I want to do things but my limits are still small; accepting and working within them has been a challenge, but I'm getting there I just want to jump on board all the things I've been missing out on!
Been doing lots of pencil sketching, and speedpaints, since they aren't too demanding, and I can stay inspired

This is a 4 hour, polished up speedpaint, from photo reference. You guys said you'd like to see more of my rough work - So here this is! (please don't judge too harshly XD)

The image is based on a photo I saved some time ago to my hard drive. I have a folder of photos of people who have left kind comments to me, who's photo look interesting, so I save them to draw - Sometimes I don't get round to it, mostly I don't like the drawings I do of people, so I hardly ever share or show them. I usually save the name of the person so I can find them - but I didn't here! So say hello if this looks like you and one of your photos! Thank you, and hope you don't mind! It's a bit weird I know XD (The likeness not great, sorry XD I got the mood of it though)


Peace, Love and Ocular Adaptation,

Blue xx



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Comments: 371

alekhx [2016-04-03 20:26:07 +0000 UTC]

Nice blend of life in form of colours, great work  

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lars314 [2016-04-03 20:04:55 +0000 UTC]

Wonderful art and best wishes to you

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Looking4Work [2016-04-03 19:35:36 +0000 UTC]

Love your work; your speedpainting is beautiful.
Be well.

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StarPaw007 [2016-04-03 18:49:30 +0000 UTC]

it's so beautiful! wish I could paint like this ^^

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NataliaCrafted [2016-04-03 18:01:44 +0000 UTC]

I'm happy you're taking your time for yourself! The art is beautiful.

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rudraksh0 [2016-04-03 18:01:30 +0000 UTC]

Art which is a window to life and it's oblivion it comes with

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owllover132 [2016-04-03 17:57:22 +0000 UTC]

Ah, it's beautiful.

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QuEEN-DeMOn [2016-04-03 17:01:25 +0000 UTC]

This picture is awesome, I love how well you depict the sun shining through her fingers. Beautiful. 

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adnansagar [2016-04-03 16:40:53 +0000 UTC]

So NiCe...

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Dragon-Creator [2016-04-03 16:26:41 +0000 UTC]

You're so good at this! Lately I'm very discouraged and can't even pick up a pencil.

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AgostinaRavazenghi [2016-04-03 16:12:08 +0000 UTC]

beautiful !!!

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Saphyrae In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 16:03:25 +0000 UTC]

This is another beautiful piece, I love it. I'm really glad you're getting better!

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live-love-forgive In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 16:00:58 +0000 UTC]

I love how the light looks like it's glowing through her fingers. <3 Another great piece, Blue! I'm so glad you're continuing to do well.

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Always-The-Dreamer In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 14:48:51 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad you are still improving. Lovely picture.

Best wishes, xx

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vassileve In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 14:45:32 +0000 UTC]

I. LOVE. IT ♥

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themightysaviour In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 14:39:23 +0000 UTC]

I love her face :3

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Clannad16 In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 13:57:39 +0000 UTC]

you've done it again! you're work is just so spectacular~! XD 

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Astrikos [2016-04-03 12:55:17 +0000 UTC]

This is stunning!

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Frozen-Grapes [2016-04-03 12:41:53 +0000 UTC]

So pretty I really like the colors you used
Stay strong, Blue  

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XxflyinglionxX In reply to Frozen-Grapes [2016-04-03 13:09:05 +0000 UTC]

blue?

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Miikysu In reply to XxflyinglionxX [2016-04-03 13:44:30 +0000 UTC]

that's her nickname or something xD

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XxflyinglionxX In reply to Miikysu [2016-04-03 13:53:56 +0000 UTC]

k my sister names blue

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YukinoScarlet [2016-04-03 12:18:28 +0000 UTC]

wow..... it is so beautiful!

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ImLovingDN In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 11:41:16 +0000 UTC]

Gorgeous work, like always! You're amazing! (:

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therainbowkittykat [2016-04-03 11:30:17 +0000 UTC]

So amazingg <333
can you give the speedpaint link video?

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SheWhoWroteWings [2016-04-03 11:26:55 +0000 UTC]

It's great to hear you're doing better. Good luck with keeping up with your wonderful art!

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Mew9800 [2016-04-03 10:45:41 +0000 UTC]

I have a small request/favour, could you please go to my profile and give your critique opinion on my Yandere-Chan picture? It would be really helpful for an amateur like me to get an opinion from a professional like you. Can you give your opinion in the comments section of that picture,

Thanks in Advance,

Mew9800

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kaisakuris [2016-04-03 10:42:10 +0000 UTC]

I like this one very much - even if rough you can still feel and understand the emotions of the subject in the picture.

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Sarbearart [2016-04-03 09:27:13 +0000 UTC]

"please don't judge too harshly".Is that possible to judge at all? LIKE, WHAT?!?! It is so so so good and if I ever drew something like that I would be showing everyone. Nice to know you are feeling better because you deserve it more than anything. Stay perfectly imperfect Blue.

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DestinyBlue In reply to Sarbearart [2016-04-03 10:22:48 +0000 UTC]

Thanks  I do like some elements of this, but I can see the (multiple) flaws, and don't feel like I need them pointing out again XD I just had fun experimenting

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Sarbearart In reply to DestinyBlue [2016-04-03 12:13:49 +0000 UTC]

No no no it's so perfect. Don't get yourself down, we all appreciate your art and it gives me and others so much joy. I'm sure you will continue to make us all satisfied. You could never disappoint us so just take your time. <33333

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xmercury-angelx [2016-04-03 09:13:07 +0000 UTC]

Amazing as always

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Sauron170 [2016-04-03 09:05:03 +0000 UTC]

There is both Light and Darkness, one must find the harmony in both.

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anime1999 [2016-04-03 08:25:41 +0000 UTC]

Fantastic  art pice 

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VioletHive [2016-04-03 08:17:53 +0000 UTC]

Well, the expression of her face seemed as if she is mildly annoyed by the light, but her focus rests on something ells, that I think she carries some... Affection maybe to it.

There is not the slightest hint of fear in her facial expression... She is highly beautiful though, and her expression is the "attractive" type.

The work of light in this image is phenomenal, although something seems a bit... Missing... In the hand, it feels like you experimented there a bit too

I love the color of how the light reflects inside the fingers, it's a phenomena that I know I occasionally love to just stare at it's impact myself... But,

It feels like you made it too bright, and... It lost it's sense of being physical... Kinda like that the hand got mutated into light, giving it the sensation that... It's not a part of the picture even.

Everything ells appear to synch well, and the general picture does draw attention, especially her look... Something just says "Beauty" in it... 

So, aside from the hand... This is a wonderful piece of work! Although, it does not at all convey the feelings your verbal identification gives...

There is nothing of fear there... No sense of danger, nothing hidden in anywhere, and the light does appear just as ordinary sun light coming to a rather dark room... I don't feel anything ominous, nothing lurking... On top of that, her face gives me calm.

But, I'm glad that you are coming to terms with your illness  

I know I have...

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chaos-angel5 [2016-04-03 08:17:30 +0000 UTC]

Keep up the good work, and most importantly keep up your amazing progress with your mental health. You're doing great and are loved!

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Leokadya [2016-04-03 08:15:00 +0000 UTC]

This strong light looks beautiful. Whole picture is giving specific mood. And it's fantastic. 
Stay strong and take care.  

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naakatoni In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 07:54:18 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful ^_^

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SuspiciousTv [2016-04-03 07:20:11 +0000 UTC]

Blue, you are amazing!

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MisakiDrawings [2016-04-03 06:56:01 +0000 UTC]

beautiful work! 

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cier2750 [2016-04-03 06:36:31 +0000 UTC]

It's so beautiful!! wow

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Silverlion [2016-04-03 05:43:26 +0000 UTC]

Fantastically done, as usual.

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AMichelJ [2016-04-03 05:05:27 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful work! The colors in her fingers really help with anchoring the feeling of harsh light, and as always, I love the way you blend both warm and cool colors so well in your work. Quit spectacular for a rough, I wish I could pack so much as you do into one of my finished pieces.

I understand the feeling of wanting to jump into everything that you've had to put on hold; I've been dealing with that sort of situation myself recently. I'll be rooting for ya, Blue, so keep at it

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OvertheDRRRwall [2016-04-03 05:04:41 +0000 UTC]

Such fantastic artwork!

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Xxkitty-GOES-rawrxX [2016-04-03 05:04:24 +0000 UTC]

this is fucking beautiful ;-;

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allisonkristine [2016-04-03 04:56:37 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful <3

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sanitrance [2016-04-03 04:54:20 +0000 UTC]

this is such a touching and wonderful piece. the stark contrasts of light and dark really emphasis the idea behind the painting. love the colors used. the roughness is fitting actually. take care

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Ururuty In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 04:40:20 +0000 UTC]

nice feeling it gives

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LokiOstara In reply to ??? [2016-04-03 04:37:15 +0000 UTC]

This is really great! You did a wonderful job of capturing the mood... I wish you good luck in getting better!

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mikadolegaste [2016-04-03 04:00:11 +0000 UTC]

Perfect sunlight 😊😊

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